Chapter 334 Wife's Monologue 21

I became even more angry. Later, my husband finally couldn't stand it. Maybe he was helpless. We started a big fight and my heart hurt so much that I couldn't stop the tears at all.

I could see that he was in pain, too. This was not what I wanted, nor was it what I wanted to choose. I didn't know whether to give in to me or worry that it would be impossible to end if I continued to argue. He asked the final choice to avoid me and kick him out of the bedroom, but he accepted it calmly.

In the next half month, I deliberately alienated him because I was afraid of quarreling again. My heart could no longer withstand such pain. I was worried that the next outbreak might be the last straw that crushed us.

I do this, hoping that he will realize the danger, come up with a way to make a change

The thought of him hurts him even more. He doesn't want to go home after get off work, maybe he doesn't want to face the cold me

He started to drink heavily, and went home drunk every day, falling asleep

This may help him find a little relief, but he took into account me, which made me even more annoyed, helpless, and even a little disappointed. He is the pillar of this family. How could he give up on himself and choose to neglect me, give up this family, he has never treated me like this, nor has he done this before.

In those days, I was at a loss, not knowing how to wake him up, and not knowing whether I could wake him up

Just when I was confused and considered whether to give up completely, I always remember that night. It was the first time I felt a crisis about our relationship. I was just helpless before, and I never had a crisis. After all, I knew that he still loved me deeply, but that day I had doubts about him that night. I was alone at home, so deserted that made me afraid that I had been lying in bed for a long time and didn't fall asleep. I couldn't stop thinking about things that had no answers, and occasionally I would worry that he was drunk outside and not something happened.

Later, I fell asleep at some point, until I felt awakened by a pair of hands, and found that my pajamas had been untied. I soon realized that it was him, still drunk and full of alcohol. To be honest, I was a little disgusted with the smell of alcohol at that time. After all, he was like this every day these days, which troubled me. Not only was he worried about his body, but he also became a drunkard.

But at that moment, I felt a little joyful, because I felt his passion and desire. It has not been a long time since. For us who were already dull, it may be a new starting point. At first, I was a little hesitant to wake up and cooperate, or continue to pretend to be asleep and let him succeed.

He may not know yet, I had woken up, my movements became more and more invasive, I kept kissing my bones, gently caressing all sensitive parts of my body, I slowly became a little involved, and I couldn't help but breathe slightly as he behaved. The emptiness in my heart made me look forward to his entry. Soon he couldn't stand it, and finally climbed up.

Just as I was about to welcome him, as he approached, I smelled the fragrance. The strange smell of the woman's intuition made me realize instantly that it was the smell of a woman, very fragrant and attractive

Judging from the fragrance, this woman should be very tasteful, not the kind of woman who can take home if you are outside, just a man with any skill.

But the more this happens, the more uneasy I feel in my heart. Almost subconsciously opened my eyes and pushed him away, the desire to instantly disappear. Instead, it was anger, frightened, and I pulled my pajamas and asked about the source of the fragrance.

What I didn't expect was that before he could say anything, he rushed up again with red eyes, pressed me down, and started pulling my pajamas. His reaction was blank in my mind. I didn't understand why he became like this. I kept fighting with him and let him stop.

But he completely lost his mind. Not only did he listen to what I said, but he pressed my hand harder. For the first time, when I was unwilling to do so, he felt a little humiliated and more angry. How could he treat me like this?

The words of that good sister came to my mind inexplicably. Once the second situation occurs, if a man loses sexual interest in a woman, the first situation will happen one after another. The man will look for an affair outside and was a little unbelievable at first. I kept sticking to the bottom line. Because he had no other women outside, I firmly believed that he still loved me wholeheartedly.

But at this moment, everything changed, like a bolt from the blue, making me unable to accept the first situation, and I began to wonder if he really had another woman

He wanted me, I thought of compromise, but when I thought of that strange woman, I couldn't stand it

Haven't he been interested in me these days? I tried hard to push him away, but he was like a devil

He was like a beast with his head hurt, rushing around regardless of his care, as if he wanted to destroy my reason. The more he did this, the more I smelled the fragrance on his body. The more painful I felt in my heart, the more I wanted to break free. I tried my best to fight him, but I couldn't break free. I felt like a weak sheep, being torn in the mouth of the wolf until my strength was used up and I stopped struggling.

Everything in the room began to shake, but I could no longer hear the tears I had been holding back for a long time, and I could no longer hold it back. I hated and cried out in pain, but he unexpectedly stopped moving.

He looked at me, I could see the regret and self-blame in his eyes, he withdrew from my body and regained himself, I pushed him away, for some reason, at that moment, I felt that the person I was familiar with was not the person I was familiar with, but the monster with a irritable head, full of anger, and a choice of people to eat.

I hugged my body and unconsciously stayed away from him