Home Urban Novels City of Desire KeyboardSwitching:(35/48)

Chapter 30 If Life Is Just Like First Meeting

13days ago Urban Novels 8
It has been a few days since she returned to her hometown that she thought she would calm her mind after leaving, but now Zhang Yadan realized that she might not be clean when she saw her eyes or not, and she might not be clear when she was in a different place. Her mind was often wondering how Chen Jiang and Ren Min were doing now. Occasionally, she would also think about Xu Jian and guess whether he was still circulating those upset advertisements in the newspaper.

Her absent-mindedness finally made Li Jieru notice, so she went to ask, and Zhang Yadan certainly wouldn't tell the truth at first.

Later, Li Jieru asked tentatively: Did you quarrel with Chen Jiang?

Zhang Yadan said: No! Mom, I’m annoyed, don’t ask, okay?

Li Jieru smiled. Indeed, as a veteran, how could she not see that there was something wrong with Zhang Yadan and Chen Jiang. The couple were inseparable from each other and were entangled all day long. It was rare that Zhang Yadan has been back for so many days and has not seen Chen Jiang! However, she was not worried that there would be an irreconcilable conflict between them, because she knew that although Zhang Yadan sometimes likes to be a little bitch, she is sensible and considerate in her heart, and has a deep affection for Chen Jiang. Thinking that she had opposed her so much that she still did not cut off her love for Chen Jiang. So what is more effective weapon in this world than threatening with family affection?

As for Chen Jiang, not to mention, in Li Jieru's heart, he is honest and steady, values ​​family, and regards Zhang Yadan as life. If she had a little complaint about this Sn in law in the past, it was just because his family was poor, and now he has a successful career. No matter how picky she is, she can't find any of his shortcomings.

So she just smiled and said: OK, think about it slowly

But no matter how safe she was, she secretly called Chen Jiang.

Within a few hours, Chen Jiang and Chen Qian appeared in front of Zhang Yadan.

When Zhang Yadan saw Chen Jiang, she asked in surprise: Why are you here?

Chen Jiang said: Mom wants me to bring some medicine for her

Zhang Yadan looked at Li Jieru who was covering her mouth and laughing in the room, and said angrily: Mom is in the room, you can watch her! Qianqian, let's go watch TV.

Chen Jiang had no choice but to walk to Li Jieru, hand over the medicine, and asked with concern: Mom, are you getting better?

Li Jieru looked at Chen Jiang lovingly and said: It was almost done, but you couple worried me again

Chen Jiang glanced at Zhang Yadan and his daughter who were chatting and laughing on the other side and said: It's not good for me. I'm too busy during this period and don't have time to take care of Yadan.

Li Jieru said: Don’t take the blame on yourself first! I don’t know your character. Only Yadan will give you anger. It’s your turn to anger her. But now, let’s talk to her. No matter how young the matter is, it will become a big deal. After that, he shouted: Qianqian, come and talk to her grandmother!

Chen Qian jumped in front of Li Jieru, leaned into Li Jieru's arms obediently, and asked softly: Grandma, have you recovered from illness?

Li Jieru kissed her chubby face and said with a smile: Seeing you, grandma's illness is cured

Chen Jiang walked to Zhang Yadan and saw that Zhang Yadan seemed to be much thinner and not in good spirits. He felt ache and said with concern: Yadan... You have lost weight!

Zhang Yadan ignores him

Chen Jiang knew that the words he said offended her when he entered the door, so he hurriedly said: I think about seeing you every day, but I am afraid that I don’t know what to say when I see you.

Zhang Yadan looked at him with a panic look, feeling funny, but calm on the surface, and asked: "Why are you here now, have you thought about what to say?"

Chen Jiang thought for a while and said: Still don’t know!

Zhang Yadan couldn't help laughing: You idiot... I remember you used to speak one by one, and even dead people can be said to be alive.

Chen Jiang smiled and said: I don’t dare now, I’m afraid you will scold me for being slick.

Zhang Yadan smiled and said: Well, what do you mean is that I have killed your strengths?

Chen Jiang smiled slightly and said: No, I definitely didn't beat him to death, and I wouldn't dare to have such an intention.

Zhang Yadan said: If you say nothing, you must have it in your heart

Chen Jiang thought for a while and said: Yadan, let me say that at different stages, people naturally have different expressions because of their different environments. Take me as an example. Every day, I think about how to make more money, how to make friends with bosses and please customers. How could I be as carefree and frivolous as I was in school.

Zhang Yadan remembered the scene when he got up early and worked hard every day. He was very moved, and his smile gradually condensed, and sighed: Chen Jiang, to be honest, is it stressful for you to be with me?

Chen Jiang thought for a long time and said slowly: Maybe I love you so I want you to live a good life, whether it is material or spiritual, every night I think of you and me for so long, but I have been suffering all the time. I haven’t really lived a good life, so I feel so uncomfortable! I work hard every day to fulfill the promise I made to you when I got married! However, Yadan, I enjoy this pressure very much!

Zhang Yadan smiled bitterly and said: If we hadn't divorced, you wouldn't have told me anyway, right?

Chen Jiang was silent, but Zhang Yadan smiled and said: Fate is really good at joking. On the contrary, your career was only prosperous after I left you, so I was wondering, will you live a better life without me?

Chen Jiang was anxious and hurriedly grabbed her hand and said: No! No! Yadan, everything I did is for you. Let's start over, okay?

Zhang Yadan smiled and said: Ren Min is young and beautiful, gentle and considerate, and has a deep affection for you. If you don’t want her, you always come to pester me. What’s the reason?

Chen Jiang said: Maybe I owe you in my previous life, so I asked me to repay Yadan by this. I have been killed in your hands in this life.

Zhang Yadan's beautiful eyes were flowing, and his pretty face was filled with joy. He smiled and said with a smile: Well, what does it mean to fall into my hands? Do you feel wronged to me?

Chen Jiang said: No, no, I mean I am lazy in you in this life!

When Zhang Yadan heard this sentence, she didn't know how joy filled her whole body, and she almost couldn't help but throw herself into Chen Jiang's arms. But suddenly she thought of something, which was her biggest concern, so she carefully verbs: Jiang, have you ever learned about Xu Jian and me?

Hearing her lifting Xu Jian, Chen Jiang's mind buzzed. It turned out that he thought of the scene where Zhang Yadan's naked body was moving and happy under Xu Jian: the thick cock was repeatedly thrusting in her narrow vagina; ejaculation in her body; her little mouth had sucked the cock of another man, and the proud and obscene smile that Xu Jian hung on his face made his chest hurt.

Since Yadan left, he has been persuading himself to forget all this and use his hard work to prevent himself from thinking about these things.

He used to think he could do it, but now he realized that these shadows had not dissipated, but were just temporarily living in a corner of his heart. How could he say: Yadan, I know you and Xu Jian have had love many times! So he chose to pretend not to know and smiled: This is strange, how do I know about you and him?

Zhang Yadan's eyes showed a little disappointment and thought to himself: It turns out that his promises to me were made without knowing the truth. Although he didn't know, how could I hide it from him and accept his feelings calmly?

She wanted to tell all the things about these days and Xu Jian, but she thought about it all in every way, but didn't know how to say it, so she had to say: Jiang, would you give me some more time?

Chen Jiang saw that her beautiful face was tense tightly, and her beautiful eyes contained a little worry. In just a few minutes, the eyes that looked at him were still tender and affectionate, but at this time he was already cold and distant. Fang Shi realized that the person standing in front of him was no longer the innocent and innocent Zhang Yadan who was once alone and was not aware of the sorrow, and who was stuck with him all day long and acting coquettish and willful! For a moment, his heartache and guilt surged in his heart: Isn’t all this caused by himself?

With the thoughts, the palm of his hand unconsciously stroked her delicate and tender face. Zhang Yadan was stunned. He felt the warmth in his palm, felt the deep affection of the man opposite him, and could not help but grow in love. He could caress him and immersed in this rare warmth.

Suddenly, I felt something was wrong. I turned my head and saw Li Jieru and Chen Qian pointing at this side with a smile. I felt ashamed. I hurriedly pushed Chen Jiang's hand away and said angrily: I won't take you to take advantage of me like this!

Chen Jiang laughed, and the resentment he had just gathered was reduced by half. Such a Yadan is the Yadan he is familiar with and the Zhang Yadan he wants!

Zhang Yadan was laughed at by Li Jieru and Chen Qian, and was embarrassed to chat with Chen Jiang again, and whispered: You sit down first, I'll go cook

Chen Jiang originally wanted to stay here for a few days, but Zhang Yadan was worried that the current embarrassing relationship between the two would be seen by Li Jieru, so he advised him to go back for the time being. Chen Jiang had no choice but to leave reluctantly.

Zhang Yadan looked at Chen Jiang's back as if he was missing. Li Jieru stood beside her and said: Yadan, mom can see that you are intentionally escaping Chen Jiang. Why is this?

Zhang Yadan smiled and said: Mom, how could I escape from him?

Li Jieru said: Mom is old, but I feel very bright? Although you two can’t help but laugh, Mom knows that you pretended to be! Yadan, you can handle the relationship yourself, so I won’t say much.

Zhang Yadan has been worried about Li Jieru's feelings and dare not express anything in front of her. When he heard her words, he relaxed in his heart. The feelings that had been accumulated for many days broke out instantly. He hugged Li Jieru and cried softly: Mom, I was wrong! It was so wrong that it was irreversible...

No matter how entangled Zhang Yadan is in his heart, time is still passing by like water

She chats with Li Jieru every day and plays with Chen Qian, and seems to have forgotten the troubles outside.

Early that morning, when she got up and opened the door, she found a wrinkled newspaper lying on the ground not far away. It was thought that someone else threw it here. She couldn't help but shook her head and sigh that people's hearts were not old and picked it up and read the date was the day before yesterday, and she was going to throw it into the trash can. Suddenly, she thought of the advertisement that Xu Jian had published in the newspaper. I wonder if it was still published now? Thinking of this, her unsuppressed curiosity made her open the newspaper. She never wanted to see such an article: The infatuated man was abandoned by his lover, his family property was cheated, and he lay in the hospital without money for treatment.After reading the content carefully, I realized that the article was about a love-inspired man. Because a while ago, he was discovered by a female subordinate who always liked her. In anger, the female subordinate colluded with others to transfer his company's property while he was hospitalized due to injury and could not handle the company's affairs. Now the man is lying alone in the hospital, and the high daily medical expenses make him helpless.

Although the article was not named, Zhang Yadan thought of who else could be the one who appeared on newspapers and TV commercials a while ago besides Xu Jian? Is it Donna who was secretly in love with him? As for why he was seriously injured and lying in the hospital?

Zhang Yadan held the newspaper, thinking of Xu Jian's affectionate gaze, Xu Jian's despairy expression, and Xu Jian's scarred look, and there seemed to be thousands of waves in his heart, and the sudden things happened. She had never even had a record in this regard. Isn't it also retribution for him, a person who deceived his feelings to have such an end? He should have cheered, but why did he feel lonely and sympathy in his heart?

Do you want to go and see him? As soon as this idea came out, Zhang Yadan was shocked by himself

This is his evil, and he should bear it! Zhang Yadan temporarily used this excuse to force herself to stop thinking about this matter. It was only this day that Zhang Yadan seemed to have lost her soul and was absent-minded. And that night she seemed to have returned to the past and lingered with Xu Jian. She took the initiative to open her vagina and let Xu Jian appreciate, touch, lick and suck, and welcome the situation where the penis came in. And the oath she made when she was in love: Jian, I love you! I want to marry you! Suddenly, Xu Jian appeared in front of her eyes, lying in the hospital, smiling at her, saying to her: Yadan, I love you! I will not forgive me until I die?

With a sensation, Zhang Yadan opened her eyes and felt that her chest was hurting so much. Yinglei had already slid down her cheeks. At this moment, she had already made up her mind: She would go to the hospital in person no matter what, tomorrow, she would see what was going on?

After arriving in Changsha the next day, I realized that I didn't know which hospital Xu Jian was in. Her mobile phone did not save Xu Jian's mobile phone number now. Fortunately, she was wise in a hurry and called the newspaper to persuade him. Finally, she said that she was deeply moved by the man's behavior after reading the report. She wanted to go over and donate money and asked Xu Jian's specific location.

Zhang Yadan found the ward provided by the newspaper and reached out to touch the door, but she didn't dare to push it away for a long time along the way, and she didn't expect what to say when she saw Xu Jian.

At this time, a nurse came over, looked at her, and asked: What are you doing?

Zhang Yadan whispered: Is there a patient named Xu Jian living inside?

The nurse seemed to have a disdainful look on her face: Yes! Are you here to find him?

Zhang Yadan nodded, and the nurse asked again: It’s rare that Ah, there are still people who come to see him! Are you his wife?

Zhang Yadan explained with a blushing face: No, I am his friend!

The nurse said oh, then said: Then go in and see him! His condition is not very good at the moment, don’t stimulate him?

Zhang Yadan nodded and pushed it away, but did not see the nurse walking to the duty room quickly and said to a doctor: Director Wang, the woman Xu Jian mentioned is here

Director Wang smiled and said: OK, I taught you before, right?

The nurse replied: Come on, it’s not easy to remember just a few words. Come in quickly!

Let’s talk about Zhang Yadan pushing open the door and seeing Xu Jian lying on his back without moving, his thin face, and his dull eyes were no longer as energetic and free-spirited as before. If she was hesitant to scold him or question him before, then the scene in front of her had already made these thoughts disappear!

Or it has not dispersed, but has been temporarily overshadowed by strong compassion and sympathy

Zhang Yadan walked to his bed and called out: Xu Jian!

Xu Jian turned his head and saw the woman who made him dream of her soul and lost. Seeing that her face was still beautiful, she was wearing a white and silver dress, her breasts were tall and tall, and the clothes were stretched tightly to reveal the outline of the bra. The patterned black stockings under the knee-length skirt reflected the white skin, and it suddenly made him think of the unparalleled body under her clothes. Her delicate woman on the bed, a strong desire wandered all over her body.

However, he knew that he was not suitable to show his desire for her body at the moment, so in Zhang Yadan's eyes, he looked sick and depressed.

When Zhang Yadan saw his dull eyes falling on her, she said nothing, and was not as happy as she imagined Xu Jian was as excited as she saw him. He couldn't help but feel anxious and asked: I am Yadan Ah, don't you remember me?

Xu Jiandao: I remember you, go! I don’t want to see you

Zhang Yadan felt ache, but she didn't know how to talk to him. She gritted her teeth and turned around to walk out. Director Wang happened to walk in with the nurse, ignored Zhang Yadan, and walked straight to Xu Jian and said: Mr. Xu, the fees you paid before were not enough. If we don't pay the money, we can only stop the medicine.

When Zhang Yadan heard this, she stopped immediately when she walked out, turned around and looked at Xu Jian and heard Xu Jian's voice say in a low voice: Well, I understand! Sorry, I'll cause you trouble, I'll pack my luggage and get out of the hospital immediately!

Director Wang said: Your injury is still very serious. If you don’t treat it in time, even if it is cured in the future, it will leave sequelae!

Xu Jiandao: It doesn't matter

Director Wang sighed: That's it for you!

Zhang Yadan watched Director Wang go out, walked back to Xu Jian, and whispered: Listen to the doctor, heal his injuries, isn’t it good?

Xu Jiandao: Yadan, this is my retribution! Don’t worry about me! Go away, I hope you will forget me from now on and live a happy life

Zhang Yadan was stunned and asked: What do you mean?

Xu Jian smiled bitterly and said: It's not interesting

Seeing that he lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed, Zhang Yadan hurriedly stopped him and said: Are you crazy?

Xu Jian shook his hand and pushed Zhang Yadan aside and said angrily: Go away!

Zhang Yadan knew him, but he had seen him have such an attitude towards him, but he was confused for a moment, but he heard Xu Jian gasp and said: Yadan, I beg you, can you leave? I don't want to see you

Zhang Yadan said: I can leave, but what should you do?

Xu Jiandao: What to do if there is nothing, I can live well myself. After saying that, I struggled to get out of bed and staggered to the ground without taking two steps. Zhang Yadan stared at Xu Jian who was making a painful voice on the ground. His heart felt like he had been cut by a knife and walked over to help him up, saying: Sword, listen to me to maintain my body well, it is better than anything else!

Tears suddenly flowed out of Xu Jian's eyes, and he said in a slightly painful tone: Yadan, do you know that there is a torment of life that makes people feel more painful than death?

Zhang Yadan recalled that Chen Jiang was in a divorce, wasn’t living and dying like this? She felt the same kind of love for Xu Jian, and she whispered: I know, stop talking, I know, I know, I will help you go back

Xu Jian leaned against Zhang Yadan's soft shoulders, felt her body temperature and felt her body fragrance, but he felt intoxicated and couldn't extricate himself, so he said: Yadan, you are a good girl, I have hurt you so much, and I feel ashamed that you are still visiting me.

Zhang Yadan helped him back to the hospital bed and said, "I am thankful for my praise, I can't afford to take on our account yet, so don't be busy looking for death."

Xu Jian grabbed Zhang Yadan's little hand and said sincerely: Yadan, things have come to this point. I am no longer qualified to beg for your forgiveness, and I have no ability to give you happiness. I just want to say that if I hide it in my heart, I must tell you that right. When I saw you, I fell in love with you, and I liked you crazy, but I didn't think about getting you with such despicable and shameless means. In other words, my explanation for your affairs at that time was true, you have to believe me

When Zhang Yadan heard him talk about this, she became angry and said angrily: Donna likes you so much, and she is your subordinate. Without your instructions, how dare she do this?

Xu Jian sighed: Yadan, the relationship between me and her is not as simple as you said, in fact, I love her mother very much, just like you now, but she rejected me with age gap. In the end, she committed suicide for some reason. Because of this, I slowly approached Donna later. However, my idea was to help her mother take care of her. In my heart, I treated her as my sister, until one day when I was drunk, I treated her as... as her mother. I had a relationship in a daze for a moment. Since then, she has been pestering me. I felt guilty about her and thought that it would be impossible to find a woman who made me fall in love with her like her mother in this life, so I decided to get along with her until you appeared, and then I woke up my long-silent passion again.

At this point, Xu Jian paused for a moment, and saw Zhang Yadan listening seriously, and his face relaxed, and he felt a sense of affair. So he hurriedly continued: Donna saw my actions towards you, fearing that she would lose me, so she threatened to tell you about my relationship with her more than once. I was afraid that you would have a bad impression of me after hearing this.

So... so I lied to her that what I like was your body... She believed it and designed to drug you in order to achieve my goal. And what happened later was planned by her

Only then did Zhang Yadan realize that what Tang Na said and done was to help Xu Jian. It was just that a woman gave up her life for love. It might be possible, but when it comes to helping her man get another woman, Zhang Yadan was suspicious.

Xu Jian seemed to see through Zhang Yadan's doubts, so he said: Donna's persistence in love is what I have seen in my life. She is really willing to give everything she has for me. Sometimes I think, just marry her, and the life will be over. But Yadan, every time I see you, this thought is washed away by the tide of love, and this is how I don't want to give up on you, and on the other hand, I can't bear to hurt her. It lasts for a long time. Later, I think this is unfair to you, because I want to give you a name, I want to live with you openly, so I propose to end my relationship with her, but she doesn't do it, and what you see happens later.

Zhang Yadan carefully savored his words and realized that behind this man who was usually laughing and laughing with him was still carrying such a heavy burden for a while, and he felt an indescribable thought about him: If what he said was true, then I would have let him down.

Xu Jian noticed Zhang Yadan's subtle psychological changes, so he struck while the iron was hot and said: Yadan, since I have never seen you, I have posted missing people in newspapers and TV every day. Have you seen it?

Zhang Yadan thought of the newspaper love advertisement that had been in a hot spot some time ago, which was said to be a missing person notice, and was moved and funny in his heart, and replied: Have you heard of it

Xu Jiandao: She was completely angry by my actions. She found me many times and asked me to draw a clear line between you and you. At the same time, I would not do it! So I transferred my property with Lin Qingyun.

Zhang Yadan asked: She had lost all your money so easily. You are too cowardly as a boss.

Xu Jian smiled bitterly and said: Yadan, I love you more than her! Trust her better than trusting you!

Zhang Yadan thought that everything Donna did for him would not be able to do it himself. It is no wonder that he trusted her so much, but now this person who trusted the most deceived him! This is what the so-called deep love and deep hatred meant, but it just caused me to do so?

Xu Jian said: Yadan, do you think I am stupid?

Zhang Yadan sighed: This is a matter between you and her. I don’t have the qualifications to comment. But I think I can still make money if I lose my wealth, but some things will never come back in the past, just like feelings.

Xu Jiandao: I can make up for her with money; but for you, Yadan, I really don’t know how to face you. Giving up you and letting you choose freely is the greatest compensation for you! Yadan, Chen Jiang is a good man, he is worthy of your entrustment, but I only know how to hurt you, and I really don’t deserve your love!

Zhang Yadan said: Whoever treats me well and who can give me happiness, I have a conclusion that I don’t need your guidance!

Xu Jian was about to speak when the nurse came in and saw Xu Jian and said loudly: Hello, didn’t you say you were discharged from the hospital? Why are you still lying down? Get up quickly, someone else is going to move in later!

Xu Jian said repeatedly: Sorry, I'm leaving now. As he said that, he was about to get up, but Zhang Yadan stopped him and turned to the nurse and said: Do you have any sympathy? Didn't you see that he was injured?

The nurse said: There are many people in the world who are injured. Do I come here with sympathy? Besides, you heard just now that he asked to be discharged from the hospital.

Zhang Yadan glanced at Xu Jian and said: Now he wants to continue hospitalization, isn’t it possible?

The nurse said: Yes, it's very welcome, but the pre-storage fee has been used up, so I want to continue to accept the housing and pay additional money.

Zhang Yadan asked: How much does it cost?

The nurse said: Pay 30,000 yuan first, get more and make up for it

When Zhang Yadan heard this, he was a little embarrassed. Thirty thousand yuan may not be much, but for her, it was definitely an astronomical figure. Xu Jian saw that she was silent and knew that she could not afford so much money for the moment, so he hurriedly rescued: Yadan, I'm fine, I can be discharged from the hospital now.

Zhang Yadan glared at him and said: Shut up! Stay for me, I'll go get the money. When he said that, he said to the nurse: I don't have money on me now, can you wait? I'll come back soon

The nurse smiled and said: That's good, but you have to hurry up! Many people outside are queuing up for the ward. You can't delay other people's affairs for you!

Zhang Yadan was anxious when he heard this, so he quickly stood up and said, "Okay, okay, I'll go now." Then he turned around and said to Xu Jian: You wait for me to come back here, don't walk around, so he walked towards me quickly.

The nurse watched Zhang Yadan snatch the door and said to Xu Jian with a smile: Mr. Xu, you are so lucky! No wonder you were looking for her on the newspaper and on TV commercials! Think about it, which woman can never leave a man when he is at his most downturn? I can't do it.

Xu Jian changed his angry expression just now and smiled and said: Thank you Ah! Beauty, when my wife forgives me, I will definitely treat you to a meal!

The nurse smiled and said: Then it's a matter of determination.

When Zhang Yadan left the hospital, she thought that there was no money to withdraw. Her money was almost spent last time when Li Jieru was sick. She was walking around the gate. A flash of inspiration flashed in her mind. I thought of someone, is it okay? Zhang Yadan was very hesitant, but then she thought about the scene where the nurse forced Xu Jian to be discharged from the hospital just now. She immediately made up her mind: He is almost dead, what else can I care about? So she took out her cell phone and dialed Chen Jiang's phone. After a while, she heard Chen Jiang's voice: Yadan, why are you free to call me Ah?

After hesitating for a moment, Zhang Yadan finally plucked up the courage and said: Jiang, do you have money? I want to borrow 30,000 yuan from you.

After a while, he asked: OK, when will you want it?

Zhang Yadan breathed a sigh of relief and said: I'm going to wait for you at the gate of the city hospital. Please bring it to me, okay?

Chen Jiang said: No problem! You can wait a minute, I will arrive in ten minutes

Zhang Yadan hung up the phone and stood by the road waiting for Chen Jiang

Soon, a black car stopped beside him, and a man got out of the car. It was Chen Jiang

Zhang Yadan came forward nervously and shouted softly: Jiang!

Chen Jiang looked solemnly, looked at Zhang Yadan, handed over a bulging envelope and said: This is 50,000 yuan, and you can use it. If it is not enough, please call me again!

Zhang Yadan said thank you, took the envelope, thought about it, and said: I just need 30,000 yuan. After that, I have to open the envelope and take out the money. Chen Jiang smiled and said: Take it first! It’s no different to go to the hospital and go to the money cave. Keep some money in case of the need from time to time. I’m not so free every day.

Zhang Yadan thought that his words made sense, so he stopped refusing and turned around to leave. Thinking about it, it was wrong, so he asked: How do you know that I took this money to see a doctor?

Chen Jiang said: What's so difficult about this? I read the newspaper the day before yesterday.

Zhang Yadan's lips moved and said: Jiang, I'm sorry!

Chen Jiang smiled and said: There is nothing wrong with me. If you think it is correct, I will definitely support you.

Zhang Yadan said: Jiang, he loves me, and he has fallen to the point where he has nothing today, which is all my reasons.

I can't leave him at this time, what do you think?

Chen Jiang said: Actually, I can give everything for you, Yadan!

Zhang Yadan nodded and said: I know you will! But now he is the one who needs me the most! You still have a career and Ren Min, but he doesn’t even have the desire for life!

Chen Jiang said: Are you sure he really loves you?

Zhang Yadan nodded firmly and said: When he asked me to leave him just now, I knew that in his heart, I really think that I am more important than his life. No one cares about his life, but he hopes you can live a better life, what else do you have to demand from him? Maybe I can only regard his deception of me in the past as the reason why he loves me too much.

Chen Jiang asked: What about you, do you love him?

Zhang Yadan said: Maybe I love it too, otherwise how could I get angry when I know about him and Donna?

But love or not is no longer important. What is important is that I want to be by his side and watch him get better. People can't live for love. Sometimes love must compromise on responsibilities.

After pondering for a while, Chen Jiang suddenly smiled and said: Yadan, I found that we are all of the same type of people! Maybe if it were you, I would have made such a decision!

Zhang Yadan asked: Don’t you blame me?

Chen Jiang shook his head and said with a smile: What do I blame you? If you really want to blame me, I can only blame him for hurting him.

Zhang Yadan was surprised: Did you beat him? I thought Donna was angry with him, but she asked someone to beat him.

Chen Jiang said: Hey, it’s rare that he didn’t complain to you, thank God!

Seeing his laughter and laughing, Zhang Yadan felt happy unconsciously and said angrily: You are serious and prefer to argue with you!

Chen Jiang smiled and said: Since you don’t want to argue with me, then I’ll leave, and I’m going to go on a date too?

A hint of surprise and gloom flashed across Zhang Yadan's face: Are you going to date?

Chen Jiang said: There is no way, I can’t be a bachelor, right?

Zhang Yadan smiled and said: Go away! Come and pretend to be poor!

Chen Jiang suddenly said: Yadan, I borrowed you so much money, don’t you express it?

Zhang Yadan was stunned. When she saw Chen Jiang smiling, she couldn't help but say: Aren't you taking advantage of the situation?

Chen Jiang said: Whatever you think, you can take back the money if you agree or not

Zhang Yadan said: You say it, how do you express it?

Chen Jiang spread his hands and smiled: Let me hug you!

Zhang Yadan smiled brilliantly, and hugged Chen Jiang's waist with his hands, smelling the familiar man's aura. Thinking that he would never be so close to him in the future, he couldn't help but lean into his ears with tenderness and said in a dream: Jiang, I owe you in this life, I will repay you for being a cow or a horse in the next life.

Chen Jiang pushed Zhang Yadan away, pinched her face with his big hand, and smiled: What can a delicate cow and horse like you do? Raise food and waste it.

Zhang Yadan pinched his arm hard and cursed: You're going to die!

Chen Jiang laughed and said: Go in, and chat again if you have time.

Zhang Yadan stared at Chen Jiang affectionately, turned around and walked into the hospital

Jiang, in my heart, you have always been a strong and optimistic person. I believe that you will live a better life without me! I love you too, but as a woman, my chastity has been lost, so how can I bear to let my dirty body defile that sacred feeling? As your wife, I can't be by your side in the most difficult time, what face can I have to come back to enjoy your glory now?

Chen Jiang witnessed Zhang Yadan's graceful figure disappearing, his face full of smiles immediately condensed, and his frustration filled his eyes. When he returned to the car, his eyes were touching the photo of Zhang Yadan hanging in the car. His melancholy expression was immediately ignited. When he was lying on the steering wheel for a while, he heard a low choking sound from the car...

You will never see the saddest look of me, because only when you are not by my side can I be saddest Ah!