We didn't talk much. She was very weak and I was very tired. She woke up in a drowsy night and fell asleep again. Then she would wake up and fall asleep again in a daze.
Tang Mingming came over at around 7 o'clock in the morning. She was about to go back to Shenzhen at around 10 o'clock in the morning. She came over early before leaving.
After a hurry, he cared about Yang Jun. Before leaving, Tang Mingming said to me with a tense face: One week! You only have one week!
I nodded with a wry smile and said: Don’t worry! You have arrived in Shenzhen and call me immediately after getting off the plane!
She thrust at me hard, then turned around and pulled her suitcase and left the hospital.
Yang Jun seemed to have completely ignored Tang Mingming and I showing off our love in front of her. Since I woke up in the morning, I have been watching the time on my phone uneasy.
Tang Mingming walked for a while, then Yang Jun suddenly woke up and asked me: Oh, is Sister Mingming gone? Has she returned to Shenzhen?
Yes, what did you think? She even said hello to you when she left, I answered her
She curled up in the quilt, and just took the morning medicine, the nurse had come over and started to put her in a hang water.
Haitao...You said, when a person dies, do you know nothing? She turned sideways, staring out the window in a daze.
I don't know, I haven't died, I'm angry and replied to her
Where was the shot? Yang Jun's voice was trembling
I didn't say anything. I knew she was not interested in the answer to this question at all. She just cared about that person.
They said, there is a death sentence for injection now. Do you think Brother Diao’s case is so big, will he be given an injection? The kind of shooting is too terrible, and it must be particularly painful. Haitao, do you think they will let Brother Diao choose it himself?
She seemed to have ignored my existence and muttered nervously on the bed.
I didn't bother her. I could understand the root cause of her current state, but I was very upset.
Actually, I don’t know the specific situation of Diao Jinlong’s execution. I am not qualified and have no mood to inquire about these details. Diao Lao San is the destined end of the way of heaven. He was executed by the state law by any means by the death penalty. It is difficult to relieve my hatred in my heart, but just like what Yang Jun said last night, hatred must be hated, but there is no need to be resentful to a dead person.
I brought back the lunch for Yang Jun, but she didn't eat a bite. In the afternoon, she began to become anxious.
I told her that if it was executed, it might have been executed early in the morning.
She sobbed violently, and even cried bitterly under the quilt later.
But by the afternoon and dinner, she seemed to have begun to adjust her depression, no longer crying, but just swollen eyes and pursing her lips without saying a word
After six o'clock, Zuo Jian and his wife came to visit the hospital with Xiao Hui. Seeing the child, Yang Jun finally squeezed out a smile.
A week passed quickly, and Yang Jun was finally able to leave. Although he was struggling, he replied well. I immediately helped her get the transfer procedures.
This week, He Guifen was surprisingly quiet and did not harass Yang Jun at all. However, on the fifth day of Yang Jun's hospitalization, He Guifen called me.
I thought she was here to make trouble, so I answered the phone and asked alertly: Is there anything wrong?
He Guifen on the other side of the phone sneered, and said with a hint of disdain in his tone: How is Xiaoqiu recovering from injury? Give me an account, so I can transfer money to you.
My teeth were chewing, and I wished I could climb over the phone and strangle this stinky woman like a fat pig. I said angrily: Don’t cry at the cat! She doesn’t call her Xiaoqiu, she calls her Yang Jun, don’t give me the money, I’ll send Xiaojun’s account to you, I’ll have nothing to do!
I heard her scream on the phone, and I immediately hung up the phone
After completing the procedures for Yang Jun’s transfer, I immediately helped them pack their luggage and booked a flight ticket to Shenzhen.
Yang Jun recovered well. In fact, from the fourth day, she could sit halfway on the bed with her butt on her side. In the next two days, she simply left Xiao Hui in the hospital and did not let Xiao Lina take her back.
I have been with her and taking care of her in the hospital these days. She still seems to be so attached to me. We talked a lot more openly, including her first trip to Diao Laosan, who had never mentioned to me. She had never mentioned her first trip to Shenzhen with Diao Laosan.
Actually, I have basically known about those things in Xu Bin's photos, but after she said them in person, I felt even more shocking and heartbreaking.
That day was the first time Xiao Hui stayed in the hospital. She coaxed Xiao Hui to sleep. Yang Jun, who had been sleeping for almost the whole day, seemed to be full of energy. She sat on the bed and recalled the events of the past with me, from the dark night in Tieli's forest farm to the little things we had after marriage, and then, unconsciously, the topic was about Diao Lao San.
Actually, for me, I was very resistant to talking about this name, but Yang Jun seemed to be indifferent. Although he had already told me about the probability between her and Diao Lao San, this time he talked about it, and it seemed like he was talking and was out of control.
At the beginning, I hated him. He was old and not handsome. He also regarded himself as a love saint all day long and told me some yellow jokes. I started to annoy him and wanted to turn around and avoid him when I saw him.
I interrupted curiously: Why didn't I avoid it?
She smiled and said: Actually, I avoided it, but many times everyone plays basketball together, and there are so many people. I feel embarrassed to do it too obviously. Later, after I contacted more, I found that he is very loyal and evil. It seems that he can handle many things and knows many great people. This makes me feel that he has some connotations, and without knowing it, he is not so resistant to him.
I peeled an apple and handed it to her. She took it and took it and took a bite, and then said: But it was nothing special about him chasing women. He just pestered her and was like a dog skin plaster all day long. As soon as I appeared, he would come to show my kindness to me. At that time, I was as stupid as an idiot, and I felt pampered and held by others all day long. It felt so comfortable, just like...
She said that she paused for a while, looked at me and continued carefully: Just like before... Lao Wu treated me, I really like the feeling of being spoiled without principles
I smiled bitterly and thought to myself: Haven’t I ever given you that feeling?
She suddenly seemed to realize something, and hurriedly explained as if she heard the thoughts in her heart: You spoil me more, but I took that love for granted and didn't cherish it. I regret it now.
I waved my hand. Maybe I felt completely different from what I felt when I heard these words. Now, when I heard her say these words, I felt a little awkward and felt a little sad.
Yang Jun ignored my expression, and continued to nag as if he was talking to himself:Later, I felt that I was obsessed with ghosts. I knew that he had an intention to me, but I couldn't help but go to see him, and it was getting more and more excessive. Originally, I always maintained the bottom line, but soon I found that I could no longer control myself. First, he grabbed his hand and refused to put it on, and then followed him to take a bath inexplicably. In the bath center, I almost succeeded. Not only did he take off all my clothes, but he even touched me below. At that time, I already knew that I had crossed the boundaries, and I regretted it, and was afraid.I just wanted to cut off contact with him, but... who knew that something happened at that time. I really thought you had sex with Sister Mingming. Did you know how angry I was at that time? I was thinking, for you and for this family, I was outside to keep my chastity for you and keep my body clean, but you... You were so shameless about checking in with your ex-girlfriend, and I went to take revenge on you like crazy, so... When I went to Diao Brother's bar that night, he wanted to have sex with me again, and I... I made him succeed
When I heard her tell these things again, I still felt a sense of sourness in my heart
I leaned against the bedside on the recliner specially prepared for the family members of the patients, and listened quietly. It was already late at night. I accidentally interrupted her. Although I felt very uncomfortable, I tried hard to keep myself calm and listened to her continue to talk about what happened to her.
But that day, as soon as I came out of his bar, I saw your electric car. I was almost scared. I really didn't expect that the place where you painted was so coincidental that it was Brother Diao's bar. Then when I had sex with Brother Diao, weren't you in the room next to me? You must have discovered it, but I was still lucky and wanted to go back and verify it with you. As a result, you were foolish and didn't doubt me at all.
I smiled awkwardly, and felt like she was complaining that I didn't find out as soon as possible and stopped her
At that time, I had no idea of leaving him, but I was really scared. I was really panicked at that time. I just felt that you knew that I had done something wrong and would definitely not want me. I was really afraid of death, as if the sky was about to fall.
You didn't regret having sex with Diao Laosan at that time, but you were just afraid that I would know about your scandal? I couldn't help but interrupt and ask
She shook her head and whispered: I knew from beginning to end that it was a big mistake to have sex with him, but... Haitao, don't be angry, I really felt that kind of thing was so exciting at that time.
I shook my head and sighed and said: That kind of thing? Are you referring to having sex with Diao Lao San?
She looked a little panicked and pursed her lips and said: Yes...
I sighed and leaned my head back. I didn't want to see her expression, and I couldn't help feeling sad.
Are you angry? She asked me tentatively
I shook my head and said: What's so angry about me? It's over, I've let it go long ago
She was silent for a while, probably because she felt that I was really not strange, so she asked me: How did you discover our affairs? He and I were both very strange. Since you didn't hear my voice that day, why did you find out again later? And we were so sure? We only did it once in the bar.
It has been so long since the matter has passed, so I can just explain it to her clearly: Xiaohui asked me to help me to get the money that Diao Lao San had stored in her. In order to ask for the final account of the bar painting, I helped him get it. Then he said he would give me 10,000 yuan and help him get something in the bath center. I also helped. It was the bath center that made me discover your two things.
She frowned, squinted her eyes at me, and asked in confusion: Which bath center? What did you take?
After a long time, I really don’t remember the name of the bathing bath. It seems to be Fuhua, it is the largest house on the road to the Forget Martyrs Cemetery on the west side of Anle Street.
She suddenly stunned for a moment, lowered her head, and whispered: Yes, I've been with him
More than just to be... I said a little angry
But she suddenly raised her head as if she was suddenly stimulated, and looked at me with a red face, as if she was deliberately stimulating me. Her voice trembled: Yes, we were not going to take a shower, I was fucked by him all night, and my calves were soft the next morning. Are you very jealous?
I glared at her, but my heart was inexplicably calm.
Her face was filled with a smile that seemed to be proud but more sarcastic.
Are you really not jealous? Then I will continue to say that her body recovers quickly, but her mood is also recovering as willful as I did when I first met her
By the way, what did you get there? How did you find out about me and Brother Diao? She asked
Xiaohui hid a recorder in your private room. What he asked me to get was the recorder. As a result, before I could take it out, he was discovered by the police. In this way, I took the recorder home and...
You... listened to the recording inside? She asked in surprise: What was recorded inside?
Isn't this nonsense? You just said you were there and let him fuck him all night, guess what else can you record? I asked back in anger
She bit her lower lip lightly, her face turned red, and she held it in for a long time before she asked me tentatively: It's all about sounds, why are you sure it's me this time?
I sneered and said: You two were tired that day. Didn’t you report your own name when chatting during the intermission?
She glared at me angrily, looked at me sideways, and said in a very aggressive tone: Just hear it from beginning to end? I remember when we talked about my real name... it was already midnight, and we both had it several times. You can hear your wife having sex with other men, right?
I was almost angry with her, but I don’t know why she became so aggressive. She used to be very self-centered and willful, but she was not so arrogant and dissatisfied. At least she wouldn’t be so specialized in stimulating words.
Seeing that I was silent, she did not continue to stimulate me, and calmed down for a moment and said: OK, Brother Diao and I thought it was you who followed me to find out. So that's the case, but Xiaohui is really bad. Alas, we all almost threw our lives in his hands.
You said you didn't want to leave with Diao Lao San at first, but I actually knew it after listening to the recording, but why did you make such a confused decision? You just left because I discovered it. What are you afraid of me? Are you afraid that I will hit you? Or do you feel shameless to face me? It's time for me to ask a question, I asked a lot of questions all the time.
It should be that he has no face to face you. She looked very serious and said in a low voice: You yelled at me on the phone, and I was confused at that time. My first reaction was that it was over. You discovered the matter between Brother Diao and me, and it was over. You will definitely divorce me, and it will definitely cause trouble. I even have the heart to die.
Then you decided to elope with Diao Laosan?
That's not... Actually, I wanted to go out to hide for a few days at the beginning. After a few days, you calm down, and I calm down, and I will come back to talk to you... She started to hesitate, and I felt that she started talking about something she didn't want to say
In fact, she had already started to arouse my curiosity, but I tried to hold back and pretended to be irrelevant, and didn't look at her or ask her.
Due to her personality, she didn't react much when she saw me, but instead she deliberately started talking about her experiences of more than 20 days that she had never confessed to me.
I originally wanted to find a place you can't find to hide for a few days, but Brother Diao said at the time that Xiaohui betrayed him, he couldn't go anywhere without money, and he didn't dare to find his previous relationship. I remembered that I also have the keys on our house on Hongqi Street. Although you may find it, Brother Diao was a little panicked at that time and couldn't find a place to hide for a while. We went to the house for three days...
I know, I saw it later. I interrupted
She suddenly showed a very uncomfortable smile, not as if she had pretended it, she was a little joking, but more like being immersed in happiness, and slowly began to tell me: those three days... he was so nice to me... we didn't dare to go out, we were in that house all day... the only thing we could do was make love... we kept doing it, not wearing clothes, and not eating food. Apart from sleeping, as long as we were awake, as long as we smelled each other's smell, we would roll together... He was like an old bull and had endless energy. The condom was always broken, and I was like crazy, constantly asking for it. If I felt uncomfortable with the condom, I would let him shoot it in... Alas... Xiao Hui should have been pregnant in those few days
My tears kept flowing, but she didn't interrupt
But later I realized that he had been using medicine for those days... She smiled bitterly, and her face began to become ferocious: Then he showed me the photos of you and Jia Jia kissing under the street lamp. Brother Diao also told me seriously that when you were painting for the bar, he actually finished painting very early every day. He always had sex with Jia Jia in that room... and then went home. I really hated you so much at that time. I cursed you like crazy. And you were really not very interested in my body at that time. I really believed what he said... So, I made love with him even more crazier. Later, he became a little scared, so I wanted it too. I felt so painful in those days, so I wanted it too. I said before, if you dare to be sorry to me, I will definitely be crazier than you. If you do it once, I will do it ten times!
She said, not sure when she started to burst into tears again
I really regret it... um... She sobbed and sobbed violently and said intermittently: If I had trust in you more at that time... I wouldn't have been so outrageous!
When I heard her confession, I couldn't help but feel a little doubt in my heart: She regretted not believing me, but she didn't seem to regret getting together with Diao Laosan, right?
I waited quietly for her to calm down, sighed and said: It doesn't matter, it's all over, and it's meaningless to say these things now.
Later, when I was so angry that I decided to go to the south with him, but he did not go directly to Shenzhen. He said he wanted to go to Shijiazhuang to withdraw money and pick up someone. When I got there, I found out that what he wanted to pick up was his son Diao Wenguang... This devil who was even more cruel than his father... No, Brother Diao was very nice to me at least more times.
Speaking of this name, she had stopped crying, her expression on her face was angry and distorted
What's going on with his son? I asked
Yang Jun closed his eyes and leaned against the head of the bed, trying his best to calm down his emotions and said: He was actually a normal person before. He had a car accident when he was eighteen or nineteen years old and almost died. After being rescued, he had a blood clot on his head and could not be found. It seemed that he was oppressed to somewhere and became crazy and stupid.
Then why did his family send him to Shijiazhuang? I asked
Diao Lao San's relatives were doing well in Shijiazhuang. The couple had many enemies in Harbin. I heard from the third sister-in-law that Xiaowen's car accident was actually done by his enemies. He was worried that his enemies would be unfavorable to Xiaowen, so they sent Xiaowen there.
I remember you said you stopped in Shijiazhuang for a week?
She nodded with her lips pursed, with a hint of panic in her angry eyes: That beast, on the first day I arrived in Shijiazhuang, he... raped me! And I knew his dad was outside the room at that time!
My scalp is a little numb, I actually know everything, but it's the first time I heard her mention the details.
Didn't Diao Lao San stop him? I asked
Humph! Yang Jun vented his anger with his nose hard and said: "Stop it?" It was him intentionally. Later, I followed him for the second time. He told me that the intentional way for his son to rape me was actually a punishment for me.
Punishment? I don't understand
I had just arrived in Shijiazhuang and got off the long-distance bus, and I regretted it. I told him that I must go home, otherwise the whole family would go crazy at home.
I smiled bitterly and said: Family? It's just your mother and I, the rest of your family... Forget it, I won't say it anymore
She ignored my sarcasm and continued to say: He coaxed me and said he would send me away the next day, saying that he would stay in Shijiazhuang for one day, but as a result, I followed him to the residence and he changed his face...
I frowned and asked: He beats you?
Yang Jun shook his head suddenly and said: He really didn't hit me, but he said I was disobedient and had to be punished, so he punched a hole in me...
I was thrilled all over, I knew this hole, on her labia minora
He said, it hurts, so that he can remember it, and then... he stuffed a glass ball on his thing in front of me... Yang Jun said very casually, but he made me stand upside down and hurriedly interrupted her and asked: What? A glass ball was stuffed in where?
She exposed her hand under the quilt and pointed toward my crotch and said: He made a hole in his glans. Although we had sex many times before, I knew there was something different about him, but I didn't expect that there could be a glass ball in that hole. Moreover, it was not one. His hole was penetrated and could be stuffed on both sides, but he only stuffed one that day...
My scalp is blown, and the man's place is probably the most sensitive place. If you dig a hole in that place, don't talk about whether it hurts. Wouldn't it affect his sexual life?
But I immediately realized, alas, if there was a real impact, wouldn’t the results of working for Yang Jun several times that night be invalid?
But I still asked curiously: Why is he stuffing glass balls there?
Yang Jun pursed his lips, his eyes were a little erratic, and hesitated for a moment and said softly: He said, there is a hole there, so, mine should also have it, he stuffs a ball there, it will hurt when he makes love with a woman, but he just likes the feeling of entering a woman's body in that pain. The more it hurts, the more excited he becomes.
Nonsense! I interrupted him again and said excitedly: I am also a man. If it hurts when doing that, it will soon soften. How could I become more and more excited?
Yang Jun squinted his eyes and said in a sarcastic tone: Women are different from women, men are different from men.
I frowned, not wanting to argue with her about this topic, and I don't say anything
But to be honest, his stuffed glass balls really make women feel good, right, Haitao, why don’t you go and get one one one one one one... I want you to bring a glass ball to me too when she said this, her face didn’t change.
I said with a ridiculous tone and a little contemptuous tone: With you? It's impossible
She seemed to have expected that I would say this, and she glanced at me indifferently, and continued to say to herself: I had just been punched at that time, and the bottom was covered with blood, which hurts heartily, but when he had sex with me with that ball, I had an orgasm for a while. I don’t know what happened to me at that time. The climaxes came one after another, and I couldn’t stop them even if I stopped them.
Suddenly, her face changed, her teeth were clenched, and she continued angrily: He was done, I thought this was his punishment, but I laughed with him and asked him to find disinfectant to wipe me under it. As a result, his son rushed in. Xiaowen, you know, tall and strong, I was about to resist, but I knocked me unconscious with one punch. When I woke up, he was fucking hard on me...
My heart hurts like a thorny one
Do you have no chance to escape? I asked
She shook her head and said: When Xiaowen raped me, I cried hard and begged Brother Diao to let me go. Brother Diao said that as long as I promised to follow him to the south, he would promise Xiaowen would not torture me again in the future. I would agree to him
When I went to Shenzhen, did Diao Wenguang not follow me? Didn’t Diao Laosan go to Shijiazhuang specifically to pick up his son? I asked
Xiaowen raped me for the first time, but it didn't work. He didn't seem to be good at doing this. He couldn't ejaculate after doing it for a long time. Later, Brother Diao deliberately made a sound outside and scared Xiaowen away. At that time, Xiaowen was very scared and didn't know where to go. He couldn't find it. Later, he was in a hurry to leave and didn't take him with him.
Didn’t Diao Lao San still not keep the appointment? In the end, Didn’t Diao Wenguang still bully you all the time? I said angrily
Yang Jun smiled helplessly and said: Actually, it’s okay in Shenzhen. There was no Xiaowen at that time. Although Brother Diao and I were worried, they were quite happy in those twenty days.
I wanted to lift my left sleeve to show her my arm. How did I spend the past twenty days when she was happy, but I still forget it
But I was not polite: You are happy, are your mother happy? Even if you don’t care whether I am dead or alive, you don’t care about your mother, right?
Her face was clear and frowned, and looked at me blankly, saying: During those days in Shenzhen, I miss you and my mother, but... the muscles on her face trembled for a moment, and then said: At that time, I seemed to have been brainwashed by him, just greedy for the kind of physical desire without thoughts and shame. I knew at that time that I was on a road that was bound to be doomed, and there was no possibility of turning back. I was already dirty. From my body to my brain, I was dirty like a mouse in the sewer. Regret? Guilt? What's the point? Will you Li Haitao forgive me? Can my mother and my relatives forgive me? Is it possible?
She stared into my eyes, with a hint of expectation and a hint of determination in her eyes.
I moved my mouth, wanting to say something, but I don't know how to speak
Seeing that I didn't say anything for a long time, she lay on the hospital bed with a look of relief and said softly: Hypocrite... You are all hypocrites... I am a broken shoe, you are all saints...
I finally couldn't help it, and my voice began to shine: Yang Jun! Do you really don't know how much harm you have caused to me to your home? You want us to forgive you. Is this a matter of confessing and then we have to accept it? You say you are selfish? You are simply selfish! You have ten thousand reasons to comfort yourself for what you have done, but you never want to do how much harm you have caused to others! You are hopeless!
She squinted her eyes and looked at me with her lips pursed, and was stunned for a while and said: ... Sorry, Haitao, I really know that I hurt you very much. I really just feel that I will never pay it back to you in my life. Really, Haitao, if you can give me another chance to stay by your side, I can do everything for you. Really, even if you beat me and scold me all day long, I can stand up
As she said, she suddenly lifted the quilt, turned up the lapel of the hospital gown, revealing a tattoo full of shame, and shouted: I can be your bitch. If you don’t like these, I will go for surgery to get rid of all these, and then tattoo your name all over my body. Can you forgive me? Haitao, please!
I was angry, stood up suddenly, trembling all over, and pointed at her nose and said: Don't be shameless! If you want me to forgive you, just be a good person! You really become like a bitch now! I really don't understand why you have become so disgusting in this year. Look at you, where is there a little shame? I really regret agreeing to help you
She trembled all over, her expression became panic and uneasy. She quickly sorted out her clothes, sat up and said hurriedly: Sorry, sorry, Haitao... Don't be angry, I, I am, I'm confused, I won't be angry, Haitao, don't be angry, sorry, sorry...
My heart seemed to be held and squeezed violently. Yang Jun, a year ago, she was a woman who would never admit her mistake in front of me. Now, she would say so many words to me. It seems that her will has long been defeated and destroyed by Diao Lao San's beast.
Tang Mingming came over at around 7 o'clock in the morning. She was about to go back to Shenzhen at around 10 o'clock in the morning. She came over early before leaving.
After a hurry, he cared about Yang Jun. Before leaving, Tang Mingming said to me with a tense face: One week! You only have one week!
I nodded with a wry smile and said: Don’t worry! You have arrived in Shenzhen and call me immediately after getting off the plane!
She thrust at me hard, then turned around and pulled her suitcase and left the hospital.
Yang Jun seemed to have completely ignored Tang Mingming and I showing off our love in front of her. Since I woke up in the morning, I have been watching the time on my phone uneasy.
Tang Mingming walked for a while, then Yang Jun suddenly woke up and asked me: Oh, is Sister Mingming gone? Has she returned to Shenzhen?
Yes, what did you think? She even said hello to you when she left, I answered her
She curled up in the quilt, and just took the morning medicine, the nurse had come over and started to put her in a hang water.
Haitao...You said, when a person dies, do you know nothing? She turned sideways, staring out the window in a daze.
I don't know, I haven't died, I'm angry and replied to her
Where was the shot? Yang Jun's voice was trembling
I didn't say anything. I knew she was not interested in the answer to this question at all. She just cared about that person.
They said, there is a death sentence for injection now. Do you think Brother Diao’s case is so big, will he be given an injection? The kind of shooting is too terrible, and it must be particularly painful. Haitao, do you think they will let Brother Diao choose it himself?
She seemed to have ignored my existence and muttered nervously on the bed.
I didn't bother her. I could understand the root cause of her current state, but I was very upset.
Actually, I don’t know the specific situation of Diao Jinlong’s execution. I am not qualified and have no mood to inquire about these details. Diao Lao San is the destined end of the way of heaven. He was executed by the state law by any means by the death penalty. It is difficult to relieve my hatred in my heart, but just like what Yang Jun said last night, hatred must be hated, but there is no need to be resentful to a dead person.
I brought back the lunch for Yang Jun, but she didn't eat a bite. In the afternoon, she began to become anxious.
I told her that if it was executed, it might have been executed early in the morning.
She sobbed violently, and even cried bitterly under the quilt later.
But by the afternoon and dinner, she seemed to have begun to adjust her depression, no longer crying, but just swollen eyes and pursing her lips without saying a word
After six o'clock, Zuo Jian and his wife came to visit the hospital with Xiao Hui. Seeing the child, Yang Jun finally squeezed out a smile.
A week passed quickly, and Yang Jun was finally able to leave. Although he was struggling, he replied well. I immediately helped her get the transfer procedures.
This week, He Guifen was surprisingly quiet and did not harass Yang Jun at all. However, on the fifth day of Yang Jun's hospitalization, He Guifen called me.
I thought she was here to make trouble, so I answered the phone and asked alertly: Is there anything wrong?
He Guifen on the other side of the phone sneered, and said with a hint of disdain in his tone: How is Xiaoqiu recovering from injury? Give me an account, so I can transfer money to you.
My teeth were chewing, and I wished I could climb over the phone and strangle this stinky woman like a fat pig. I said angrily: Don’t cry at the cat! She doesn’t call her Xiaoqiu, she calls her Yang Jun, don’t give me the money, I’ll send Xiaojun’s account to you, I’ll have nothing to do!
I heard her scream on the phone, and I immediately hung up the phone
After completing the procedures for Yang Jun’s transfer, I immediately helped them pack their luggage and booked a flight ticket to Shenzhen.
Yang Jun recovered well. In fact, from the fourth day, she could sit halfway on the bed with her butt on her side. In the next two days, she simply left Xiao Hui in the hospital and did not let Xiao Lina take her back.
I have been with her and taking care of her in the hospital these days. She still seems to be so attached to me. We talked a lot more openly, including her first trip to Diao Laosan, who had never mentioned to me. She had never mentioned her first trip to Shenzhen with Diao Laosan.
Actually, I have basically known about those things in Xu Bin's photos, but after she said them in person, I felt even more shocking and heartbreaking.
That day was the first time Xiao Hui stayed in the hospital. She coaxed Xiao Hui to sleep. Yang Jun, who had been sleeping for almost the whole day, seemed to be full of energy. She sat on the bed and recalled the events of the past with me, from the dark night in Tieli's forest farm to the little things we had after marriage, and then, unconsciously, the topic was about Diao Lao San.
Actually, for me, I was very resistant to talking about this name, but Yang Jun seemed to be indifferent. Although he had already told me about the probability between her and Diao Lao San, this time he talked about it, and it seemed like he was talking and was out of control.
At the beginning, I hated him. He was old and not handsome. He also regarded himself as a love saint all day long and told me some yellow jokes. I started to annoy him and wanted to turn around and avoid him when I saw him.
I interrupted curiously: Why didn't I avoid it?
She smiled and said: Actually, I avoided it, but many times everyone plays basketball together, and there are so many people. I feel embarrassed to do it too obviously. Later, after I contacted more, I found that he is very loyal and evil. It seems that he can handle many things and knows many great people. This makes me feel that he has some connotations, and without knowing it, he is not so resistant to him.
I peeled an apple and handed it to her. She took it and took it and took a bite, and then said: But it was nothing special about him chasing women. He just pestered her and was like a dog skin plaster all day long. As soon as I appeared, he would come to show my kindness to me. At that time, I was as stupid as an idiot, and I felt pampered and held by others all day long. It felt so comfortable, just like...
She said that she paused for a while, looked at me and continued carefully: Just like before... Lao Wu treated me, I really like the feeling of being spoiled without principles
I smiled bitterly and thought to myself: Haven’t I ever given you that feeling?
She suddenly seemed to realize something, and hurriedly explained as if she heard the thoughts in her heart: You spoil me more, but I took that love for granted and didn't cherish it. I regret it now.
I waved my hand. Maybe I felt completely different from what I felt when I heard these words. Now, when I heard her say these words, I felt a little awkward and felt a little sad.
Yang Jun ignored my expression, and continued to nag as if he was talking to himself:Later, I felt that I was obsessed with ghosts. I knew that he had an intention to me, but I couldn't help but go to see him, and it was getting more and more excessive. Originally, I always maintained the bottom line, but soon I found that I could no longer control myself. First, he grabbed his hand and refused to put it on, and then followed him to take a bath inexplicably. In the bath center, I almost succeeded. Not only did he take off all my clothes, but he even touched me below. At that time, I already knew that I had crossed the boundaries, and I regretted it, and was afraid.I just wanted to cut off contact with him, but... who knew that something happened at that time. I really thought you had sex with Sister Mingming. Did you know how angry I was at that time? I was thinking, for you and for this family, I was outside to keep my chastity for you and keep my body clean, but you... You were so shameless about checking in with your ex-girlfriend, and I went to take revenge on you like crazy, so... When I went to Diao Brother's bar that night, he wanted to have sex with me again, and I... I made him succeed
When I heard her tell these things again, I still felt a sense of sourness in my heart
I leaned against the bedside on the recliner specially prepared for the family members of the patients, and listened quietly. It was already late at night. I accidentally interrupted her. Although I felt very uncomfortable, I tried hard to keep myself calm and listened to her continue to talk about what happened to her.
But that day, as soon as I came out of his bar, I saw your electric car. I was almost scared. I really didn't expect that the place where you painted was so coincidental that it was Brother Diao's bar. Then when I had sex with Brother Diao, weren't you in the room next to me? You must have discovered it, but I was still lucky and wanted to go back and verify it with you. As a result, you were foolish and didn't doubt me at all.
I smiled awkwardly, and felt like she was complaining that I didn't find out as soon as possible and stopped her
At that time, I had no idea of leaving him, but I was really scared. I was really panicked at that time. I just felt that you knew that I had done something wrong and would definitely not want me. I was really afraid of death, as if the sky was about to fall.
You didn't regret having sex with Diao Laosan at that time, but you were just afraid that I would know about your scandal? I couldn't help but interrupt and ask
She shook her head and whispered: I knew from beginning to end that it was a big mistake to have sex with him, but... Haitao, don't be angry, I really felt that kind of thing was so exciting at that time.
I shook my head and sighed and said: That kind of thing? Are you referring to having sex with Diao Lao San?
She looked a little panicked and pursed her lips and said: Yes...
I sighed and leaned my head back. I didn't want to see her expression, and I couldn't help feeling sad.
Are you angry? She asked me tentatively
I shook my head and said: What's so angry about me? It's over, I've let it go long ago
She was silent for a while, probably because she felt that I was really not strange, so she asked me: How did you discover our affairs? He and I were both very strange. Since you didn't hear my voice that day, why did you find out again later? And we were so sure? We only did it once in the bar.
It has been so long since the matter has passed, so I can just explain it to her clearly: Xiaohui asked me to help me to get the money that Diao Lao San had stored in her. In order to ask for the final account of the bar painting, I helped him get it. Then he said he would give me 10,000 yuan and help him get something in the bath center. I also helped. It was the bath center that made me discover your two things.
She frowned, squinted her eyes at me, and asked in confusion: Which bath center? What did you take?
After a long time, I really don’t remember the name of the bathing bath. It seems to be Fuhua, it is the largest house on the road to the Forget Martyrs Cemetery on the west side of Anle Street.
She suddenly stunned for a moment, lowered her head, and whispered: Yes, I've been with him
More than just to be... I said a little angry
But she suddenly raised her head as if she was suddenly stimulated, and looked at me with a red face, as if she was deliberately stimulating me. Her voice trembled: Yes, we were not going to take a shower, I was fucked by him all night, and my calves were soft the next morning. Are you very jealous?
I glared at her, but my heart was inexplicably calm.
Her face was filled with a smile that seemed to be proud but more sarcastic.
Are you really not jealous? Then I will continue to say that her body recovers quickly, but her mood is also recovering as willful as I did when I first met her
By the way, what did you get there? How did you find out about me and Brother Diao? She asked
Xiaohui hid a recorder in your private room. What he asked me to get was the recorder. As a result, before I could take it out, he was discovered by the police. In this way, I took the recorder home and...
You... listened to the recording inside? She asked in surprise: What was recorded inside?
Isn't this nonsense? You just said you were there and let him fuck him all night, guess what else can you record? I asked back in anger
She bit her lower lip lightly, her face turned red, and she held it in for a long time before she asked me tentatively: It's all about sounds, why are you sure it's me this time?
I sneered and said: You two were tired that day. Didn’t you report your own name when chatting during the intermission?
She glared at me angrily, looked at me sideways, and said in a very aggressive tone: Just hear it from beginning to end? I remember when we talked about my real name... it was already midnight, and we both had it several times. You can hear your wife having sex with other men, right?
I was almost angry with her, but I don’t know why she became so aggressive. She used to be very self-centered and willful, but she was not so arrogant and dissatisfied. At least she wouldn’t be so specialized in stimulating words.
Seeing that I was silent, she did not continue to stimulate me, and calmed down for a moment and said: OK, Brother Diao and I thought it was you who followed me to find out. So that's the case, but Xiaohui is really bad. Alas, we all almost threw our lives in his hands.
You said you didn't want to leave with Diao Lao San at first, but I actually knew it after listening to the recording, but why did you make such a confused decision? You just left because I discovered it. What are you afraid of me? Are you afraid that I will hit you? Or do you feel shameless to face me? It's time for me to ask a question, I asked a lot of questions all the time.
It should be that he has no face to face you. She looked very serious and said in a low voice: You yelled at me on the phone, and I was confused at that time. My first reaction was that it was over. You discovered the matter between Brother Diao and me, and it was over. You will definitely divorce me, and it will definitely cause trouble. I even have the heart to die.
Then you decided to elope with Diao Laosan?
That's not... Actually, I wanted to go out to hide for a few days at the beginning. After a few days, you calm down, and I calm down, and I will come back to talk to you... She started to hesitate, and I felt that she started talking about something she didn't want to say
In fact, she had already started to arouse my curiosity, but I tried to hold back and pretended to be irrelevant, and didn't look at her or ask her.
Due to her personality, she didn't react much when she saw me, but instead she deliberately started talking about her experiences of more than 20 days that she had never confessed to me.
I originally wanted to find a place you can't find to hide for a few days, but Brother Diao said at the time that Xiaohui betrayed him, he couldn't go anywhere without money, and he didn't dare to find his previous relationship. I remembered that I also have the keys on our house on Hongqi Street. Although you may find it, Brother Diao was a little panicked at that time and couldn't find a place to hide for a while. We went to the house for three days...
I know, I saw it later. I interrupted
She suddenly showed a very uncomfortable smile, not as if she had pretended it, she was a little joking, but more like being immersed in happiness, and slowly began to tell me: those three days... he was so nice to me... we didn't dare to go out, we were in that house all day... the only thing we could do was make love... we kept doing it, not wearing clothes, and not eating food. Apart from sleeping, as long as we were awake, as long as we smelled each other's smell, we would roll together... He was like an old bull and had endless energy. The condom was always broken, and I was like crazy, constantly asking for it. If I felt uncomfortable with the condom, I would let him shoot it in... Alas... Xiao Hui should have been pregnant in those few days
My tears kept flowing, but she didn't interrupt
But later I realized that he had been using medicine for those days... She smiled bitterly, and her face began to become ferocious: Then he showed me the photos of you and Jia Jia kissing under the street lamp. Brother Diao also told me seriously that when you were painting for the bar, he actually finished painting very early every day. He always had sex with Jia Jia in that room... and then went home. I really hated you so much at that time. I cursed you like crazy. And you were really not very interested in my body at that time. I really believed what he said... So, I made love with him even more crazier. Later, he became a little scared, so I wanted it too. I felt so painful in those days, so I wanted it too. I said before, if you dare to be sorry to me, I will definitely be crazier than you. If you do it once, I will do it ten times!
She said, not sure when she started to burst into tears again
I really regret it... um... She sobbed and sobbed violently and said intermittently: If I had trust in you more at that time... I wouldn't have been so outrageous!
When I heard her confession, I couldn't help but feel a little doubt in my heart: She regretted not believing me, but she didn't seem to regret getting together with Diao Laosan, right?
I waited quietly for her to calm down, sighed and said: It doesn't matter, it's all over, and it's meaningless to say these things now.
Later, when I was so angry that I decided to go to the south with him, but he did not go directly to Shenzhen. He said he wanted to go to Shijiazhuang to withdraw money and pick up someone. When I got there, I found out that what he wanted to pick up was his son Diao Wenguang... This devil who was even more cruel than his father... No, Brother Diao was very nice to me at least more times.
Speaking of this name, she had stopped crying, her expression on her face was angry and distorted
What's going on with his son? I asked
Yang Jun closed his eyes and leaned against the head of the bed, trying his best to calm down his emotions and said: He was actually a normal person before. He had a car accident when he was eighteen or nineteen years old and almost died. After being rescued, he had a blood clot on his head and could not be found. It seemed that he was oppressed to somewhere and became crazy and stupid.
Then why did his family send him to Shijiazhuang? I asked
Diao Lao San's relatives were doing well in Shijiazhuang. The couple had many enemies in Harbin. I heard from the third sister-in-law that Xiaowen's car accident was actually done by his enemies. He was worried that his enemies would be unfavorable to Xiaowen, so they sent Xiaowen there.
I remember you said you stopped in Shijiazhuang for a week?
She nodded with her lips pursed, with a hint of panic in her angry eyes: That beast, on the first day I arrived in Shijiazhuang, he... raped me! And I knew his dad was outside the room at that time!
My scalp is a little numb, I actually know everything, but it's the first time I heard her mention the details.
Didn't Diao Lao San stop him? I asked
Humph! Yang Jun vented his anger with his nose hard and said: "Stop it?" It was him intentionally. Later, I followed him for the second time. He told me that the intentional way for his son to rape me was actually a punishment for me.
Punishment? I don't understand
I had just arrived in Shijiazhuang and got off the long-distance bus, and I regretted it. I told him that I must go home, otherwise the whole family would go crazy at home.
I smiled bitterly and said: Family? It's just your mother and I, the rest of your family... Forget it, I won't say it anymore
She ignored my sarcasm and continued to say: He coaxed me and said he would send me away the next day, saying that he would stay in Shijiazhuang for one day, but as a result, I followed him to the residence and he changed his face...
I frowned and asked: He beats you?
Yang Jun shook his head suddenly and said: He really didn't hit me, but he said I was disobedient and had to be punished, so he punched a hole in me...
I was thrilled all over, I knew this hole, on her labia minora
He said, it hurts, so that he can remember it, and then... he stuffed a glass ball on his thing in front of me... Yang Jun said very casually, but he made me stand upside down and hurriedly interrupted her and asked: What? A glass ball was stuffed in where?
She exposed her hand under the quilt and pointed toward my crotch and said: He made a hole in his glans. Although we had sex many times before, I knew there was something different about him, but I didn't expect that there could be a glass ball in that hole. Moreover, it was not one. His hole was penetrated and could be stuffed on both sides, but he only stuffed one that day...
My scalp is blown, and the man's place is probably the most sensitive place. If you dig a hole in that place, don't talk about whether it hurts. Wouldn't it affect his sexual life?
But I immediately realized, alas, if there was a real impact, wouldn’t the results of working for Yang Jun several times that night be invalid?
But I still asked curiously: Why is he stuffing glass balls there?
Yang Jun pursed his lips, his eyes were a little erratic, and hesitated for a moment and said softly: He said, there is a hole there, so, mine should also have it, he stuffs a ball there, it will hurt when he makes love with a woman, but he just likes the feeling of entering a woman's body in that pain. The more it hurts, the more excited he becomes.
Nonsense! I interrupted him again and said excitedly: I am also a man. If it hurts when doing that, it will soon soften. How could I become more and more excited?
Yang Jun squinted his eyes and said in a sarcastic tone: Women are different from women, men are different from men.
I frowned, not wanting to argue with her about this topic, and I don't say anything
But to be honest, his stuffed glass balls really make women feel good, right, Haitao, why don’t you go and get one one one one one one... I want you to bring a glass ball to me too when she said this, her face didn’t change.
I said with a ridiculous tone and a little contemptuous tone: With you? It's impossible
She seemed to have expected that I would say this, and she glanced at me indifferently, and continued to say to herself: I had just been punched at that time, and the bottom was covered with blood, which hurts heartily, but when he had sex with me with that ball, I had an orgasm for a while. I don’t know what happened to me at that time. The climaxes came one after another, and I couldn’t stop them even if I stopped them.
Suddenly, her face changed, her teeth were clenched, and she continued angrily: He was done, I thought this was his punishment, but I laughed with him and asked him to find disinfectant to wipe me under it. As a result, his son rushed in. Xiaowen, you know, tall and strong, I was about to resist, but I knocked me unconscious with one punch. When I woke up, he was fucking hard on me...
My heart hurts like a thorny one
Do you have no chance to escape? I asked
She shook her head and said: When Xiaowen raped me, I cried hard and begged Brother Diao to let me go. Brother Diao said that as long as I promised to follow him to the south, he would promise Xiaowen would not torture me again in the future. I would agree to him
When I went to Shenzhen, did Diao Wenguang not follow me? Didn’t Diao Laosan go to Shijiazhuang specifically to pick up his son? I asked
Xiaowen raped me for the first time, but it didn't work. He didn't seem to be good at doing this. He couldn't ejaculate after doing it for a long time. Later, Brother Diao deliberately made a sound outside and scared Xiaowen away. At that time, Xiaowen was very scared and didn't know where to go. He couldn't find it. Later, he was in a hurry to leave and didn't take him with him.
Didn’t Diao Lao San still not keep the appointment? In the end, Didn’t Diao Wenguang still bully you all the time? I said angrily
Yang Jun smiled helplessly and said: Actually, it’s okay in Shenzhen. There was no Xiaowen at that time. Although Brother Diao and I were worried, they were quite happy in those twenty days.
I wanted to lift my left sleeve to show her my arm. How did I spend the past twenty days when she was happy, but I still forget it
But I was not polite: You are happy, are your mother happy? Even if you don’t care whether I am dead or alive, you don’t care about your mother, right?
Her face was clear and frowned, and looked at me blankly, saying: During those days in Shenzhen, I miss you and my mother, but... the muscles on her face trembled for a moment, and then said: At that time, I seemed to have been brainwashed by him, just greedy for the kind of physical desire without thoughts and shame. I knew at that time that I was on a road that was bound to be doomed, and there was no possibility of turning back. I was already dirty. From my body to my brain, I was dirty like a mouse in the sewer. Regret? Guilt? What's the point? Will you Li Haitao forgive me? Can my mother and my relatives forgive me? Is it possible?
She stared into my eyes, with a hint of expectation and a hint of determination in her eyes.
I moved my mouth, wanting to say something, but I don't know how to speak
Seeing that I didn't say anything for a long time, she lay on the hospital bed with a look of relief and said softly: Hypocrite... You are all hypocrites... I am a broken shoe, you are all saints...
I finally couldn't help it, and my voice began to shine: Yang Jun! Do you really don't know how much harm you have caused to me to your home? You want us to forgive you. Is this a matter of confessing and then we have to accept it? You say you are selfish? You are simply selfish! You have ten thousand reasons to comfort yourself for what you have done, but you never want to do how much harm you have caused to others! You are hopeless!
She squinted her eyes and looked at me with her lips pursed, and was stunned for a while and said: ... Sorry, Haitao, I really know that I hurt you very much. I really just feel that I will never pay it back to you in my life. Really, Haitao, if you can give me another chance to stay by your side, I can do everything for you. Really, even if you beat me and scold me all day long, I can stand up
As she said, she suddenly lifted the quilt, turned up the lapel of the hospital gown, revealing a tattoo full of shame, and shouted: I can be your bitch. If you don’t like these, I will go for surgery to get rid of all these, and then tattoo your name all over my body. Can you forgive me? Haitao, please!
I was angry, stood up suddenly, trembling all over, and pointed at her nose and said: Don't be shameless! If you want me to forgive you, just be a good person! You really become like a bitch now! I really don't understand why you have become so disgusting in this year. Look at you, where is there a little shame? I really regret agreeing to help you
She trembled all over, her expression became panic and uneasy. She quickly sorted out her clothes, sat up and said hurriedly: Sorry, sorry, Haitao... Don't be angry, I, I am, I'm confused, I won't be angry, Haitao, don't be angry, sorry, sorry...
My heart seemed to be held and squeezed violently. Yang Jun, a year ago, she was a woman who would never admit her mistake in front of me. Now, she would say so many words to me. It seems that her will has long been defeated and destroyed by Diao Lao San's beast.
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