Chapter 860 Wife's Decision 5

My wife's escape has already made me understand that my heart hurts, but I can't do anything about it. At this moment, I hate myself a little, hate my incompetence, hate my actions, and hate everything I have

After standing for a while, speechless to each other, my wife turned sadly

Yunjuan I feel that I will lose her forever in the next second, I shouted anxiously

Wife's bitter look back

Is it really late? I asked in pain

My wife took a deep breath, calmed down, turned around and stroked my cheek reluctantly and said, "Don't be stupid, you must be fine in the future, okay?"

Whether it was making the final effort or just to look at her a few more words or say a few more words, I didn't want to give up and said bitterly, saying "Do you know?" On the day we got married, I thought I had obtained the whole world."

Can you not do this? You know, this will only make me more painful. My wife can't bear to say

I don't care, I just need you to stay by my side, I am willing to let me give up anything I am unwilling to say

Do you know why I married you without hesitation despite everyone's opposition? My wife looked at me gently and asked, and before I could answer, she continued because you only had me in your heart at that time, but after marriage you changed. You think about work, overtime, how to get promoted and raise your salary all day long. I became no more important in your heart. In order to work overtime, you can ignore my feelings and make me feel that I am no more important.

I understand her words. Actually, I felt that I had a long time ago, but I had no choice. With a family and her, the burden on my shoulders became heavy unknowingly. Working overtime day and night, I just want to work hard to make her live a better life through hard work.

It's not like that. You have always been the most important thing in my heart, but I must also fight for our future! I shook my head and said

Until now, you still don’t understand. I am not a woman who wants to enjoy it. When I married you, I never thought of becoming a rich wife. As long as you treat me well, we really don’t need too much. But slowly, you can no longer give me what I want. Instead, you impose a lot of things that I don’t want, even disgusted, and make me painful. Do you know that these pressures make me breathless? Maybe when it comes to emotions, maybe my heart is in pain, my wife can’t suppress her emotions, tears flash in her eyes

I also became a little excited and grabbed her arms and said, "We don't need it, but our children need it in the future. I don't want our children to kneel in front of other people's houses for a night. I don't want anyone to think we will lose their face in the future. Even our children's wedding will not dare to go to the auditorium!

I don't know if I feel the embarrassment, pain, and persistence in my heart. My wife bit her lips tightly, and tears rolled down big, but for her, maybe everything was really too late, because a long time ago, I led her to a wrong way to no return

She wiped her tears several times and said with her breath. I can understand you, but you will never understand my feelings. Do you know? Every time I get together, I don’t dare to see who the other party is. I can only close my eyes and think of him as you, but whenever this happens, the scene of you and other women will appear in front of me again.

I was stunned and couldn't answer

Every time I wake up, betrayal, guilt, and shame will come exponentially, but I dare not show it, I am afraid of affecting you and everyone, I can only hide this feeling, but these pains are like maggots in the bones, hidden in my heart, making me feel in pain, and I can't get rid of it from the initial pain to the later numbness, I don't know what I will become if I continue, but I know that I can no longer bear it. My wife looked at me and continued

Her eyes told me that none of this was exaggerated, nor was it a lie

Every time I get together, I feel like I have a knife on my body. Now, I am covered in bruises and I have no place to cut you. Speaking of the latter, my wife's expression is a bit dull, as if she is telling someone else's story.

But my heart was as if it were a knife, and I said in pain. Why didn’t you tell me earlier, would we withdraw, okay?

Late? My wife shook her head again

What's late? You've never told me, let alone I've thought about it. I still can't let go, I can't bear to give up, I'm unwilling to give up.

I've been asking you to think about it, but you've never thought it seriously. My wife shook her head

Maybe she is really right, I'm silly again

Actually, I don’t blame you because I know you. Your only goodness and biggest shortcoming is that you value feelings too much, whether it is love, family, or friendship, you can’t let go. Sometimes it’s even to an indistinguishable point. My wife smiled comfortably and said, looking at me in despair. I also know that you can’t bear to leave them because of love. Maybe in your heart, you always treat them as family members, but I am different. My husband is only you, and I have the only one of my lovers. Do you understand?