The whole year, Fang Ya and I spent it at home. When the wedding started, the film between us was broken, and the indescribable sweetness was revealed.
After school started, we both started working again. I went to my library and she taught her Chinese.
Unlike before, we went to work together and got off work together
In a few days, the teachers in the whole school knew that Fang Ya and I were married.
I was puzzled when I found out. Logically, I was not a big shot in school, so why did the news spread quickly?
Later, according to the old director, I was the idol of all unmarried female teachers in the school, and Fang Ya was indeed the dream lover of all unmarried male teachers in the school, so...!
As a result, Fang Ya and I became the happiest, most suitable and happiest couple in the school.
To be honest, I still don’t understand why Fang Ya chose me at that time. Looking back from the current market economy perspective, if you evaluate Fang Ya’s appearance, you should have a better choice, but she chose me as a poor boy.
After getting married, Fang Ya and I have been living in this small house. I feel very guilty about this, but Fang Ya always comforted me and said: We already have a warm home, what else are you not satisfied with? If you can live with you, no matter where you are, I am very happy that everything will get better slowly. Why do you have to worry about yourself?
Whenever Fang Ya comforts me like this, I always ask her the same question: Ya, how did you fall in love with me, a poor boy?
Every time Fang Ya heard this question, she seemed to hear something very interesting, and replied with a smile: Hehe... Because you are a big fool Ah... and you are so stupid and cute... Hehe...
When I hear her words, I always don’t know what to say to me. I’m cute? No one has ever said this to me, I’ve only heard someone say I’m handsome.
Am I stupid? Don't know
Before I knew it, half a year passed, and my relationship with Fang Ya was still the same as the day of the wedding night. Both of them were extremely happy
Especially after I felt this hard-won happiness, I buried all the sad and unfortunate things in the depths of my heart.
The whole person looks much happier. When walking in the school, there are often female students looking at themselves with blushing faces.
In the end, I don’t know who reported that I worked in the library. As a result, the library once again became the most popular place among students in the school, and the attendance rate of the library has reached a new level.
But God always likes to create problems for happy people, and Fang Ya and I are no exception.
It has been half a year since we were married. Due to our cherishing of a happy life and our pursuit of sex, it is almost every day when we are bridal nights, and we have not taken any measures.
But after half a year, Fang Ya's belly still didn't respond, which made us both very surprised. And according to what Fang Ya said, she should have been pregnant very early. She calculated several times so she could have sex, but now...!
Since we had agreed to the old director in advance and our child recognized him as his grandfather, he urged him a lot for a day. Finally, we went to the hospital for examination.
Finally, after a series of complete inspections such as various lights, rays, and perspectives, it proved that my body was normal and a little stronger than normal people.
Seeing the old director's envious eyes, I suddenly had a thought in my mind, "I'm not the legendary Nine Yin or some Nine Yang divine veins, right? I'll spend a few dollars to buy some martial arts secret book, and then spread across the world, and the world is invincible...'
But in the end, I gave up this idea
Women's examinations seem to be much more troublesome than men. I came out and waited for a while before I saw Fang Ya walking out with a piece of paper, but the person became stunned. His big watery eyes also became unconscious.
Seeing Fang Ya's expression, I knew something must be wrong. I quickly helped her sit down. Before she could speak, Fang Ya suddenly threw herself into my arms and started crying.
This is the first time since I met Fang Ya that I have seen him cry because of sadness. You should know that Fang Ya is a woman with the same strong heart and appearance.
Stop crying, if you cry again, you won’t be beautiful. What’s the matter that we couple cannot solve?
I hugged Fang Ya in my arms and said comfortingly. From her expression, I knew the results of this examination.
But I didn't complain because Fang Ya is my wife, she is more painful than me now. Just imagine that a woman cannot have children, can she still be considered a complete woman?
Although my mental pain is also very painful, I want to be strong and I want to comfort my beloved wife, because the responsibility of a husband is to stretch his shoulders to let the other person lean on when his wife is the weakest.
Tianyang, I'm sorry for you Fang Ya said to me with red eyes, and she could tell that she is very painful and sad now, and she is very fragile mentally
Let's go home! I stood up and supported Fang Ya and said gently
God, for you
After Fang Ya said that, she handed me the little paper. Although I had guessed the result, I still couldn't help but want to take a look and make sure again.
When I saw the last test result, the words "cannot give birth" were written on it, I don't know what to say
When I never saw this test result again, although I had already expected it, I still had a little hope in my mind.
Now that I saw it, my hope was completely shattered
I was able to comfort my wife for a little hope, but now, I really don't know what to say
God, I'm sorry for you!
My wife cried and said to me again
Seeing his wife who had already cried and swollen eyes, she suddenly realized that she was the most important thing in my life, and her mentality must be more sad than herself at this time.
Holding the examination report in your hand, then tearing it to pieces in front of the doctor
husband……!
Wife, let’s go home!
I stopped what Fang Ya wanted to say, but it might be because of excessive sadness. Just now, Fang Ya's feet numb. Fortunately, I kept holding her.
After helping Fang Ya, I came to her and squatted down halfway, then held back her tears, turned around and smiled at her wife, "Wife, I'll carry you!"
Husband! My wife looked at me, then gently lay down behind me, hugging me tightly with her hands
Wife, I'll tell you a joke...!
I stood up straight. My wife has a very good figure and is not heavy, so I didn't have any trouble. She walked and told jokes she had seen in books before, comforting her heart
And my wife, she kept hugging me tightly, and the tears she held back came out again...!
I don’t know how many jokes I have told, or how long I have walked. I just remember that when I was at home, my wife was already asleep on my back. Although her eyes were still red and swollen, she had a smile on her face.
I know, this smile belongs to me
After carefully putting his wife on the bed, gently closed the door, and sat on the floor with a 'plop'
After all, I am still a mortal. I vomited and got beaten even if I drink too much. I walked on the road for more than twenty minutes with my wife on my back. I was so tired that I lay quietly on the floor. Looking at the white ceiling, my mentality was very complicated.
I have been an orphan since I was a child and I especially want to have the care and love of my parents. Although my adoptive father and mother are very nice to me, they are not my own flesh and blood after all.
I like children very much, and I also hope that I can have a child, give him love and care for him
But all this seems impossible
Since everything has happened, no matter how sad it is, it is useless. Life still needs to continue
Perhaps because of physical and psychological fatigue, I gradually felt sleepy and pinched myself hard to remind myself not to fall asleep.
Because I don't know when my wife will wake up, if she doesn't see herself when she wakes up, she will definitely be very sad
At this time, my wife is the most vulnerable, so I have to be by her side
Although I am very strong, I feel very vulnerable at this time.
But I have to be strong because I want her to know that there is still me in this world
Standing up from the floor, went to the bathroom to wash your face with cold water, wiped it clean, and walked into the bedroom, sitting by the bed and quietly looking at your sleeping wife, who was still sleeping.
If you love someone, you must tolerate everything about her. The advantages are, and the disadvantages are the same, and the same is true between husband and wife.
Children will leave you when they grow up
And your lover is the one who depends on you and never leaves you until old age!
In fact, God has a gap in everyone's life. If you don't want it, it is like a shadow.
You must accept it with peace of mind and experience the gap in life. This gap is like a thorn on our backs, reminding us from time to time to know how to be considerate and how to love
Just like I was an orphan since I was a child...!
Husband...! My wife's voice came to my ears gently, and I immediately woke up from my thoughts and looked at each other gently
I am here, right next to you! I held my wife's hand and said with a smile
I...I'm sorry...!
Don’t say it anymore! Before my wife finished speaking, I reached out to cover her mouth, and then gently let go and looked at her gently. As long as you know, I love you!
husband!
Hearing my words, my wife's tears flowed out again, holding me tightly, lying in my arms
I know that at this time, she needs a hug that can be relied on.
And I can give her
Looking at my sad wife, my heart is like I'm stabbed by a needle
Sadness may not be avoided. It will feel better if you face it in real life. Getting may not last long. Losing may not be no longer possessing. You may be sad because of a certain reason, but you can find a reason to make yourself happy and promise me, don’t be sad, okay?
After school started, we both started working again. I went to my library and she taught her Chinese.
Unlike before, we went to work together and got off work together
In a few days, the teachers in the whole school knew that Fang Ya and I were married.
I was puzzled when I found out. Logically, I was not a big shot in school, so why did the news spread quickly?
Later, according to the old director, I was the idol of all unmarried female teachers in the school, and Fang Ya was indeed the dream lover of all unmarried male teachers in the school, so...!
As a result, Fang Ya and I became the happiest, most suitable and happiest couple in the school.
To be honest, I still don’t understand why Fang Ya chose me at that time. Looking back from the current market economy perspective, if you evaluate Fang Ya’s appearance, you should have a better choice, but she chose me as a poor boy.
After getting married, Fang Ya and I have been living in this small house. I feel very guilty about this, but Fang Ya always comforted me and said: We already have a warm home, what else are you not satisfied with? If you can live with you, no matter where you are, I am very happy that everything will get better slowly. Why do you have to worry about yourself?
Whenever Fang Ya comforts me like this, I always ask her the same question: Ya, how did you fall in love with me, a poor boy?
Every time Fang Ya heard this question, she seemed to hear something very interesting, and replied with a smile: Hehe... Because you are a big fool Ah... and you are so stupid and cute... Hehe...
When I hear her words, I always don’t know what to say to me. I’m cute? No one has ever said this to me, I’ve only heard someone say I’m handsome.
Am I stupid? Don't know
Before I knew it, half a year passed, and my relationship with Fang Ya was still the same as the day of the wedding night. Both of them were extremely happy
Especially after I felt this hard-won happiness, I buried all the sad and unfortunate things in the depths of my heart.
The whole person looks much happier. When walking in the school, there are often female students looking at themselves with blushing faces.
In the end, I don’t know who reported that I worked in the library. As a result, the library once again became the most popular place among students in the school, and the attendance rate of the library has reached a new level.
But God always likes to create problems for happy people, and Fang Ya and I are no exception.
It has been half a year since we were married. Due to our cherishing of a happy life and our pursuit of sex, it is almost every day when we are bridal nights, and we have not taken any measures.
But after half a year, Fang Ya's belly still didn't respond, which made us both very surprised. And according to what Fang Ya said, she should have been pregnant very early. She calculated several times so she could have sex, but now...!
Since we had agreed to the old director in advance and our child recognized him as his grandfather, he urged him a lot for a day. Finally, we went to the hospital for examination.
Finally, after a series of complete inspections such as various lights, rays, and perspectives, it proved that my body was normal and a little stronger than normal people.
Seeing the old director's envious eyes, I suddenly had a thought in my mind, "I'm not the legendary Nine Yin or some Nine Yang divine veins, right? I'll spend a few dollars to buy some martial arts secret book, and then spread across the world, and the world is invincible...'
But in the end, I gave up this idea
Women's examinations seem to be much more troublesome than men. I came out and waited for a while before I saw Fang Ya walking out with a piece of paper, but the person became stunned. His big watery eyes also became unconscious.
Seeing Fang Ya's expression, I knew something must be wrong. I quickly helped her sit down. Before she could speak, Fang Ya suddenly threw herself into my arms and started crying.
This is the first time since I met Fang Ya that I have seen him cry because of sadness. You should know that Fang Ya is a woman with the same strong heart and appearance.
Stop crying, if you cry again, you won’t be beautiful. What’s the matter that we couple cannot solve?
I hugged Fang Ya in my arms and said comfortingly. From her expression, I knew the results of this examination.
But I didn't complain because Fang Ya is my wife, she is more painful than me now. Just imagine that a woman cannot have children, can she still be considered a complete woman?
Although my mental pain is also very painful, I want to be strong and I want to comfort my beloved wife, because the responsibility of a husband is to stretch his shoulders to let the other person lean on when his wife is the weakest.
Tianyang, I'm sorry for you Fang Ya said to me with red eyes, and she could tell that she is very painful and sad now, and she is very fragile mentally
Let's go home! I stood up and supported Fang Ya and said gently
God, for you
After Fang Ya said that, she handed me the little paper. Although I had guessed the result, I still couldn't help but want to take a look and make sure again.
When I saw the last test result, the words "cannot give birth" were written on it, I don't know what to say
When I never saw this test result again, although I had already expected it, I still had a little hope in my mind.
Now that I saw it, my hope was completely shattered
I was able to comfort my wife for a little hope, but now, I really don't know what to say
God, I'm sorry for you!
My wife cried and said to me again
Seeing his wife who had already cried and swollen eyes, she suddenly realized that she was the most important thing in my life, and her mentality must be more sad than herself at this time.
Holding the examination report in your hand, then tearing it to pieces in front of the doctor
husband……!
Wife, let’s go home!
I stopped what Fang Ya wanted to say, but it might be because of excessive sadness. Just now, Fang Ya's feet numb. Fortunately, I kept holding her.
After helping Fang Ya, I came to her and squatted down halfway, then held back her tears, turned around and smiled at her wife, "Wife, I'll carry you!"
Husband! My wife looked at me, then gently lay down behind me, hugging me tightly with her hands
Wife, I'll tell you a joke...!
I stood up straight. My wife has a very good figure and is not heavy, so I didn't have any trouble. She walked and told jokes she had seen in books before, comforting her heart
And my wife, she kept hugging me tightly, and the tears she held back came out again...!
I don’t know how many jokes I have told, or how long I have walked. I just remember that when I was at home, my wife was already asleep on my back. Although her eyes were still red and swollen, she had a smile on her face.
I know, this smile belongs to me
After carefully putting his wife on the bed, gently closed the door, and sat on the floor with a 'plop'
After all, I am still a mortal. I vomited and got beaten even if I drink too much. I walked on the road for more than twenty minutes with my wife on my back. I was so tired that I lay quietly on the floor. Looking at the white ceiling, my mentality was very complicated.
I have been an orphan since I was a child and I especially want to have the care and love of my parents. Although my adoptive father and mother are very nice to me, they are not my own flesh and blood after all.
I like children very much, and I also hope that I can have a child, give him love and care for him
But all this seems impossible
Since everything has happened, no matter how sad it is, it is useless. Life still needs to continue
Perhaps because of physical and psychological fatigue, I gradually felt sleepy and pinched myself hard to remind myself not to fall asleep.
Because I don't know when my wife will wake up, if she doesn't see herself when she wakes up, she will definitely be very sad
At this time, my wife is the most vulnerable, so I have to be by her side
Although I am very strong, I feel very vulnerable at this time.
But I have to be strong because I want her to know that there is still me in this world
Standing up from the floor, went to the bathroom to wash your face with cold water, wiped it clean, and walked into the bedroom, sitting by the bed and quietly looking at your sleeping wife, who was still sleeping.
If you love someone, you must tolerate everything about her. The advantages are, and the disadvantages are the same, and the same is true between husband and wife.
Children will leave you when they grow up
And your lover is the one who depends on you and never leaves you until old age!
In fact, God has a gap in everyone's life. If you don't want it, it is like a shadow.
You must accept it with peace of mind and experience the gap in life. This gap is like a thorn on our backs, reminding us from time to time to know how to be considerate and how to love
Just like I was an orphan since I was a child...!
Husband...! My wife's voice came to my ears gently, and I immediately woke up from my thoughts and looked at each other gently
I am here, right next to you! I held my wife's hand and said with a smile
I...I'm sorry...!
Don’t say it anymore! Before my wife finished speaking, I reached out to cover her mouth, and then gently let go and looked at her gently. As long as you know, I love you!
husband!
Hearing my words, my wife's tears flowed out again, holding me tightly, lying in my arms
I know that at this time, she needs a hug that can be relied on.
And I can give her
Looking at my sad wife, my heart is like I'm stabbed by a needle
Sadness may not be avoided. It will feel better if you face it in real life. Getting may not last long. Losing may not be no longer possessing. You may be sad because of a certain reason, but you can find a reason to make yourself happy and promise me, don’t be sad, okay?