Zhang Yadan stood at the airport gate, listening to the people around her talking about the familiar local accent and smelling the familiar air, and seemed to feel a sense of being close to the local accent. But what made her even more timid in her heart was Chen Jiang, because she didn't know Chen Jiang's attitude, at least not very good from her attitude last night!
While thinking, Chen Jiang had already come to the front with a smile on his face... But anyone could tell that he was pretending, because his eyebrows were frowning and his eyes reflected haggardness. After taking Zhang Yadan's luggage, playing with Chen Qian, he said to Zhang Yadan: Dandan, the phone was out of battery last night! I only saw your text message when I woke up this morning...
Zhang Yadan said: Didn’t you just say it on the phone?
Chen Jiang was stunned, Zhang Yadan urged him to lead the way, and the family of three walked outside
Without hugs, without holding hands, without topics, Zhang Yadan suddenly realized that although she and Chen Jiang were only half a month away, they seemed to be hundreds of years old.
Zhang Yadan stepped on the ground, but it felt like he was stepping on the scorching pain in his heart! What is this? Is he demonstrating to me? Still disdain to talk to me! She tried hard to find a topic, but in the end she found that only silence could express her mood in full!
Chen Jiang didn't have a car here, so the three of them had to take a taxi home
Chen Jiang rented three bedrooms and one living room. Zhang Yadan put down his luggage and stood in the hall to look at it, with a satisfied smile on his face.
Chen Jiang sat on the sofa, watching Zhang Yadan's every move: His face is still beautiful and his figure is still charming, but is her heart still the same as before?
Thinking of the photos he received yesterday, his heart ached faintly. He thought about the bad things and tried every means to defend Zhang Yadan, but in the end he couldn't figure out what else could Ji Jian and Zhang Yadan do in the same room?
He really can't feel good about such a despicable and shameless man! And Yadan, as Zhang Ailing said, the vagina is the best shortcut to a woman's heart? Now that this passage has been occupied by Xu Jian, can her heart still be kept?
Seeing Chen Jiang's stern face and not talking for a long time, Zhang Yadan walked into the bedroom in anger. Seeing the messy bed, she frowned and started to sort it out. She didn't expect that this sorting made her find that a few hairs were lying beside the pillow, picked it up with a slender hand, and looked carefully: It was clearly a woman's hair!
Zhang Yadan naturally knew what it meant to find a woman's hair on this bed, and her heart suddenly fell: Did it be last night...
At this time, Chen Jiang's footsteps came, and Zhang Yadan sat on the bed, pretending to be innocent and asked: Look at you being listless, what did you do last night?
Chen Jiang thought that he was extremely depressed last night, so he ran to the bar to drink alone. He was vague and Ren Min called him and only got him back after he knew it! It was night, and he vomited continuously. Thanks to Ren Min's care, he didn't know when he fell asleep later, and he didn't know when Ren Min left!
Now that I heard Zhang Yadan ask, I had to say: I drank with the client and was drunk! So I didn’t sleep well...
Zhang Yadan asked: Is the client a woman?
Chen Jiang was stunned and didn't say anything. Zhang Yadan chuckled and said: You were too careless, why didn't you clean up the bed before going out...
After saying that, he raised his jade hand lightly, and a few strands of long hair danced with the wind, which was very eye-catching. Chen Jiang stood there on the spot, wondering what Zhang Yadan meant!
Seeing that Chen Jiang did not speak, Zhang Yadan thought he was guilty and was even more determined to his guess!
Asked: I found a few female hair on your bed, don’t you want to say it?
Chen Jiang thought to himself that only Ren Min had come in in his bedroom. Could it be that she accidentally left behind last night? But I was too unlucky, why did Yadan see it... His heart was like lightning, but he was speechless
Zhang Yadan sneered: Do you want to say that you were drunk last night and lost your self-control and fell into the pomegranate skirt of a stunning beauty?
Chen Jiang was furious: You and Xu Jian are not clear about it, but now you can catch a piece of Wuxu and make a big fuss! It's outrageous!
He said immediately: What can hair on the bed prove? You are really unreasonable!
Zhang Yadan said: I'm unreasonable, so what is your behavior when you ask someone to monitor me and take photos?
Chen Jiang said: I didn’t ask anyone to monitor you! It was someone who took the initiative to contact me and Xu Jian, so I asked him to shoot...
Zhang Yadan said: When others say this, you believe it. I am your wife, but you don’t believe it! How can you live such a life?
Chen Jiang said: It’s not that I don’t believe you! You and Xu Jian often come and go, how do you make me believe it?
Zhang Yadan said: He and I are just friends! I was injured and he came to take care of me. What's wrong with it?
Chen Jiang said: Everyone else can do it, but he can't... Is he the only one in Shenzhen?
Zhang Yadan was stunned. Seeing Chen Jiang's eyes were swollen and his face turned blue, every word he spit out was like a heavy hammer to shatter all the beauty of the past. She suddenly felt fear and strange to the man in front of her: He is still the elegant and gentle Chen Jiang, my husband?
Chen Jiang was talking more and more excitedly, and said impatiently: I will tell you if you have finished it or not, I will tell you that I didn’t do anything to you anyway... If you don’t believe it, I am already here anyway, whatever you want...
When Chen Jiang heard her say this, he was at a loss and asked skeptically: Is the photo fake?
Zhang Yadan shouted: Why don’t you understand? The photo is correct... But Xu Jian and I are not as dirty as you are! We judge a gentleman’s ambition by the heart of a villain…
Chen Jiang asked her to snatch her white face and her face turned red: He is a gentleman, I am a villain! Yadan, your mind has changed a lot!
When Zhang Yadan wanted to say something else, Chen Qian ran in, grabbed her hand and asked: Mom, where is the toilet?
Chen Jiang picked up Chen Qian and went to the bathroom, left Zhang Yadan and sat blankly, letting go of his fingers, his long hair fell to the ground, and the breeze blew, missing! But her heart lake was also moved by the wind, and she couldn't help herself: Is this my uncompromise or his paranoia?
In the afternoon, Zhang Yadan was watching TV at home, and suddenly received a call from Ren Min to ask her to go out to talk. Zhang Yadan was about to find out what happened to her and Chen Jiang, so he agreed happily.
In the coffee shop, the two women sitting in the seat looked at each other and thought about each other, but no one was willing to speak. Finally, Zhang Yadan asked: When did you come to Hunan?
Ren Min said: Come with Chen Jiang...
Seeing Ren Min finishing a sentence in an understatement, Zhang Yadan stirred up coffee with a leisurely and contented look, and couldn't help but ask: Don't you have something to tell me? Hurry up!
Ren Min said: Sister Yadan, just give up Chen Jiang, okay?
Zhang Yadan was stunned: I am his wife, don’t you think this is ridiculous?
Ren Min said: But have you kept your wife's duty? You are incompatible with the men outside, what qualifications do you have to love him?
Zhang Yadan thought to himself that only a few people knew about her and Xu Jian. Donna and Xu Jian should not know Ren Min, and they would not tell her such boring things!
Then there is only Chen Jiang. Is it hard to say that he actually wants to force me to retreat through Ren Min?
Ren Min observed Zhang Yadan's expression, and the pleasure of victory arose. She guessed from the intermittent words of drunk Chen Jiang last night. When she used it today, it worked.
So he continued: Do you know, Chen Jiang is very disappointed and sad about you! He is unable to give up on you because of your past, but do you think you can live together like before in the future?
Even if your marriage can be repaired, the wounds in the soul will not heal! This scar will always exist between you and block your feelings!
Zhang Yadan stood up and said: No matter how scattered you say, I will never give up...
But she said this, Ren Min's words kept ringing in her mind, and recalling that although she had reunited since she and Chen Jiang quarreled, the mind was indeed much distant, and her thoughts seemed to have become inconsistent, and even her speech could not be as harmonious as before!
The more she thought about it, she became more and more confused, so she simply called Donna
Donna listened to her patiently and said: I think what Ren Min said makes sense! He doesn't believe you anymore. Even if you are not with Xu Jian now, you will be angry with other men... I think, maybe the matter between you and Xu Jian has affected his impression of you, maybe he has regarded you as a woman who is unfaithful to her husband and irresponsible to her family! In the long run, this sense of distrust will only weaken the relationship between you more and more...
Zhang Yadan said: But, am I giving up like this? I think I still love him very much...
Donna said: Marriage requires both efforts! You love him, but do you think he loves you? I think his relationship with Ren Min is abnormal...
This is exactly what Zhang Yadan is most worried about and asked: Do you think so too?
Donna said: Otherwise, why does Chen Jiang have such a bad attitude towards you now! I analyzed that Chen Jiang was born in a poor family and was afraid of being poor since childhood. Now he has a young, beautiful and wealthy woman like Ren Min, and she can still not be moved. The matter between you and Xu Jian is just right at the right time, and he used it as an excuse for him to escape moral condemnation...
When Zhang Yadan heard this, she no longer wanted to listen. She found an excuse to hang up the phone and wandered aimlessly with the abortion.
Over there, Donna shouted to Xu Jian with great excitement: Hey, your opportunity is here? You can go to Changsha now. You can find a girl named Ren Min first. Maybe she can help you...
Xu Jian asked: Ren Min? Who is she?
Donna said: She is Chen Jiang’s boss...
So she gave the retelling of what Zhang Yadan told her to Xu Jian
After hearing this, Xu Jian shouted loudly, and his expression seemed as if Zhang Yadan had already stood in front of him, untied his clothes and let him keep warm.
Zhang Yadan finally realized what it means to be like raining all night. Before the matter with Chen Jiang was handled, her mother at home got sick. She finally got her injection and picked up medicine. She felt a little more comfortable, so she rushed back! When she came back, she kept Chen Qian at home. Thinking about my mother who hadn't seen Chen Qian for a long time, I missed her a lot. Besides, leaving a child to chat with her to relieve her boredom is also beneficial for the condition!
After walking out of the station, he lost his direction again. Thinking about returning home now, he is probably alone again, and his sense of loneliness and desolation fills his heart! But what about Chen Jiang? He is either silent or quarrel. Zhang Yadan is full of fear for going home for the first time!
At this time, a voice sounded: Yadan, how Ah!
Zhang Yadan came back to her senses and saw that the person who called her turned out to be Xu Jian!
I wondered when he had come to Changsha? Xu Jian there seemed to see through her thoughts and said: I have been on a business trip for several days. Today, I am really a coincidence that I met you here...
Zhang Yadan thought to himself, just fool you. I didn’t see you on a business trip when I was in Shenzhen. Now I just left, and you were on a business trip. You would still come to Changsha!
Xu Jian asked: Why don’t you talk and don’t know each other anymore?
Zhang Yadan said angrily: You appear like a ghost, it would be a blessing if you were not scared to death by you... You have to give me time to react...
For some reason, when Zhang Yadan saw Xu Jian, he naturally relaxed, and the troubles in the world seemed to be left behind.
Xu Jian smiled and said: Do I look like a ghost? Is there such a handsome ghost?
Zhang Yadan smiled and said: You shameless!
Xu Jian said: That's right, young people should be more optimistic... they are frowning, as if everyone owes you money...
Zhang Yadan said: Come on, how old are you?
Xu Jian said: Oh, one year older than you! By the way, I heard from a friend recently that there will be a European carnival in Changsha, let’s go and have fun together?
Zhang Yadan hesitated and had already been pulled by him. He couldn't help but follow him to take a few steps, and quickly broke free and said: I can leave myself, what are you going to do?
Xu Jian said: Do you want to go?
Zhang Yadan thought that he had been troubled all these days, and it would be nice to have this opportunity to relax now!
The two of them sat on the pirate ship, rolling up and down, throwing around, and Zhang Yadan's worries and worries were gone but they were gone.
Her pretty face that had been tense for many days also showed a bright smile. Looking at Xu Jian beside her, she couldn't help but think that no matter how bad her mood was, he would always have a way to make herself happy. Chen Jiang, thinking of him, Zhang Yadan frowned and was discouraged!
But I didn't know that there was such a coincidence in the world. Zhang Yadan was in a mess and his eyes were thrown around. He actually saw Chen Jiang standing by the side, looking at this side with expressionless face. He didn't know what he was thinking. The person standing next to him was Ren Min. After get off work, Chen Jiang was pestered by Ren Min to this point. Unexpectedly, he saw Zhang Yadan and Xu Jian talking and laughing, and his heart sank. He was already skeptical about the relationship between Zhang Yadan and Xu Jian. Goodbye at this time, he immediately confirmed it!
Wuming burned his chest with anger. He didn't hear what Ren Min said, nor could he see the melancholy hidden deep in Zhang Yadan's eyes, in fact, it did not match the smile on her face!
He only saw Xu Jian lowly after Zhang Yadan said something only they could hear, then he left!
Zhang Yadan walked up to him, his eyes fell on Ren Min, and he couldn't help but feel the idea of never giving up. He glared at them, shook his head and left.
Chen Jiang smelled a wisp of fragrance. This was Zhang Yadan's body fragrance, but what was triggered at this time was not the thoughts, but the pain!
When Ren Min saw Zhang Yadan leaving in anger, she turned to Chen Jiang and said: How could she do this?
Chen Jiang smiled bitterly: At this moment, I realized how failed as a husband! All her smile was given to other men! All that was left to me was bitter...
Ren Min said: If you love someone, you will always have confidence and smile even when facing the greatest misfortune; on the contrary, even if you are in heaven, you will always miss the warmth of hell!
Chen Jiang was stunned: Is that true?
Ren Min faced Chen Jiang's confused eyes and said firmly: I have always been like this, don't you feel it?
Chen Jiang squeezed out a smile and said: I am not a god, how can I know about you... Alas, I'm back...
Ren Min said: I'll give you a gift?
Chen Jiang said: No need, I will take a ride back by myself...
When I walked into the house, I saw Zhang Yadan's slim background. My mind suddenly flashed like a movie. The first meeting with Zhang Yadan, the first chat, the first date, the first hug, the first kiss, the first sex scene. All of this is so beautiful, but why is God willing to mess with people?
Chen Jiang can actually be called Xu Ruohuai Valley, with a lot of people tolerant, but he is just an ordinary man and has his own bottom line. When he encounters the great humiliation of Zhang Yadan's loss of his body, he pretends to be fine in order to comfort Zhang Yadan. However, he pretends to be fine, but he doesn't know that his mind has been tangled.
Although he repeatedly reminded himself to forget this and live a good life with Zhang Yadan, whenever he saw Zhang Yadan, he always thought for no reason that this body had been polluted and that this holy land was no longer holy as before!
Zhang Yadan and Xu Jian got along several times inadvertently, which was constantly affecting his judgment. He couldn't help but think that Zhang Yadan might have no longer had him in his heart. After all, the conditions between him and Xu Jian were far behind!
Even if I force her to keep her with me with a wedding book, what's the point?
But when I think that the happy time of the past ten years is going to waste, I can't help but feel sad again... I think from the moment I saw Zhang Yadan, I swore that I must stay by her side to protect her and make her happy! But today, maybe I can no longer make her happy, so does it mean that it is time to let go?
Yadan, please believe me, I will give you happiness. For you, I can give up everything, including you!
Sitting beside Zhang Yadan, Chen Jiang said: Yadan, I'm sorry! In fact, I have never forgotten or can't let go of the harm Xu Jian caused to you!
Zhang Yadan's eyes turned red instantly and she said: Is it not worth ten years of love?
Chen Jiang said: If there were no ten years, the pain might not be so deep! It hurts because of love. If possible, I would rather not love it!
Zhang Yadan murmured: Love you makes you so uncomfortable, so will you break up next?
Chen Jiang said: We should all calm down and think about how we should treat this marriage...
Zhang Yadan stood up and shouted at Chen Jiang: You said so much, do you want to divorce? I can help you! Let you find your so-called happiness, and you don’t have to feel that you owe me anything, just like you said, I hurt you first...
Speaking of this, tears flew away and she cried out because she felt that staying here and facing Chen Jiang, the sadness and reluctance on his face would make her feel that thousands of arrows were piercing her heart! She would collapse! So she just wanted to find a quiet place at this moment, cry as much as she could, and vent her anger!
Xu Jian! It’s Xu Jian again!
He seemed to be in front of Zhang Yadan with foresight. Maybe he just happened to be the best. Maybe he just wanted to stay here and wait for Zhang Yadan. But no matter which possibility, he appeared again when Zhang Yadan was helpless. Looking at Chen Jiang who was walking away, his palm stroked Zhang Yadan's face and wiped her tears away. He said with heartache: Be good, don't cry!
Zhang Yadan covered her face and cried. She didn't know that Chen Jiang was quietly turning around and leaving after watching the scene behind her back.
Zhang Yadan suddenly felt a big hand touching his waist, subconsciously took a step back, dodged Xu Jian's hand, and Xu Jian smiled awkwardly: Sorry, I can't help myself...
Zhang Yadan sighed and said: I want to be quiet!
Xu Jian said: OK, I won’t talk to you, nor will I disturb you! But please make sure that I will follow you, even if I just look at you from a distance...
Zhang Yadan did not answer and walked forward silently, Xu Jianyi followed behind. He knew that Zhang Yadan was struggling in his heart. He knew that as long as he could stay by her at this time, victory would be
The two knew how long they had been walking. Zhang Yadan saw Xu Jian constantly wiped the sweat beads on his forehead with his hands. His clothes were almost wet, and his face turned red. He thought that he was not usually pampered and was always taking a car as his steps wherever he went. It was difficult for him to walk this time!
Zhang Yadan was both funny and moved and said: There is a stone chair in front of you, go and sit down...
Xu Jian immediately smiled and said: It's best... If you walk on, my legs will be broken...
Zhang Yadan sat down first, waved his jade hand and fanned himself, saying: If you can't walk, don't follow me, I didn't force you...
Xu Jian said: I'm happy, but I really admire you... It's like nothing happened after walking for so long...
Zhang Yadan said: You are born in a wealthy family, how can you know the hardships of our poor children? Sometimes, in order to save a few yuan in bus payments, you have to go...
When Zhang Yadan spoke, Xu Jian listened quietly, and his eyes were on her body. Seeing her lotus-like face was flushed with a few drops of sweat hanging, almost like a squeeze out from her face, just like a pear blossom with water, which was intoxicating.
Seeing that he stared at him in a daze, Zhang Yadan was embarrassed and asked: Is there any flower on my face?
Xu Jiandao: Yadan, you are so beautiful! A person like you should only be in heaven, but why did you fall into the world and suffer this hardship?
Zhang Yadan let his words arouse sadness, and she couldn't help but feel sad. Xu Jian suddenly hugged her in his arms. Zhang Yadan, who kissed her hair with his mouth, broke free in a hurry, punched him in the chest with pink boxing, and shouted: Let me go!
Xu Jian hugged her tightly and said: I won’t let go... Yadan, you are the one I can’t let go in my life... I’d rather be beaten to death by you!
Zhang Yadan couldn't break free. Thinking of his infatuated heart, Chen Jiang's ruthlessness, he came from it and didn't care about anything else. He leaned on his shoulder and cried bitterly. Xu Jian embraced his soft body, and felt that he was just outside the sky. He patted her on the back. Rouyan advised: If you want to cry, just cry!
Zhang Yadan cried for a while, felt relieved, and raised her head and asked: Why are you so kind to me?
Xu Jian looked at her crying eyes and said: Because I love you!
Zhang Yadan said: But I...
Xu Jian held her mouth and said: Don’t say it out loud, I know... If I really can’t be a couple, I would also be someone who will love you forever...
Zhang Yadan pushed his hand away and said: It's not worth it, I'm not worth it for you...
Xu Jiandao: I do!
Zhang Yadan broke away from his hand and moved his body to the side. He didn't want to discuss this topic with him anymore, so he turned to: Let it go! I'm going back...
Xu Jiandao: Do you still have to walk back?
Zhang Yadan smiled and said: Do you think I am Iron Man Ah? Of course I took a taxi back... but you paid...
Xu Jian was surprised by Zhang Yadan's 180-degree change in attitude: You...
Zhang Yadan said: I understand... There are many beautiful things waiting for me in the world. Why do I stick to these messy little things... Let them destroy my mood...
After saying that, I stopped a car and got in.
Zhang Yadan naturally went home, but when she got home, she found that Chen Jiang was not here, and thought she was going to work.
Zhang Yadan sat there for a while, thinking of her sick mother, she thought that it was not a solution to waste here like this, so it would be better to go home to take care of her mother and sort out her mood... After thinking about this, she called Chen Jiang immediately. This was the first time Chen Jiang heard that her mother-in-law was sick and asked for details. She was relieved until she knew that she was not seriously injured. She told her some things and said that he was busy now and had no time to come to see her off, so she hung up the phone.
After a few days like this, Chen Jiang was at work and suddenly received a call from Zhang Yadan. Zhang Yadan's voice on the other side of the microphone was anxious and urgent: My mother...she...is diagnosed with cancer, what should I do?
Chen Jiang was shocked and asked carefully before he found out that he had good health in the first few days until yesterday afternoon, and he had intermittent dizziness and vomiting. Zhang Yadan was sent to a local hospital for injection and medication, but his condition worsened. He knew that it was not good, so he was transferred to the municipal hospital. It was found that cancer cells were spreading.
However, due to the limited conditions of the city hospital, the disease was not further diagnosed.
Chen Jiang urged: You are so stupid, please send it to Ah!
Zhang Yadan hesitated: I heard that this kind of surgery costs at least hundreds of thousands of yuan. Do we have so much money?
Chen Jiang said anxiously: When is it now? You are still thinking about this! Bring her quickly, I will find a way to find a way to deal with money...
Zhang Yadan agreed
After a series of examinations, the couple heard the doctor's report of 300,000 yuan in operation, and looked at each other, like an ice cellar. They had only saved tens of thousands of yuan in careful calculations over the past few years. 30 yuan was nothing but astronomical to them.
Silently, he walked out of the doctor's office, and Zhang Yadan asked quietly: What do you mean?
Chen Jiang said: You are taking care of your mother in the hospital, I will find a way...
Zhang Yadan agreed, and Chen Jiang said again: Why don’t you send Qianqian to my mother? You may not have time to take care of her during this period...
Zhang Yadan sighed: Let's arrange it as you want...
After Chen Jiang handled the matter at home, he went around to borrow money from relatives and friends. But these days, it is easy to make friends but difficult to borrow money. Chen Jiang can't borrow 70,000 or 80,000!
Every time I go back to the ward to see my mother-in-law tortured by illness, and the frowning Zhang Yadan, his heart is cut like a knife!
His abnormal emotions were finally noticed by Ren Min. After several questions, Chen Jiang had to tell the whole story... Ren Min said: Are you planning to divorce Zhang Yadan? Just think about it. Why do you have to do so much effort?
Chen Jiang said: She and I are still husband and wife now. Even if we really divorce, our mother-in-law is my elder. I can’t stand by and watch, right?
Ren Min couldn't help but feel moved: Zhang Yadan's family doesn't know what kind of virtue accumulated in her previous life, and she can find you so good sn in law, but unfortunately Zhang Yadan doesn't know how to cherish...
Chen Jiang said: You are wrong... It is my honor to have a girl as good as Zhang Yadan who likes me, and I am very grateful to her mother for entrusting her to me, a useless person... Now I am just doing my duty...
Ren Min said: After hearing what you said, I seem to be petty... Okay, I'll help you think of a solution...
Chen Jiang said in surprise: You? But I don’t know when I will have money to pay you back...
Ren Min smiled and said: Hi, is there anyone who borrowed money like this?
Chen Jiang smiled embarrassedly, Ren Min said: Just say to you just now, I knew you wouldn't be able to pay it back... If you really can't pay it back, it's okay if you use your person...
Chen Jiang was stunned: What does it mean?
Ren Min said: You know in your heart, why do you need me to say it clearly?
Then he said sadly: I just fantasize that you can raise money to help her mother cure her illness. She thanks you and will naturally reconcile with you...
Chen Jiang said: You don’t understand, the problem of money between me and her is not purely...
Ren Min wanted to say something again, but saw Chen Jiang answering the phone. After listening for a while, his face changed drastically and he said: My mother-in-law is sick, I have to rush over...
Ren Min nodded
When Chen Jiang arrived, Zhang Yadan sat outside the operating room in a chair crying, walked over and asked: What's going on?
Zhang Yadan said: She just finished her meal and kept vomiting and screamed that her stomach hurts...
Chen Jiang asked: What did the doctor say?
Zhang Yadan said: The details need to be further examined, but initially it is believed that the activities of cancer cells are becoming more active. If you don’t hurry up the surgery, I’m afraid... I will miss the best time for treatment...
Chen Jiang saw that Zhang Yadan was not sleepy and had poor diet because of fear in the past few days, which caused her round and plump face to lose weight and her eyes became dull. He said with heartache: Don't worry, I'll try to raise money in the past two days, it really won't work, I...
Thinking of Ren Min's words, I thought to myself, what's wrong with selling myself?
Zhang Yadan, who was in a sad state, was in a daze and had no time to pay attention to Chen Jiang's tone, just said: You have been looking for so long before you found such a little bit! Can you find all these two days? If it really doesn't work, I can only leave it to fate. I know you have tried your best... Thank you!
Chen Jiang found Ren Min again and stammered about borrowing money. Ren Min said: I want to help you, but you know that the money belongs to my father. He was a little hesitant to get so much money at once! But don’t worry, he will come here in the next two days, and I will have a good talk with him then...
Chen Jiang sighed and said: That's all!
After two days of continuous use, Zhang Yadan was jumping up and down like an ant on a hot pan, and sighed; his mother-in-law's body was gradually decimated, and the frequency of the disease increased. Chen Jiang was also indifferent to his heart, and he wanted to comfort him but had no idea how to start!
At this time, Zhang Yadan went out of the bathroom. Her mother Li Jieru opened her eyes and looked at Chen Jiang with difficulty, signaling him to sit over, and said to him: Yadan has been by her side these days, and I don’t want to ask you about some things... It’s rare to have this opportunity now. If you don’t ask, you may not have a chance in the future... Tell me honestly, is there something wrong with Yadan?
Chen Jiang shook his head and said: We are pretty good!
Li Jieru squeezed out a smile and said: Do you think I am sick and I don’t know anything? Yadan is my daughter, I raised her. I don’t know her thoughts. In the past, I always praised you in front of me, but I don’t look like you in the sky or in the ground... I’m afraid I’ll drive you out of the door... But this time I’ve been back, she has never mentioned you in front of me. I’ll observe these days. Although you two are talking and laughing in front of me, I know you are pretending, you are afraid that I will worry, right?
Chen Jiang smiled bitterly: Mom, don’t be too worried... I and her didn’t have much trouble, but because I just came back and many things were not handled properly, so I was in a bad mood and it would be fine after a while!
Li Jieru asked again, and after receiving Chen Jiang's affirmative answer, she breathed a sigh of relief and said: I'm relieved! Chen Jiang, Yadan's father was early last year, so she was spoiled by me since she was a child. She likes to be cute in everything, don't take it to your heart...
Chen Jiang said: I know...
Li Jieru looked at Chen Jiang lovingly, her eyes gradually showed a gentle look, and said: I believe in you! I can see that you are a good child! I have seen before, how could I marry Yadan to you?
Chen Jiang's tears were almost bursting out. He held back his tears and said: Thank you! Mom!
Li Jieru said to herself: There were endless people who came to me for marriage! They were all driving here. I remember that the villagers said that my family could catch up with the market... I didn't move and wanted to find her a rich in-law's house... It was not until the first time you and her came to the door that day that I changed my mind... Now I still remember that the heavy rain had just stopped that day. The road from the entrance to the village was long and the road was muddy. But when you walked into the house, I found that Yadan's shoes were still clean, and there was no drop of water. Instead, you, under your knees, were covered with yellow mud, just like crawling out of a puddle... I knew you were carrying her in all the way. From then on, I decided that you were a man worthy of Yadan's life!
When Chen Jiang heard this, he thought of the beauty of the day, and he couldn't help but become obsessed with it!
The two of them talked, not knowing the passing of time, until Zhang Yadan walked in, they stopped talking. Zhang Yadan said coquettishly: Mom, what are you talking to him about? You are so excited, and you are not talking to me like this...
Li Jieru smiled and said: What are you going to talk to about?
Although Zhang Yadan got married and had a daughter, she was still like a girl in front of Li Jieru. Hearing this, she sat down beside her bed, held her arm, and said in a nickname: You are so partial! I am your daughter!
Li Jieru reached out to touch Zhang Yadan's hair gently over and over again, and said: From today on, Chen Jiang is both my sn in law and my son. You can't bully him! Do you know?
Zhang Yadan glanced at Chen Jiang and thought to himself: How did he coax my mother to him so well?
But he said: Whoever dares to bully him, Ah is all he bullies me!
Chen Jiang smiled and looked at the mother and daughter laughing, as if the warmth of the past was coming again, but who knew that she was terminally ill, but what could I do for her? She was so kind to me? As for Zhang Yadan, if her mother left, I'm afraid she would be more sad than me? I promised to give her happiness, but what did I do for her?
While meditating, the phone rang. It was Ren Min who called her father, saying that she was here and wanted to talk to him... Chen Jiang hurried over to the car when he heard this. Ren Min was waiting in the company. Seeing him coming, he stepped forward and grabbed his arm and whispered: I've told him just now... He basically agreed, but he wanted to confirm some things with you, don't be stubborn! Tell him well, it's okay!
Chen Jiang smiled and said: OK, thank you!
When he walked into the office, Ren Huatian was sipping tea. When he saw Chen Jiang, he asked him to sit down and said directly: Ren Min has told me all about your affairs. Although you are filial, as a businessman, I cannot ignore whether my investment is worth it. What do you think?
Chen Jiang said: Mr. Ren is saying! What conditions does Mr. Ren have to say?
Ren Huatian said: It's very simple! I won't beat you around the bush. You promised to divorce Zhang Yadan, and I'll give you the money right away!
Chen Jiang was stunned: This?
Ren Huatian smiled and said: How about it? Actually, this condition is not a condition at all. To be honest, I think I lost money. I wondered where my daughter was so bad that I had to lose money and get married in the end. I couldn’t even figure it out!
Chen Jiang gritted his teeth and said: Ren Min is a good girl, just by this method, okay?
Ren Huatiandao: I just care about the result and don’t ask about the process! As long as my daughter wants, I usually have to help her get it. Who makes her my heart and soul... But then again, you Chen Jiang is a person who values love and keeps your trustworthy people. I believe you will treat her well in the future... How about it, if you are a man, just be happy?
Chen Jiang thought of Zhang Yadan's pretty face and Li Jieru's loving smile, and thought: If she loses me, she still has Xu Jian to replace her, but where will she find her if she loses her biological mother? She should be able to enjoy a better and more comfortable life, but I have caused her so much trouble!
Thinking of this, he nodded firmly and said: OK! I promise you!
Ren Huatian smiled and said: It’s refreshing! I just like such a man! But there is another point, this is a secret agreement between the two of us. You can’t tell anyone, especially Ren Min!
Chen Jiang nodded and agreed. Ren Huatian wrote him a check and said: OK, nothing is wrong, you can go and do it first...
Chen Jiang held the check in his hand, and didn't know what kind of mood he was returning to the hospital, and said to Zhang Yadan: I've raised the money, I'll go through the procedures now, please ask mom to prepare!
Zhang Yadan was stunned and asked: Where did you get the money?
Chen Jiang said: Borrowed!
Zhang Yadan stopped asking and turned around and walked back to the ward. She was a smart woman. Of course she knew where Chen Jiang’s money was borrowed! Apart from Ren Min, who had the ability or was so generous to borrow so much money. But on the other hand, what does Ren Min mean to lend so much money to Chen Jiang, a poor worker, out of thin air?
Everything goes smoothly when you have money. Zhang Yadan felt a little calm when he saw Li Jieru who was weak but had a good face.
Li Jieru was tired after the operation and fell asleep soon after. Chen Jiang and Zhang Yadan looked at each other, exited the ward, and walked to the lawn outside. Zhang Yadan said: Did Ren Min lend you money?
Chen Jiang nodded and Zhang Yadan said: She is so generous, you are really capable!
Chen Jiang smiled bitterly and said: You don’t need to mock me?
Zhang Yadan said: I don’t...I really thank you...but why should I pay this money?
Chen Jiang said: You don’t have to worry about this!
Zhang Yadan opened her cherry lips lightly, and she wanted to say something but stopped talking... Chen Jiang pretended to be relaxed: Strange Ah, your mother is sick, why didn't Xu Jian come here?
Zhang Yadan's face changed drastically and she said: "What do you mention about him if you have nothing to do? He is not a good thing, I didn't tell him about my mother's affairs!"
Chen Jiang thought: It turns out that in your heart, you still don’t regard him as your own person!
But when I thought about the agreement with Ren Huatian, I felt sad again!
Zhang Yadan lowered his head and asked quietly: After so many days, you still haven’t figured it out, but still can’t let it go?
Chen Jiang thought for a moment and said: Well...Yadan, I shouldn't hide it from you anymore. No matter whether you say I am a chauvinist or a feudal idea is too heavy, every time I think of this, my heart hurts! I can't imagine that this will happen to you!
Zhang Yadan said: I have always known... but I was still thinking that my confession might help us win back our relationship... I miscalculated the information, but I can't blame you, you have done a good job! If possible, I really hope that you didn't love me so deeply. What you said is that because of the deep love, you are hurt!
Chen Jiang felt very uncomfortable when he saw Zhang Yadan's indifference. He turned out that he couldn't even say a word of what he had prepared.
In a blink of an eye, the trees, the green grass, the blue sky, and the passing of time
Zhang Yadan was so energetic that she smiled and said: OK! Go back! Otherwise, if my mother wakes up and doesn’t see us, her heart will be panicked...
Chen Jiang said: Yadan, mom seems to be suspicious of our relationship! Should we stop making trouble in front of her?
Zhang Yadan thought to himself that his mother had just had the surgery and it was really not appropriate to be stimulated anymore. She nodded and put her slender arms over Chen Jiang's arm. Zhan Yan smiled and said: Do you think this is the case, can she still see it?
Chen Jiang said: I only know now that you still have the talent for acting!
Zhang Yadan smiled and felt heartbroken: I am not acting? You underestimate me too much. If you didn’t really like you, would I let you touch my body?
While thinking, Chen Jiang had already come to the front with a smile on his face... But anyone could tell that he was pretending, because his eyebrows were frowning and his eyes reflected haggardness. After taking Zhang Yadan's luggage, playing with Chen Qian, he said to Zhang Yadan: Dandan, the phone was out of battery last night! I only saw your text message when I woke up this morning...
Zhang Yadan said: Didn’t you just say it on the phone?
Chen Jiang was stunned, Zhang Yadan urged him to lead the way, and the family of three walked outside
Without hugs, without holding hands, without topics, Zhang Yadan suddenly realized that although she and Chen Jiang were only half a month away, they seemed to be hundreds of years old.
Zhang Yadan stepped on the ground, but it felt like he was stepping on the scorching pain in his heart! What is this? Is he demonstrating to me? Still disdain to talk to me! She tried hard to find a topic, but in the end she found that only silence could express her mood in full!
Chen Jiang didn't have a car here, so the three of them had to take a taxi home
Chen Jiang rented three bedrooms and one living room. Zhang Yadan put down his luggage and stood in the hall to look at it, with a satisfied smile on his face.
Chen Jiang sat on the sofa, watching Zhang Yadan's every move: His face is still beautiful and his figure is still charming, but is her heart still the same as before?
Thinking of the photos he received yesterday, his heart ached faintly. He thought about the bad things and tried every means to defend Zhang Yadan, but in the end he couldn't figure out what else could Ji Jian and Zhang Yadan do in the same room?
He really can't feel good about such a despicable and shameless man! And Yadan, as Zhang Ailing said, the vagina is the best shortcut to a woman's heart? Now that this passage has been occupied by Xu Jian, can her heart still be kept?
Seeing Chen Jiang's stern face and not talking for a long time, Zhang Yadan walked into the bedroom in anger. Seeing the messy bed, she frowned and started to sort it out. She didn't expect that this sorting made her find that a few hairs were lying beside the pillow, picked it up with a slender hand, and looked carefully: It was clearly a woman's hair!
Zhang Yadan naturally knew what it meant to find a woman's hair on this bed, and her heart suddenly fell: Did it be last night...
At this time, Chen Jiang's footsteps came, and Zhang Yadan sat on the bed, pretending to be innocent and asked: Look at you being listless, what did you do last night?
Chen Jiang thought that he was extremely depressed last night, so he ran to the bar to drink alone. He was vague and Ren Min called him and only got him back after he knew it! It was night, and he vomited continuously. Thanks to Ren Min's care, he didn't know when he fell asleep later, and he didn't know when Ren Min left!
Now that I heard Zhang Yadan ask, I had to say: I drank with the client and was drunk! So I didn’t sleep well...
Zhang Yadan asked: Is the client a woman?
Chen Jiang was stunned and didn't say anything. Zhang Yadan chuckled and said: You were too careless, why didn't you clean up the bed before going out...
After saying that, he raised his jade hand lightly, and a few strands of long hair danced with the wind, which was very eye-catching. Chen Jiang stood there on the spot, wondering what Zhang Yadan meant!
Seeing that Chen Jiang did not speak, Zhang Yadan thought he was guilty and was even more determined to his guess!
Asked: I found a few female hair on your bed, don’t you want to say it?
Chen Jiang thought to himself that only Ren Min had come in in his bedroom. Could it be that she accidentally left behind last night? But I was too unlucky, why did Yadan see it... His heart was like lightning, but he was speechless
Zhang Yadan sneered: Do you want to say that you were drunk last night and lost your self-control and fell into the pomegranate skirt of a stunning beauty?
Chen Jiang was furious: You and Xu Jian are not clear about it, but now you can catch a piece of Wuxu and make a big fuss! It's outrageous!
He said immediately: What can hair on the bed prove? You are really unreasonable!
Zhang Yadan said: I'm unreasonable, so what is your behavior when you ask someone to monitor me and take photos?
Chen Jiang said: I didn’t ask anyone to monitor you! It was someone who took the initiative to contact me and Xu Jian, so I asked him to shoot...
Zhang Yadan said: When others say this, you believe it. I am your wife, but you don’t believe it! How can you live such a life?
Chen Jiang said: It’s not that I don’t believe you! You and Xu Jian often come and go, how do you make me believe it?
Zhang Yadan said: He and I are just friends! I was injured and he came to take care of me. What's wrong with it?
Chen Jiang said: Everyone else can do it, but he can't... Is he the only one in Shenzhen?
Zhang Yadan was stunned. Seeing Chen Jiang's eyes were swollen and his face turned blue, every word he spit out was like a heavy hammer to shatter all the beauty of the past. She suddenly felt fear and strange to the man in front of her: He is still the elegant and gentle Chen Jiang, my husband?
Chen Jiang was talking more and more excitedly, and said impatiently: I will tell you if you have finished it or not, I will tell you that I didn’t do anything to you anyway... If you don’t believe it, I am already here anyway, whatever you want...
When Chen Jiang heard her say this, he was at a loss and asked skeptically: Is the photo fake?
Zhang Yadan shouted: Why don’t you understand? The photo is correct... But Xu Jian and I are not as dirty as you are! We judge a gentleman’s ambition by the heart of a villain…
Chen Jiang asked her to snatch her white face and her face turned red: He is a gentleman, I am a villain! Yadan, your mind has changed a lot!
When Zhang Yadan wanted to say something else, Chen Qian ran in, grabbed her hand and asked: Mom, where is the toilet?
Chen Jiang picked up Chen Qian and went to the bathroom, left Zhang Yadan and sat blankly, letting go of his fingers, his long hair fell to the ground, and the breeze blew, missing! But her heart lake was also moved by the wind, and she couldn't help herself: Is this my uncompromise or his paranoia?
In the afternoon, Zhang Yadan was watching TV at home, and suddenly received a call from Ren Min to ask her to go out to talk. Zhang Yadan was about to find out what happened to her and Chen Jiang, so he agreed happily.
In the coffee shop, the two women sitting in the seat looked at each other and thought about each other, but no one was willing to speak. Finally, Zhang Yadan asked: When did you come to Hunan?
Ren Min said: Come with Chen Jiang...
Seeing Ren Min finishing a sentence in an understatement, Zhang Yadan stirred up coffee with a leisurely and contented look, and couldn't help but ask: Don't you have something to tell me? Hurry up!
Ren Min said: Sister Yadan, just give up Chen Jiang, okay?
Zhang Yadan was stunned: I am his wife, don’t you think this is ridiculous?
Ren Min said: But have you kept your wife's duty? You are incompatible with the men outside, what qualifications do you have to love him?
Zhang Yadan thought to himself that only a few people knew about her and Xu Jian. Donna and Xu Jian should not know Ren Min, and they would not tell her such boring things!
Then there is only Chen Jiang. Is it hard to say that he actually wants to force me to retreat through Ren Min?
Ren Min observed Zhang Yadan's expression, and the pleasure of victory arose. She guessed from the intermittent words of drunk Chen Jiang last night. When she used it today, it worked.
So he continued: Do you know, Chen Jiang is very disappointed and sad about you! He is unable to give up on you because of your past, but do you think you can live together like before in the future?
Even if your marriage can be repaired, the wounds in the soul will not heal! This scar will always exist between you and block your feelings!
Zhang Yadan stood up and said: No matter how scattered you say, I will never give up...
But she said this, Ren Min's words kept ringing in her mind, and recalling that although she had reunited since she and Chen Jiang quarreled, the mind was indeed much distant, and her thoughts seemed to have become inconsistent, and even her speech could not be as harmonious as before!
The more she thought about it, she became more and more confused, so she simply called Donna
Donna listened to her patiently and said: I think what Ren Min said makes sense! He doesn't believe you anymore. Even if you are not with Xu Jian now, you will be angry with other men... I think, maybe the matter between you and Xu Jian has affected his impression of you, maybe he has regarded you as a woman who is unfaithful to her husband and irresponsible to her family! In the long run, this sense of distrust will only weaken the relationship between you more and more...
Zhang Yadan said: But, am I giving up like this? I think I still love him very much...
Donna said: Marriage requires both efforts! You love him, but do you think he loves you? I think his relationship with Ren Min is abnormal...
This is exactly what Zhang Yadan is most worried about and asked: Do you think so too?
Donna said: Otherwise, why does Chen Jiang have such a bad attitude towards you now! I analyzed that Chen Jiang was born in a poor family and was afraid of being poor since childhood. Now he has a young, beautiful and wealthy woman like Ren Min, and she can still not be moved. The matter between you and Xu Jian is just right at the right time, and he used it as an excuse for him to escape moral condemnation...
When Zhang Yadan heard this, she no longer wanted to listen. She found an excuse to hang up the phone and wandered aimlessly with the abortion.
Over there, Donna shouted to Xu Jian with great excitement: Hey, your opportunity is here? You can go to Changsha now. You can find a girl named Ren Min first. Maybe she can help you...
Xu Jian asked: Ren Min? Who is she?
Donna said: She is Chen Jiang’s boss...
So she gave the retelling of what Zhang Yadan told her to Xu Jian
After hearing this, Xu Jian shouted loudly, and his expression seemed as if Zhang Yadan had already stood in front of him, untied his clothes and let him keep warm.
Zhang Yadan finally realized what it means to be like raining all night. Before the matter with Chen Jiang was handled, her mother at home got sick. She finally got her injection and picked up medicine. She felt a little more comfortable, so she rushed back! When she came back, she kept Chen Qian at home. Thinking about my mother who hadn't seen Chen Qian for a long time, I missed her a lot. Besides, leaving a child to chat with her to relieve her boredom is also beneficial for the condition!
After walking out of the station, he lost his direction again. Thinking about returning home now, he is probably alone again, and his sense of loneliness and desolation fills his heart! But what about Chen Jiang? He is either silent or quarrel. Zhang Yadan is full of fear for going home for the first time!
At this time, a voice sounded: Yadan, how Ah!
Zhang Yadan came back to her senses and saw that the person who called her turned out to be Xu Jian!
I wondered when he had come to Changsha? Xu Jian there seemed to see through her thoughts and said: I have been on a business trip for several days. Today, I am really a coincidence that I met you here...
Zhang Yadan thought to himself, just fool you. I didn’t see you on a business trip when I was in Shenzhen. Now I just left, and you were on a business trip. You would still come to Changsha!
Xu Jian asked: Why don’t you talk and don’t know each other anymore?
Zhang Yadan said angrily: You appear like a ghost, it would be a blessing if you were not scared to death by you... You have to give me time to react...
For some reason, when Zhang Yadan saw Xu Jian, he naturally relaxed, and the troubles in the world seemed to be left behind.
Xu Jian smiled and said: Do I look like a ghost? Is there such a handsome ghost?
Zhang Yadan smiled and said: You shameless!
Xu Jian said: That's right, young people should be more optimistic... they are frowning, as if everyone owes you money...
Zhang Yadan said: Come on, how old are you?
Xu Jian said: Oh, one year older than you! By the way, I heard from a friend recently that there will be a European carnival in Changsha, let’s go and have fun together?
Zhang Yadan hesitated and had already been pulled by him. He couldn't help but follow him to take a few steps, and quickly broke free and said: I can leave myself, what are you going to do?
Xu Jian said: Do you want to go?
Zhang Yadan thought that he had been troubled all these days, and it would be nice to have this opportunity to relax now!
The two of them sat on the pirate ship, rolling up and down, throwing around, and Zhang Yadan's worries and worries were gone but they were gone.
Her pretty face that had been tense for many days also showed a bright smile. Looking at Xu Jian beside her, she couldn't help but think that no matter how bad her mood was, he would always have a way to make herself happy. Chen Jiang, thinking of him, Zhang Yadan frowned and was discouraged!
But I didn't know that there was such a coincidence in the world. Zhang Yadan was in a mess and his eyes were thrown around. He actually saw Chen Jiang standing by the side, looking at this side with expressionless face. He didn't know what he was thinking. The person standing next to him was Ren Min. After get off work, Chen Jiang was pestered by Ren Min to this point. Unexpectedly, he saw Zhang Yadan and Xu Jian talking and laughing, and his heart sank. He was already skeptical about the relationship between Zhang Yadan and Xu Jian. Goodbye at this time, he immediately confirmed it!
Wuming burned his chest with anger. He didn't hear what Ren Min said, nor could he see the melancholy hidden deep in Zhang Yadan's eyes, in fact, it did not match the smile on her face!
He only saw Xu Jian lowly after Zhang Yadan said something only they could hear, then he left!
Zhang Yadan walked up to him, his eyes fell on Ren Min, and he couldn't help but feel the idea of never giving up. He glared at them, shook his head and left.
Chen Jiang smelled a wisp of fragrance. This was Zhang Yadan's body fragrance, but what was triggered at this time was not the thoughts, but the pain!
When Ren Min saw Zhang Yadan leaving in anger, she turned to Chen Jiang and said: How could she do this?
Chen Jiang smiled bitterly: At this moment, I realized how failed as a husband! All her smile was given to other men! All that was left to me was bitter...
Ren Min said: If you love someone, you will always have confidence and smile even when facing the greatest misfortune; on the contrary, even if you are in heaven, you will always miss the warmth of hell!
Chen Jiang was stunned: Is that true?
Ren Min faced Chen Jiang's confused eyes and said firmly: I have always been like this, don't you feel it?
Chen Jiang squeezed out a smile and said: I am not a god, how can I know about you... Alas, I'm back...
Ren Min said: I'll give you a gift?
Chen Jiang said: No need, I will take a ride back by myself...
When I walked into the house, I saw Zhang Yadan's slim background. My mind suddenly flashed like a movie. The first meeting with Zhang Yadan, the first chat, the first date, the first hug, the first kiss, the first sex scene. All of this is so beautiful, but why is God willing to mess with people?
Chen Jiang can actually be called Xu Ruohuai Valley, with a lot of people tolerant, but he is just an ordinary man and has his own bottom line. When he encounters the great humiliation of Zhang Yadan's loss of his body, he pretends to be fine in order to comfort Zhang Yadan. However, he pretends to be fine, but he doesn't know that his mind has been tangled.
Although he repeatedly reminded himself to forget this and live a good life with Zhang Yadan, whenever he saw Zhang Yadan, he always thought for no reason that this body had been polluted and that this holy land was no longer holy as before!
Zhang Yadan and Xu Jian got along several times inadvertently, which was constantly affecting his judgment. He couldn't help but think that Zhang Yadan might have no longer had him in his heart. After all, the conditions between him and Xu Jian were far behind!
Even if I force her to keep her with me with a wedding book, what's the point?
But when I think that the happy time of the past ten years is going to waste, I can't help but feel sad again... I think from the moment I saw Zhang Yadan, I swore that I must stay by her side to protect her and make her happy! But today, maybe I can no longer make her happy, so does it mean that it is time to let go?
Yadan, please believe me, I will give you happiness. For you, I can give up everything, including you!
Sitting beside Zhang Yadan, Chen Jiang said: Yadan, I'm sorry! In fact, I have never forgotten or can't let go of the harm Xu Jian caused to you!
Zhang Yadan's eyes turned red instantly and she said: Is it not worth ten years of love?
Chen Jiang said: If there were no ten years, the pain might not be so deep! It hurts because of love. If possible, I would rather not love it!
Zhang Yadan murmured: Love you makes you so uncomfortable, so will you break up next?
Chen Jiang said: We should all calm down and think about how we should treat this marriage...
Zhang Yadan stood up and shouted at Chen Jiang: You said so much, do you want to divorce? I can help you! Let you find your so-called happiness, and you don’t have to feel that you owe me anything, just like you said, I hurt you first...
Speaking of this, tears flew away and she cried out because she felt that staying here and facing Chen Jiang, the sadness and reluctance on his face would make her feel that thousands of arrows were piercing her heart! She would collapse! So she just wanted to find a quiet place at this moment, cry as much as she could, and vent her anger!
Xu Jian! It’s Xu Jian again!
He seemed to be in front of Zhang Yadan with foresight. Maybe he just happened to be the best. Maybe he just wanted to stay here and wait for Zhang Yadan. But no matter which possibility, he appeared again when Zhang Yadan was helpless. Looking at Chen Jiang who was walking away, his palm stroked Zhang Yadan's face and wiped her tears away. He said with heartache: Be good, don't cry!
Zhang Yadan covered her face and cried. She didn't know that Chen Jiang was quietly turning around and leaving after watching the scene behind her back.
Zhang Yadan suddenly felt a big hand touching his waist, subconsciously took a step back, dodged Xu Jian's hand, and Xu Jian smiled awkwardly: Sorry, I can't help myself...
Zhang Yadan sighed and said: I want to be quiet!
Xu Jian said: OK, I won’t talk to you, nor will I disturb you! But please make sure that I will follow you, even if I just look at you from a distance...
Zhang Yadan did not answer and walked forward silently, Xu Jianyi followed behind. He knew that Zhang Yadan was struggling in his heart. He knew that as long as he could stay by her at this time, victory would be
The two knew how long they had been walking. Zhang Yadan saw Xu Jian constantly wiped the sweat beads on his forehead with his hands. His clothes were almost wet, and his face turned red. He thought that he was not usually pampered and was always taking a car as his steps wherever he went. It was difficult for him to walk this time!
Zhang Yadan was both funny and moved and said: There is a stone chair in front of you, go and sit down...
Xu Jian immediately smiled and said: It's best... If you walk on, my legs will be broken...
Zhang Yadan sat down first, waved his jade hand and fanned himself, saying: If you can't walk, don't follow me, I didn't force you...
Xu Jian said: I'm happy, but I really admire you... It's like nothing happened after walking for so long...
Zhang Yadan said: You are born in a wealthy family, how can you know the hardships of our poor children? Sometimes, in order to save a few yuan in bus payments, you have to go...
When Zhang Yadan spoke, Xu Jian listened quietly, and his eyes were on her body. Seeing her lotus-like face was flushed with a few drops of sweat hanging, almost like a squeeze out from her face, just like a pear blossom with water, which was intoxicating.
Seeing that he stared at him in a daze, Zhang Yadan was embarrassed and asked: Is there any flower on my face?
Xu Jiandao: Yadan, you are so beautiful! A person like you should only be in heaven, but why did you fall into the world and suffer this hardship?
Zhang Yadan let his words arouse sadness, and she couldn't help but feel sad. Xu Jian suddenly hugged her in his arms. Zhang Yadan, who kissed her hair with his mouth, broke free in a hurry, punched him in the chest with pink boxing, and shouted: Let me go!
Xu Jian hugged her tightly and said: I won’t let go... Yadan, you are the one I can’t let go in my life... I’d rather be beaten to death by you!
Zhang Yadan couldn't break free. Thinking of his infatuated heart, Chen Jiang's ruthlessness, he came from it and didn't care about anything else. He leaned on his shoulder and cried bitterly. Xu Jian embraced his soft body, and felt that he was just outside the sky. He patted her on the back. Rouyan advised: If you want to cry, just cry!
Zhang Yadan cried for a while, felt relieved, and raised her head and asked: Why are you so kind to me?
Xu Jian looked at her crying eyes and said: Because I love you!
Zhang Yadan said: But I...
Xu Jian held her mouth and said: Don’t say it out loud, I know... If I really can’t be a couple, I would also be someone who will love you forever...
Zhang Yadan pushed his hand away and said: It's not worth it, I'm not worth it for you...
Xu Jiandao: I do!
Zhang Yadan broke away from his hand and moved his body to the side. He didn't want to discuss this topic with him anymore, so he turned to: Let it go! I'm going back...
Xu Jiandao: Do you still have to walk back?
Zhang Yadan smiled and said: Do you think I am Iron Man Ah? Of course I took a taxi back... but you paid...
Xu Jian was surprised by Zhang Yadan's 180-degree change in attitude: You...
Zhang Yadan said: I understand... There are many beautiful things waiting for me in the world. Why do I stick to these messy little things... Let them destroy my mood...
After saying that, I stopped a car and got in.
Zhang Yadan naturally went home, but when she got home, she found that Chen Jiang was not here, and thought she was going to work.
Zhang Yadan sat there for a while, thinking of her sick mother, she thought that it was not a solution to waste here like this, so it would be better to go home to take care of her mother and sort out her mood... After thinking about this, she called Chen Jiang immediately. This was the first time Chen Jiang heard that her mother-in-law was sick and asked for details. She was relieved until she knew that she was not seriously injured. She told her some things and said that he was busy now and had no time to come to see her off, so she hung up the phone.
After a few days like this, Chen Jiang was at work and suddenly received a call from Zhang Yadan. Zhang Yadan's voice on the other side of the microphone was anxious and urgent: My mother...she...is diagnosed with cancer, what should I do?
Chen Jiang was shocked and asked carefully before he found out that he had good health in the first few days until yesterday afternoon, and he had intermittent dizziness and vomiting. Zhang Yadan was sent to a local hospital for injection and medication, but his condition worsened. He knew that it was not good, so he was transferred to the municipal hospital. It was found that cancer cells were spreading.
However, due to the limited conditions of the city hospital, the disease was not further diagnosed.
Chen Jiang urged: You are so stupid, please send it to Ah!
Zhang Yadan hesitated: I heard that this kind of surgery costs at least hundreds of thousands of yuan. Do we have so much money?
Chen Jiang said anxiously: When is it now? You are still thinking about this! Bring her quickly, I will find a way to find a way to deal with money...
Zhang Yadan agreed
After a series of examinations, the couple heard the doctor's report of 300,000 yuan in operation, and looked at each other, like an ice cellar. They had only saved tens of thousands of yuan in careful calculations over the past few years. 30 yuan was nothing but astronomical to them.
Silently, he walked out of the doctor's office, and Zhang Yadan asked quietly: What do you mean?
Chen Jiang said: You are taking care of your mother in the hospital, I will find a way...
Zhang Yadan agreed, and Chen Jiang said again: Why don’t you send Qianqian to my mother? You may not have time to take care of her during this period...
Zhang Yadan sighed: Let's arrange it as you want...
After Chen Jiang handled the matter at home, he went around to borrow money from relatives and friends. But these days, it is easy to make friends but difficult to borrow money. Chen Jiang can't borrow 70,000 or 80,000!
Every time I go back to the ward to see my mother-in-law tortured by illness, and the frowning Zhang Yadan, his heart is cut like a knife!
His abnormal emotions were finally noticed by Ren Min. After several questions, Chen Jiang had to tell the whole story... Ren Min said: Are you planning to divorce Zhang Yadan? Just think about it. Why do you have to do so much effort?
Chen Jiang said: She and I are still husband and wife now. Even if we really divorce, our mother-in-law is my elder. I can’t stand by and watch, right?
Ren Min couldn't help but feel moved: Zhang Yadan's family doesn't know what kind of virtue accumulated in her previous life, and she can find you so good sn in law, but unfortunately Zhang Yadan doesn't know how to cherish...
Chen Jiang said: You are wrong... It is my honor to have a girl as good as Zhang Yadan who likes me, and I am very grateful to her mother for entrusting her to me, a useless person... Now I am just doing my duty...
Ren Min said: After hearing what you said, I seem to be petty... Okay, I'll help you think of a solution...
Chen Jiang said in surprise: You? But I don’t know when I will have money to pay you back...
Ren Min smiled and said: Hi, is there anyone who borrowed money like this?
Chen Jiang smiled embarrassedly, Ren Min said: Just say to you just now, I knew you wouldn't be able to pay it back... If you really can't pay it back, it's okay if you use your person...
Chen Jiang was stunned: What does it mean?
Ren Min said: You know in your heart, why do you need me to say it clearly?
Then he said sadly: I just fantasize that you can raise money to help her mother cure her illness. She thanks you and will naturally reconcile with you...
Chen Jiang said: You don’t understand, the problem of money between me and her is not purely...
Ren Min wanted to say something again, but saw Chen Jiang answering the phone. After listening for a while, his face changed drastically and he said: My mother-in-law is sick, I have to rush over...
Ren Min nodded
When Chen Jiang arrived, Zhang Yadan sat outside the operating room in a chair crying, walked over and asked: What's going on?
Zhang Yadan said: She just finished her meal and kept vomiting and screamed that her stomach hurts...
Chen Jiang asked: What did the doctor say?
Zhang Yadan said: The details need to be further examined, but initially it is believed that the activities of cancer cells are becoming more active. If you don’t hurry up the surgery, I’m afraid... I will miss the best time for treatment...
Chen Jiang saw that Zhang Yadan was not sleepy and had poor diet because of fear in the past few days, which caused her round and plump face to lose weight and her eyes became dull. He said with heartache: Don't worry, I'll try to raise money in the past two days, it really won't work, I...
Thinking of Ren Min's words, I thought to myself, what's wrong with selling myself?
Zhang Yadan, who was in a sad state, was in a daze and had no time to pay attention to Chen Jiang's tone, just said: You have been looking for so long before you found such a little bit! Can you find all these two days? If it really doesn't work, I can only leave it to fate. I know you have tried your best... Thank you!
Chen Jiang found Ren Min again and stammered about borrowing money. Ren Min said: I want to help you, but you know that the money belongs to my father. He was a little hesitant to get so much money at once! But don’t worry, he will come here in the next two days, and I will have a good talk with him then...
Chen Jiang sighed and said: That's all!
After two days of continuous use, Zhang Yadan was jumping up and down like an ant on a hot pan, and sighed; his mother-in-law's body was gradually decimated, and the frequency of the disease increased. Chen Jiang was also indifferent to his heart, and he wanted to comfort him but had no idea how to start!
At this time, Zhang Yadan went out of the bathroom. Her mother Li Jieru opened her eyes and looked at Chen Jiang with difficulty, signaling him to sit over, and said to him: Yadan has been by her side these days, and I don’t want to ask you about some things... It’s rare to have this opportunity now. If you don’t ask, you may not have a chance in the future... Tell me honestly, is there something wrong with Yadan?
Chen Jiang shook his head and said: We are pretty good!
Li Jieru squeezed out a smile and said: Do you think I am sick and I don’t know anything? Yadan is my daughter, I raised her. I don’t know her thoughts. In the past, I always praised you in front of me, but I don’t look like you in the sky or in the ground... I’m afraid I’ll drive you out of the door... But this time I’ve been back, she has never mentioned you in front of me. I’ll observe these days. Although you two are talking and laughing in front of me, I know you are pretending, you are afraid that I will worry, right?
Chen Jiang smiled bitterly: Mom, don’t be too worried... I and her didn’t have much trouble, but because I just came back and many things were not handled properly, so I was in a bad mood and it would be fine after a while!
Li Jieru asked again, and after receiving Chen Jiang's affirmative answer, she breathed a sigh of relief and said: I'm relieved! Chen Jiang, Yadan's father was early last year, so she was spoiled by me since she was a child. She likes to be cute in everything, don't take it to your heart...
Chen Jiang said: I know...
Li Jieru looked at Chen Jiang lovingly, her eyes gradually showed a gentle look, and said: I believe in you! I can see that you are a good child! I have seen before, how could I marry Yadan to you?
Chen Jiang's tears were almost bursting out. He held back his tears and said: Thank you! Mom!
Li Jieru said to herself: There were endless people who came to me for marriage! They were all driving here. I remember that the villagers said that my family could catch up with the market... I didn't move and wanted to find her a rich in-law's house... It was not until the first time you and her came to the door that day that I changed my mind... Now I still remember that the heavy rain had just stopped that day. The road from the entrance to the village was long and the road was muddy. But when you walked into the house, I found that Yadan's shoes were still clean, and there was no drop of water. Instead, you, under your knees, were covered with yellow mud, just like crawling out of a puddle... I knew you were carrying her in all the way. From then on, I decided that you were a man worthy of Yadan's life!
When Chen Jiang heard this, he thought of the beauty of the day, and he couldn't help but become obsessed with it!
The two of them talked, not knowing the passing of time, until Zhang Yadan walked in, they stopped talking. Zhang Yadan said coquettishly: Mom, what are you talking to him about? You are so excited, and you are not talking to me like this...
Li Jieru smiled and said: What are you going to talk to about?
Although Zhang Yadan got married and had a daughter, she was still like a girl in front of Li Jieru. Hearing this, she sat down beside her bed, held her arm, and said in a nickname: You are so partial! I am your daughter!
Li Jieru reached out to touch Zhang Yadan's hair gently over and over again, and said: From today on, Chen Jiang is both my sn in law and my son. You can't bully him! Do you know?
Zhang Yadan glanced at Chen Jiang and thought to himself: How did he coax my mother to him so well?
But he said: Whoever dares to bully him, Ah is all he bullies me!
Chen Jiang smiled and looked at the mother and daughter laughing, as if the warmth of the past was coming again, but who knew that she was terminally ill, but what could I do for her? She was so kind to me? As for Zhang Yadan, if her mother left, I'm afraid she would be more sad than me? I promised to give her happiness, but what did I do for her?
While meditating, the phone rang. It was Ren Min who called her father, saying that she was here and wanted to talk to him... Chen Jiang hurried over to the car when he heard this. Ren Min was waiting in the company. Seeing him coming, he stepped forward and grabbed his arm and whispered: I've told him just now... He basically agreed, but he wanted to confirm some things with you, don't be stubborn! Tell him well, it's okay!
Chen Jiang smiled and said: OK, thank you!
When he walked into the office, Ren Huatian was sipping tea. When he saw Chen Jiang, he asked him to sit down and said directly: Ren Min has told me all about your affairs. Although you are filial, as a businessman, I cannot ignore whether my investment is worth it. What do you think?
Chen Jiang said: Mr. Ren is saying! What conditions does Mr. Ren have to say?
Ren Huatian said: It's very simple! I won't beat you around the bush. You promised to divorce Zhang Yadan, and I'll give you the money right away!
Chen Jiang was stunned: This?
Ren Huatian smiled and said: How about it? Actually, this condition is not a condition at all. To be honest, I think I lost money. I wondered where my daughter was so bad that I had to lose money and get married in the end. I couldn’t even figure it out!
Chen Jiang gritted his teeth and said: Ren Min is a good girl, just by this method, okay?
Ren Huatiandao: I just care about the result and don’t ask about the process! As long as my daughter wants, I usually have to help her get it. Who makes her my heart and soul... But then again, you Chen Jiang is a person who values love and keeps your trustworthy people. I believe you will treat her well in the future... How about it, if you are a man, just be happy?
Chen Jiang thought of Zhang Yadan's pretty face and Li Jieru's loving smile, and thought: If she loses me, she still has Xu Jian to replace her, but where will she find her if she loses her biological mother? She should be able to enjoy a better and more comfortable life, but I have caused her so much trouble!
Thinking of this, he nodded firmly and said: OK! I promise you!
Ren Huatian smiled and said: It’s refreshing! I just like such a man! But there is another point, this is a secret agreement between the two of us. You can’t tell anyone, especially Ren Min!
Chen Jiang nodded and agreed. Ren Huatian wrote him a check and said: OK, nothing is wrong, you can go and do it first...
Chen Jiang held the check in his hand, and didn't know what kind of mood he was returning to the hospital, and said to Zhang Yadan: I've raised the money, I'll go through the procedures now, please ask mom to prepare!
Zhang Yadan was stunned and asked: Where did you get the money?
Chen Jiang said: Borrowed!
Zhang Yadan stopped asking and turned around and walked back to the ward. She was a smart woman. Of course she knew where Chen Jiang’s money was borrowed! Apart from Ren Min, who had the ability or was so generous to borrow so much money. But on the other hand, what does Ren Min mean to lend so much money to Chen Jiang, a poor worker, out of thin air?
Everything goes smoothly when you have money. Zhang Yadan felt a little calm when he saw Li Jieru who was weak but had a good face.
Li Jieru was tired after the operation and fell asleep soon after. Chen Jiang and Zhang Yadan looked at each other, exited the ward, and walked to the lawn outside. Zhang Yadan said: Did Ren Min lend you money?
Chen Jiang nodded and Zhang Yadan said: She is so generous, you are really capable!
Chen Jiang smiled bitterly and said: You don’t need to mock me?
Zhang Yadan said: I don’t...I really thank you...but why should I pay this money?
Chen Jiang said: You don’t have to worry about this!
Zhang Yadan opened her cherry lips lightly, and she wanted to say something but stopped talking... Chen Jiang pretended to be relaxed: Strange Ah, your mother is sick, why didn't Xu Jian come here?
Zhang Yadan's face changed drastically and she said: "What do you mention about him if you have nothing to do? He is not a good thing, I didn't tell him about my mother's affairs!"
Chen Jiang thought: It turns out that in your heart, you still don’t regard him as your own person!
But when I thought about the agreement with Ren Huatian, I felt sad again!
Zhang Yadan lowered his head and asked quietly: After so many days, you still haven’t figured it out, but still can’t let it go?
Chen Jiang thought for a moment and said: Well...Yadan, I shouldn't hide it from you anymore. No matter whether you say I am a chauvinist or a feudal idea is too heavy, every time I think of this, my heart hurts! I can't imagine that this will happen to you!
Zhang Yadan said: I have always known... but I was still thinking that my confession might help us win back our relationship... I miscalculated the information, but I can't blame you, you have done a good job! If possible, I really hope that you didn't love me so deeply. What you said is that because of the deep love, you are hurt!
Chen Jiang felt very uncomfortable when he saw Zhang Yadan's indifference. He turned out that he couldn't even say a word of what he had prepared.
In a blink of an eye, the trees, the green grass, the blue sky, and the passing of time
Zhang Yadan was so energetic that she smiled and said: OK! Go back! Otherwise, if my mother wakes up and doesn’t see us, her heart will be panicked...
Chen Jiang said: Yadan, mom seems to be suspicious of our relationship! Should we stop making trouble in front of her?
Zhang Yadan thought to himself that his mother had just had the surgery and it was really not appropriate to be stimulated anymore. She nodded and put her slender arms over Chen Jiang's arm. Zhan Yan smiled and said: Do you think this is the case, can she still see it?
Chen Jiang said: I only know now that you still have the talent for acting!
Zhang Yadan smiled and felt heartbroken: I am not acting? You underestimate me too much. If you didn’t really like you, would I let you touch my body?