Chapter 46 Late confession

...I can give you to her

My ears sounded like a thunder bombarded by lightning

Tang Mingming! You are sick! I almost screamed

Tang Mingming stretched out a finger to his lips, signaling to Yang Jun and Zuo Jian who were walking towards us with his eyes.

Zuo Jian and Yang Jun have already leaned over

How is it? What does the doctor say? Zuo Jian asked

I glanced at Yang Jun, pulled Zuo Jian aside, and whispered: The doctor said that Xiao Jun's disease will commit suicide if it is serious. I hope that his family can look at her and said that she cannot leave her side in the past few years

Zuo Jian opened his mouth in surprise and said hesitantly for a long time: I have to go home and discuss with my family.

You can take Xiaojun back first. I have to take Mingming back to my mother's place. How come I come back? Don't you go and see my mother's father first?

Zuo Jian nodded

I returned to Tang Mingming and Yang Jun, pulled Tang Mingming up and left

Yang Jun stood up nervously and hurriedly followed me

Zuo Jian shouted Yang Jun: Xiaojun, what are you doing? You have to go back to your mother's side with me.

Yang Jun said with a look of distress: Ah? If I don’t go, I have to follow Haitao…

I shook my head and said: Follow my uncle and don’t follow me!

Yang Jun's eyes were red and said: Why? Where are you going?

Tang Mingming also asked me with a questioning face: Yes, where are you going?

I said helplessly: We are both back, we have to go to my mother's place first and then deal with other things

Tang Mingming suddenly realized and nodded

Yang Jun said aggrievedly behind me: I want to go too, I haven’t seen our mother for a long time...

I wanted to slap it over, and my voice rose and shouted at Yang Jun: You go? OK! I want my mother to live a few more years! You go? Isn't my mother angry to carry it over when she sees you?

Yang Jun stopped and stood there at a loss, tears began to flow again

I pulled Tang Mingming and left the hospital quickly

Tang Mingming and I were in a hurry to leave Shenzhen and didn't call my mother in advance. When we got home, my dad went out for a walk and was not at home. My mom was the only one at home.

When I opened the door and saw Tang Mingming and I, my mother couldn't even close her mouth when she smiled.

When we entered the door, my mother held Mingming's hand and refused to let go. She kept asking questions.

The old lady was so happy when she heard that we had planned to buy a house in Shenzhen

I told her that after the renovation of our house, we planned to take our parents to live in Shenzhen for a while

My mother's wrinkled face, Xiaorong made me look so distressed

I've been working for so many years, and I really rarely see my mom being so happy

I stayed at my mother's house for almost an afternoon. After dinner in the evening, my mother said she wanted us to live at home.

I was thinking about the situation on Yang Jun and didn't dare to tell the old lady clearly, so I had to explain that the hotel there had not been refunded, which was a pity.

Lead Tang Mingming out of my mother's house

Tang Mingming asked me in the taxi: Should I go back to the hotel?... or to Yang Jun's place?

Obviously... I know you are unhappy, I know you are angry, I still care about Yang Jun. I swear, I have experienced so much, I will never let you down! I really just feel a little reluctant to watch Yang Jun continue like this, I just want to help her

Tang Mingming looked at me and shook his head hard and said: I'm not angry yet... You want to go, I'll be with you, I believe you

I held her in my arms with all my might, and I knew I didn't need to explain anything to Tang Mingming anymore

Tang Mingming suddenly thought of something, punched my chest hard, and said in a complaining tone: But... you two can't be alone... I see her current mental state... If she takes off her big butt again, and you guys can't control your cock, I'm afraid...

I was amused by the woman's little thoughts

Hurriedly tell the driver Yang Jun’s mother’s location

What Mingming and I didn't expect was that when we arrived at Yang Jun's mother's house, before we could knock on the door, the clear quarrel inside had already spread.

I tell you Zuo Jian, don’t pretend to be good people here! If you want to raise you, my elder sister will be miserable in her life! Are you going to force her to death? Let her take care of a fool, take care of a lunatic, and take care of a little boy? Do you look like a human heart? This is the voice of the second aunt Yang Jun’s voice

Second sister! Zuo Jian didn't say that he asked his elder sister to take care of the child. Didn't Zuo Jian and I say that we should help take care of the child? Why are you always involved in it? Xiao Lina's voice

You two bring you? You both have one, you both have to go to work. Are you two still watching the shifts of grandma’s grandma’s house for you all day? In the end, don’t you still have to take care of the elder sister? Ah! You do all the good people! All the work is pushed to the elder sister? Aunt Yang Jun’s second voice is sharp and loud

Don't argue! I'll take it with me! I'm just a slut! I deserve it after giving birth to such a shameless thing! Yang Jun's mother's voice

No! I don't agree anyway! Otherwise, let that bastard Li Haitao take it away! Don't put this little bastard here with my elder sister! The second aunt Yang Jun's voice is harsh and cold.

No need to worry about it! I will take care of it myself! I will not worry about it! Yang Jun screamed at the top of his lungs

Shameless bitch! You still have the face to speak! My second aunt always speaks sarcastic

Tang Mingming and I were a little at a loss while standing outside the door

He was hesitating whether to knock on the door, but the door was opened with a bang

Yang Jun's face was covered with tears, and he ran outside with a tightly wrapped child.

I hurriedly stopped her

Mom! Shame! Shame! Shame! Look, what did I say about her? She has this attitude! Five old Xiao sisters! Which one is not good at taking the right path? When did someone stung the back? Our face is so shameless that this bitch! She deserves to be unwilling to even ask for a bastard like Li Haitao! Second aunt is still yelling and scolding in the room

Xiao Lina followed Yang Jun and ran out. Seeing Tang Mingming and I standing at the door, she hurriedly waved her hands at us and told us to leave quickly.

Tang Mingming and I hurriedly helped Yang Jun leave the place

Back at Yang Jun's residence, Yang Jun kept feeding the child silently and coaxed him to bed

Tang Mingming sat by the bed and looked at the baby with a smile for a long time

My second aunt spoke so badly... Yang Jun whispered to me

I shook my head and said: Don't think so much, what should be gone will pass

Yang Jun whispered: I don’t think I can get through…

I sighed and wanted to persuade her, but I didn't know how to comfort her

Xiaojun... Tang Mingming interrupted and said: Things have passed, don’t think so much. We were young in the past, and it is inevitable to go wrong. As long as we think more about things in the future, don’t do such stupid things in the future, life will always get better.

Yang Jun turned to look at Tang Mingming beside the bed, and began to cry again: Sister Mingming... Do you love Brother Haitao?

Tang Mingming smiled and nodded

Yang Jun looked at me again: Haitao... Sister is so nice, you must love her well...

I also smiled and said: I will

Yang Jun seemed to have made up a great determination and choked up and said: I will accompany you to go through the procedures tomorrow... You promised me... I must live a good life with Sister Mingming...

She finally brought up this matter

I feel a little relieved

But I can't be happy

By the way... Yang Jun turned to Tang Mingming again and said whimperingly: Sister Mingming is going to go tomorrow... Haitao and I have completed the divorce procedures, and I want to see you two go through the marriage procedures, okay?

Tang Mingming was a little surprised and stared at me and asked: Ah? He has divorced and will remarry soon? Is that okay?

Yang Jun nodded vigorously and said: If you can do it, you will definitely do it!

I don't understand what Yang Jun was thinking, but just looked at her very depressed. I remembered what the doctor told me and didn't want to stimulate her. I gave Tang Mingming a wink and said to Yang Jun: OK, rest, do what you said, don't think so much, have a good rest, look at Xiao Hui so cute, look so much like you, and when you grow up, you must be a big beauty.

Maybe it's a characteristic that women who are mothers have. When I heard me praise her daughter, a bitter smile appeared on her face with big tears.

The next morning, Tang Mingming and I came to pick up Yang Jun

She's ready early

She actually put on the red short coat I bought for her before

I sent her previous things back to her mother, it seems that she has taken them back

She wrapped the child in her arms with difficulty

I wanted to take the child, but she didn't let go

Come to the Civil Affairs Bureau

The one who received us was the older sister before the Spring Festival last year

She still remembers us both

Oh? The child is so old? How many months have you been? Hurry up, let me take a look... The eldest sister smiled and reached out to lift the blanket on the child's head

Oh... this little face is so cute! These eyes look as beautiful as her mother, and their nose looks like you! The eldest sister looked at me and said

I smiled awkwardly, and didn't say anything

Suddenly the elder sister realized something, her face tensed and asked: What are you doing again?

We divorced... Yang Jun whispered

Still separated? The child is so old, why are you two making a fool of yourself? Why are you screaming?

The child...is someone else's. Yang Jun lowered his head and said in a low voice

My sister calmed down immediately

Then... have you two thought about it? Sister, look at Yang Jun and me

We nodded together

Alas... The eldest sister sighed and handed us a few pieces of paper, saying: First fill in the application form, and then you two need to write an agreement, and the division of common property and child support must be written separately. Finally, it must be stated that the above agreement is voluntary between the parties, and the division of property is not disputed. The ownership of the custody of children must be clearly written, and then press the handprint

The elder sister has long been familiar with this process, and Balabala said the request in one breath

I held the pen and seemed to weigh a thousand pounds

With sadness and heartache, I wrote the agreement as required by my elder sister

Yang Jun was always quite calm when he came into the service hall.

The moment she saw the agreement, she began to burst into tears again

If you two haven't thought about it... I advise you to go back and have a good chat. My elder sister looked at Yang Jun who was crying so hard, and said a little uncomfortable.

Yang Jun shook his head, took the ink box from his elder sister's hand, and pressed his right thumb hard in the red ink.

Press your fingers heavily and slowly on the agreement

I saw her trembling all over her body

One book is thirty, two two hundred, who pays the money? Or is it a personal one? The eldest sister regains her cold face again

Maybe she has long been used to this kind of joy and sorrow

I paid the money, my elder sister took our red marriage certificates and used scissors to cut the two marriage certificates into half in front of us.

Throw us two green books

Three gold stamping characters printed on it

Holding this small notebook in my hand, I feel like I'm almost shattered

Yang Jun had already cried with the green notebook

Tang Mingming has been in the far waiting area, staring at us from afar, without saying a word

OK, I'm done, let's go, next one! The eldest sister coldly ordered the expulsion order

Wait... Yang Jun hurriedly called out to the eldest sister

The eldest sister looked at us who were still standing in front of the counter in a strange way and asked: What's wrong? What else is there?

Yang Jun wiped his tears, shook his lips, and said: We have to go through some procedures, he will do it, he will do it, he will register for marriage

The eldest sister was puzzled and asked in surprise: What? You two have divorced again and are you kidding here? You are having nothing to do.

Yang Jun said with a tangled look on his face: It's not... it's him, he wants to get married and have someone else.

The eldest sister became even more confused, and the expression on her face became distorted: What?

I sighed and said: I want to get married again, I waved to Tang Mingming in the distance

Tang Mingming walked over quickly and asked: What's wrong?

Yang Jun said to his elder sister: They are not violating the policy when they get married, right?

The eldest sister said a little depressedly: He is already separated anyway, and if this woman is single, it would not violate any policy...

Yang Jun quickly said: Then let’s help them get married

Have you two taken photos? If you don’t take photos, go to the door and find a quick look. My sister asked me and Tang Mingming and I.

Yang Jun was holding the child, I asked her to wait in the hall, Tang Mingming and I went out to find a photo.

I was a little surprised why Yang Jun was so enthusiastic about watching Tang Mingming and I register for marriage

The eldest sister at the counter whispered: The forest is big... Alas, I have been here for more than 20 years, and for the first time I saw a divorce from my ex-wife on one hand and a new girlfriend on the other hand, and a divorce and marriage were done together.

But no matter how much muttering, my elder sister was not vague. She quickly got my marriage certificate with Tang Mingming and I.

You three are really kind... When my elder sister handed me the marriage certificate, she was still muttering

The three of us walked out of the certificate hall

But each of us has no ease on our face

I thought Tang Mingming would be happier, but unfortunately, I obviously felt that she was not in a good mood either.

Yang Jun is next to me, and it is not convenient for me to ask why Tang Mingming is not happy, but I know that Tang Mingming must have something to do

We sent the sad Yang Jun back to her residence again

Tang Mingming saw Yang Jun enter the bedroom and said to me in a low voice: I am so scared of Xiaojun's condition.

I nodded and said: I'm worried too

She insisted on watching us register today, and I always felt that she had something to do...

I asked strangely: What can she have?

Tang Mingming whispered in a very hesitant and entangled manner: Otherwise...you have a good chat with her...but I warn you that you are my husband now...not touch her...

I glared at her, and I had no better thoughts in my heart, so I had to nod.

When we arrived at the bedroom, we saw Yang Jun holding the baby peacefully, shaking his body gently, coaxing the child to sleep

Xiaojun... I hesitated, not knowing what to say

Yang Jun smiled at me and put down the baby gently

Look at me with your head tilted

Haitao... She seemed to have something to say, but she moved her mouth and didn't say it

If you are alone in the future, you will have to take care of your children. When it is stable, find a job first. I will give her a suggestion.

Yang Jun nodded and said: It's okay, you can live with Sister Mingming well, don't worry about me

I took out a bank card from my pocket and put it next to her and said: This is what I saved up in Shenzhen this year. You can use it first. The child is too young and you can't go out to work for the time being...

She smiled and pushed the card back to me and said: No, that beast left me a little money before surrendering, which is enough to support Xiao Hui.

I sighed, grabbed the bank card and felt a little at a loss.

Haitao, please go back with Sister Mingming, go back to Shenzhen early, give birth to a baby early, and live a good life

She comforted me instead

You promised me that I won't do stupid things. I'm worried.

She shook her head hard and said: No, no

I'll be relieved a little

Sitting next to the bed, I asked: Why do you have to watch Mingming and register?

She smiled, but I felt that there was more sadness in her smile: Sister is so good, I will only feel at ease when I see you two register.

I couldn't hear what she meant, and asked: Why don't you worry?

My sister is better than me, I think you two should be the most compatible, so I hope to see you two get a marriage certificate with my own eyes. If possible, I also hope to see you two have babies.

I felt sad in my heart, and I had thought about having a baby with me, too.

But she can no longer have a child

Do you know? After experiencing so much, I realized that I have long regarded you as part of myself... Yang Jun whispered

I can't answer, nor do I know what to say

Haitao...If you meet me in your next life, will you still marry me?

I don't know... I can only know what happens in the next life. I'll say calmly

If I am still a woman in my next life, I must find you first and make you fall in love with me first... Haitao, tell me again, have you ever loved me?

I nodded in pain

Alas... Yang Jun sighed and said: Why are I always making the wrong choices in my life?

Seeing that her emotions were quite stable, I simply asked the question that had been buried in my heart for a long time: Did you... really not love the person named Diao?

Yang Jun nodded and whispered: I have come to this point today. I don’t need to lie to you. I liked to play with him at that time, and I just felt that there was another person’s shadow on him. But I didn’t expect that he was a devil.

My heart trembled and I asked: Another person’s shadow? Are you referring to Wu Nianqiu?

Yang Jun looked at me in surprise and said: How did you... know him?

I saw your graduation album and saw the maple leaves he gave you

Yang Jun hesitated for a moment, pursed his lips, thought for a long time before he made up his mind to speak: Yes, Professor Wu is the first person I think I have loved. I gave him all my first time foolishly, and finally realized that he was just greedy for my body.

...You have beaten his child?

Yang Jun narrowed his eyes, as if recalling an extremely painful and sad past, and whispered: The first time I met Professor Wu was in my senior year. He was our department chair at that time. He was in his sophomore year. He organized an exchange group with Busan University in South Korea. I was a club cadre at that time. I followed him to Korea and went to Korea in Korea... He raped me, and that was my first time... After he came back, he rented a house for me, and I lived with him...

Yang Jun's eyes began to turn red again, but tears finally didn't flow out

Professor Wu... Although he is not young, in that aspect... he needs a lot and doesn't like to use condoms, so I accidentally got pregnant twice...

I smiled bitterly and asked: The Diao Lao San you mentioned has his shadow. In addition to his appearance, the more important thing is that he is similar to Wu Nianqiu in that aspect, right?

Yang Jun hesitated and spoke for a long time: Diao Lao San is a devil and a beast. Although Professor Wu also greedy for my body, he has never abused me... Although he also likes to hurt me, he never leaves traces on me.

OK, I don't want to hear you say you are romantic. I'm a little impatient

Yang Jun looked at me and became silent

I've been silent for a long time, too

Have you ever loved me? I'm also struggling with this problem like a woman

She nodded vigorously and said: I love you, really, I love you too now, I said, I have long regarded you as the most important part of my life

I sighed again and said heartbrokenly: What's the point of saying this now? Why did you betray me at the beginning? Why did you hurt me so cruelly?

I regret it too, really, Haitao, I really regret it... She covered her face and her shoulders trembled.

You said... When I was in Dongguan, Diao Laosan and his son bullied you. Where is his son now?

Wenjian... I encountered a car accident before, but when I got better, I became stupid. I had a problem with my brain. The police arrested him and quickly released him.

Where is that little beast now?

I don’t know either... I don’t dare to contact the third brother in Dongguan. I locked the three of us at home all day in those months, and no one could go out. I don’t know where Wenjian would go.

Those months... you all hid and stayed at home all day? What's the difference between jailing?

Yang Jun sighed long, put down his hand, and said with tears on his face: Sleeping in prison? Sleeping in prison is simply a paradise for me. I think those months are more like staying in hell! Can you imagine how a woman with a big belly was tortured by the father and son?

My heart twitched heavily

They didn't dare to go out all day long, locked me in bed, and didn't let me wear clothes for several months. Diao Wenguang's only entertainment was torture me... That fool didn't know why he had so much energy... The cruelest time, he raped me more than a dozen times a day!... Later, Diao Lao San was afraid that he would affect my fetus, so he found a lock and locked me down... Only every time he wanted it himself would open it... But the fool refused to let me go... so he tried to hurt me with a knife

Those knife wounds were caused by the little beast?

Most of them were him, and those tattoos were handcuffed by Diao Lao San.

My teeth chewed

Why did you insist on giving birth to this child?

I've had abortion twice, and I'm afraid I'll never give birth again in the future. So I hesitated for a moment, but after that, I followed Diao Lao San and wanted to get rid of it, but I had no chance.

I can no longer say whether I feel sorry for Yang Jun or hate him

I hate her ruthlessly betray me

But when I heard her tell her what happened, I couldn't help but feel sad and heartache for her.

She can be regarded as a heart-to-heart confession to me today

But, this confession is too late