Chapter 349 Wife's Monologue 17

The original intention was to be happy, but the result was not satisfactory. After dinner, the questions of my mother and second brother made Lei unable to resist me. I could understand what my mother meant. I didn't deliberately object, but I understand Lei better. Living with him every day, I understand him better and knowing his suffering.

Every man is not willing to let his beloved suffer, but reality is cruel. Life is like this. It cannot make everyone happy and not willing. But I believe him. I believe that he will be proud one day and let me and make everyone glory even if he cannot succeed. I don’t care. In my heart, as long as he loves me forever, our home is warm and happy enough. I have thought about it. Actually, I like children very much. I thought about having children very early but we can’t afford it now. The reality is so cruel and will not change due to people’s wishes. Although it is difficult now, I have already decided in my heart that when I pay off my mortgage, I will have a child as soon as possible. In my heart, I can only wait for the child to have children. Our love and our marriage are complete.

When he came back that night, Lei was in a low mood. I tried my best to comfort him and he didn't show it on his face, but I knew he felt uncomfortable. In the following days, he started to work day and night, although he didn't say anything about his life, but I knew that he was very tired, not only physically but also painful.

I advised him, but the man made up his mind. Sometimes women were powerless. I could only follow him, try my best to take care of his life, make a lot of nutritious dishes, make a lot of medicinal soup for him to drink those days. Except for work, he seemed to forget the whole world.

I was worried that his body could not bear it, so I wanted him to stop and rest, but I couldn't find an excuse, and I was lucky to be at the club soon. That was the first time I was grateful for the club. No matter how much pain it caused me, at least it helped me once and could stop him temporarily

After arriving at that villa, Lei's expression was indeed relaxed, as if he had removed the burden and turned back to himself. I began to look at this villa that once was a place of pain in my heart. I thought that it might help us separate the outside world and let us live in another world, a world where only self, no burden, and no need to hide.

I don't know if it was because we drank too much wine, or if we wanted to throw away everything, and indulged ourselves that time we played a lot and were crazy. Everyone joined in. Not only did I take off my underwear in front of other men for the first time, I was also punished to perform an ugly posture in front of everyone.

I can't tell how I convinced myself at that time, whether it was based on the transformation of my inner role or falling into the sea of ​​desire, and wanted to accompany Lei to be crazy and lose, and was asked to take off my clothes. I was really scared. I wanted to escape the eyes around me, full of aggression, and it was so scary, like hungry wolves who had been hungry for a long time.

Just when I was hesitating, Ye Ziyan came out at the right time and added fuel to the fire. The idea of ​​attracting Kailei was not just a provocation, but a letter of war directly to me. I don’t want to lose to Ye Ziyan because I can’t afford to lose that chip. I took off my skirt with a complicated mood.

Some things that I usually dare not try, once I take the first step, I will take every step I will naturally take. I don’t know if it is because of alcohol or habits. Facing those greedy eyes, I gradually no longer feared, but I enjoy it a little, at least I prove that I am still charming.

The game started to be out of control. The rest of the club seemed to have already agreed to design a trap and let us jump in. Later, Sister Yuzhen competed with us. Everyone had the mentality of watching the show. Seeing her lose and performing with Huo Lixiang in front of everyone, I felt a little indescribable. I was both excited and afraid.

Who knew that the good times would not last long, and it was Lei and I in the end. If I could choose at that time, I would rather die than make such a shameful posture in front of so many people. If it were the past, it would never be possible. But now, as long as Lei and I can get along well, I will not have so much persistence.

The process is provocative. I can't let go of myself when I am watched by so many people, but it is this nervousness and shyness that makes people excited. At first, I avoided it, but then fell into everyone's eyes little by little, and at first she could still control her. I was soon attracted by him and couldn't bear it.

I don't know how I got through that period. At that time, my mind was in chaos and I couldn't think about how long it would take. When I could hardly hold on, I asked patiently.

Lei came back to his senses and got up. At that time, I felt wet, shy, and could not hide. I had no strength to stand up with my soft face. I still had to rely on his help to get up from the ground. I could see the desire in everyone's eyes. Whether it was a man or a woman, the sparks were jumping in my heart. I was no exception. My whole body was burned and I was hot, but I couldn't find a place to vent.

Ye Ziyan came out at the right time to announce the end of the game and got to the point

When holding the red rope, I was very nervous and looked forward to it. I kept thinking about who would be pulled, but I was even more anxious and anxious to vent the flames in my heart.