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Chapter 490 Bai Ying understands the boss and Wu Junmei (88)

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When his father's right hand was taken out of his clothes, Bai Yingming's eyes finally saw what was in his father's right hand

Wu Junmei, who had just stopped crying at this time, also saw what her father was holding tightly in his hand.

She was stunned, but for a moment she turned slightly. He couldn't see her expression, but her sharp trembling shoulders indicate everything

But she tried hard to control herself. He saw her tightly holding her hand, her fingernails had been inserted into her flesh, she didn't care. She tried hard to control her emotions.

After a while, Junmei turned her body and her emotions seemed to be stable. However, Junmei's lip had been bitten and her blood had betrayed her. This shows how painful she felt when she saw the things in her father's hand.

Bai Yingming was in a complicated mood at this time. He didn't know what he should feel, because his father held it tightly in his hand until his death and put it in his clothes to protect it. It turned out to be the sandalwood pipe that Junmei gave him on his birthday...

Bai Yingming took out the pipe from his father's hand. His father kept holding it tightly. He took a lot of effort to break his fingers apart. Then he handed the pipe to Junmei. Junmei silently put his father's pipe into his bag with his blood-covered hands.

Wenlong also saw it, especially when he discovered the complicated expression of his uncle and aunt. I wonder what kind of story is behind the pipe?

After arriving at the hospital, Wenlong hurriedly called his mother and aunt one by one to report on his grandfather's situation, and at the same time tried to comfort them.

Bai Yingming and Junmei sat on a chair outside the emergency room. He was so energetic that Junmei was crying very depressed, leaning slanted on his shoulder, closed her eyes and didn't know what she was thinking, her eyes were already crying red and swollen

My father was still in the emergency room to rescue him. The situation was very critical. I don’t know what the final result would be. He and Junmei were waiting anxiously outside.

At this time, Bai Yingming took out a piece of paper wrapped in layers of plastic bags from his pocket. This piece of paper was discovered by him when he found his father's pipe. There were many people at that time, and he secretly hid the paper because he had a premonition that this piece of paper might have been left intentionally by his father, or it might have been his suicide note. While the fire rescue team was evacuating, the head of the father's company returned to the company to discuss, and he was going to open the paper to see what he wrote.

Opening layers of plastic bags, the piece of paper finally revealed. Bai Yingming slowly opened it with a complicated mood. He didn't know if there was anything written on this piece of paper or what his father wrote.

It opened, there were words on it. He took a deep breath and calmed down and started reading: Yingming, I don’t know if you have seen this letter. If you see this letter, then I may be no longer alive. If I am still alive, I will not let you see this letter.

Don't blame dad, I'm really tired. I've been feeling very tired since your mother died

Although you and Junmei are very filial to me, Minmin is also very cute and well-behaved, since your mother died, I suddenly felt that I had no motivation to live in this world. Maybe I was too negative, maybe I was too cowardly, maybe death is the liberation for me and can completely relax me.

I have suffered all my life and been tired all my life, but in the end I am very satisfied because my son, daughter-in-law, daughter-in-law, daughter-in-law, sn in law, granddaughter and grandchildren, and I can be regarded as a family of children and grandchildren.

But in the past half of my life, I felt that I had done too many wrong things. I could not save your mother in the end and let her leave before me. I did not save enough family for you and make you work hard to get married and have children. I did not fulfill the responsibilities that a father should have...

In short, for your mother, I am not a good husband; for you, I am not a good father. During this period, my heart has been in pain and entanglement, and it is getting stronger and stronger. In the end, I can't bear it anymore, and I can no longer bear the condemnation and concerns in my heart.

At this moment, the company told me that the storm was coming and asked me to temporarily evacuate Jiangxin Island.

But I feel that this may be an opportunity for me to be completely free. I dare not commit suicide and do not have the courage. Let God make the decision in everything.

If I stay on the island and end up being safe, then you will not see my letter. God will not let me die, then I will deal with it and live

If I die in the end, it means that God wants to punish me, and I will also be liberated.

So this time my life and death will be decided by God

In the drawer in my bedroom, there is a file bag, there is an insurance policy, which I bought three years ago, and the beneficiary is you. According to my understanding at that time, the insured committed suicide two years after the contract took effect, and the beneficiary can receive full insurance compensation. So although I committed suicide, the insurance contract is still valid. I really don’t know the specific compensation amount. You have social experience and legal knowledge. Then you can communicate with the insurance company yourself.

Another thing is the passbook of a rural credit cooperative. It is the money earned from opening a clinic a few years ago, and the living expenses you gave me in the past few years, etc. I secretly saved it up, for fear that one day it will help you. Although the money in it is not much, it represents my wish. I hope you and Junmei will not dislike you.

Junmei is a good girl. You two must live a good life. Don’t let her down, otherwise I will not forgive you even if I am in the dark.

We also need to raise Minmin well so that she can grow up healthy. Unfortunately, I can't see her growing up

I also want to tell you the eldest sister and second sister, especially the eldest brother-in-law has a high position and a high position and a heavy weight. Beware of the rise and fall. The most important thing is Long'er. He is old at the age of three. This child has been gifted and unique since he was a child. Unfortunately, I can't see him in the future, get married and have children.

Forgive me, Yingming, forgive me, Suzhen, Shuzhen, I am not a qualified father, I have no face to face you and your mother, take care of it...

After reading this short suicide note, Bai Yingming's tears fell uncontrollably, and the tears fell on the already very wrinkled suicide note. Before that, my father didn't know how many times he had opened and closed the suicide note.

Junmei, who was closing her eyes and pondering, was awakened by his excited body. She saw him crying and her eyes immediately looked at the paper.

Seeing that Junmei had woken up, Bai Yingming silently handed over her father's suicide note, and Junmei looked at her silently.

Slowly, Junmei's tears began to fall, her hand holding the letter began to tremble slightly, her lips trembled, and her silver teeth chewed tightly

My father is atonement. Although my father did not mention the word between him and Junmei in his letter, Bai Yingming could still understand everything from his father's last words.

My father is using his own death, using that insurance, using that passbook, atonement to him and repentance to him

Junmei's indifference to her father also completely lost the motivation to live. He is old. After his mother died, he was lonely and finally had Junmei, but he could not get it. Even if he had sex with Junmei, his conscience was always condemned. The most important thing is that his father was really moved and moved to Junmei, but she was his daughter-in-law, a woman he could never get, and a woman he could not get.

Under these sorrowful bonds, under the despair of Junmei who completely cut off his hopes, his father chose this path to completely free himself. His father did not reveal his affairs with Junmei until his death. Perhaps he was to preserve his reputation and Junmei, nor did he want to make him feel thorny or cracks about Junmei. At the same time, he also hoped to leave a good impression on his son in the end when he died. He decided to bring the secret of Junmei into the coffin forever.

Finally, after reading the letter, Junmei returned the letter to Bai Yingming. She squatted on the ground and cried loudly, completely ignoring the strange eyes of the patients in other wards.

There are birth, old age, sickness and death in the hospital every day, and doctors and nurses are no longer surprised

Bai Yingming can understand the implicit meaning in his father's suicide note, how could Junmei not understand it?

At this time, she might not be able to hate her father at all. She only had guilt, regret, and a little bit of heartache. But what exactly she thought was, he couldn't guess it thoroughly

It's all my fault, it's all my fault. My father's accident, I blamed me. If it weren't for me... After reading the letter, Junmei suddenly became very excited, as if she was talking to herself, and as if she was scolding herself.

At this time, Bai Yingming suddenly became a little nervous, making him temporarily forget his father who was still in the emergency room. Is Junmei's last words the rhythm of preparing to showdown with him?

If Junmei prepares to tell him everything about her and her father, how should he deal with it?

Should I pretend not to know or directly admit that everything was arranged by him?

Bai Yingming was not ready to show off with Junmei at all, but fortunately, Junmei stopped in the last sentence and said it only if it weren't for me... Maybe Junmei finally reacted and realized that she almost let it go, and stopped in time.

She looked at Bai Yingming. At this time, he didn't know what his expression was. Maybe his expression was very nervous. He stared at Junmei tightly.

If it weren't for me... I had to take you out for a trip, my father wouldn't have any trouble. If we were at home, we could pay attention to the weather forecast and see the weather at home, and we would definitely be able to bring my father back in time. This wouldn't have happened. Everything would have been blamed on me. If we didn't go out for a trip, nothing would have happened...

Perhaps realizing that he almost let it go, and it made him suspicious, Junmei quickly changed her words and cleverly covered up the matter and avoided the past.

Junmei, don't blame yourself. This matter is not your fault. It's God's will, and it's my fault. I just want to work and support my family. I ignore my father's feelings. I ignore the feelings of an elderly person. It's my fault to say it's wrong. It's because I haven't fulfilled my filial piety and have never paid attention to my father's changes, so it's not your fault. Bai Yingming squatted down and hugged Junmei's shoulders and comforted her softly. Slowly, they sat shoulder-to-shoulder on the floor outside the emergency room. They snuggled up to each other. Junmei lay on his shoulders, and the crying never stopped.

If his father recovers, Bai Yingming decided that he would not let the tragedy happen again in any case. He began to think about how to show off with his father. Junmei. Perhaps after the showdown, this barrier will be completely eliminated. However, if the showdown and how to make things develop in the direction he wants, he needs to consider it carefully. At this time, he faces a choice, a choice he should make if his father recovers, what should he do if he recovers.