Chapter 3

After the incident that night, Liu Chen didn't come to work for several days in a row.

Every night I send messages to her QQ, but I haven't received any reply

I got the body I dreamed of, Liu Chen, but this was the beginning of my obsession with her even more.

I was full of desire for her and fell in love with her

For the first time, I realized the feeling of falling in love with a woman

Bored, I found Erwei, told me about Liu Chen, and I lied. I only found out that her son might also be my classmate and Erwei, but I didn't tell the truth. I knew it very early.

I told Erwei not to expose the fact that Liu Chen and I had a relationship

Erwei said: I know you have ideas about that woman, and I feel it when I come to the warehouse to complete the goods. But to be honest, this incident happened even more strange than when I met Sun Yuhong as a lady.

I asked: She ignored me for several days. Is our relationship overwhelmed?

Erwei said: I will be proud of the little girl in my life. I don’t understand or be interested in the older woman. Since you slept with Sister Liu, she didn’t tell the police that you should have room for you to be a hooligan. Maybe there is still a chance.

Maybe there is still a show? Since Liu Chen doesn't want to see me, I'll go to see her

In the evening, I went to Liu Chen's house with a gift. She refused to let me in. I used the same trick again and shouted.

There are several old neighbors living in the corridor of Song Yang's family. Of course, Liu Chen doesn't want his neighbors to see the clues.

Thinking of driving me away, I'm a dead pig, not afraid of boiling water, that's absolutely impossible

I was so angry that my face turned red. I opened the door and hurriedly pulled me into her room

You have also obtained my people. What else is there for me, an old woman, that is worth your entanglement!

Liu Chen stared at me intently, as if he wanted to ask for an answer

I thought I hadn't seen her for many days, and I was afraid that she would be in a bad mood and had a haggard face.

I saw it now, it was far from what I thought I had

I took out the exquisite platinum necklace and put it on her fair neck when Liu Chen was stunned.

I'm serious This is my first time giving a gift from a woman

I don't know why I ran out of Liu Chen's room after saying this

(Liu Chen once recorded his mood that day in his diary: I cried again at that moment. Why can’t I say that I’m crying? It’s just that I feel complicated and out of control)

Liu Chen's figure appeared in my shop again. A familiar customer asked her that she hadn't been to work for a long time. She smiled and said that it was better to have a cold or fever, and the answer was relaxed and natural.

The white half-sleeved T-shirt and light blue jeans set off Liu Chen's entire buttocks so beautiful, and I am infinitely happy in my heart

When the business was about to get off work, I was shameless and approached Liu Chen and whispered: I will go to your house tonight? Leave a door for me. Liu Chen also replied in a low voice: No way!

Just when I made up my mind to attack Song Yang's house at night, Liu Chen took the initiative to send me a QQ message for the first time

She told me not to go to her house these days, because her menstrual period is coming

I said you might have made an excuse to lie to me on purpose, right?

Liu Chen said, do you think it is so easy to speak for a woman to tell a man that her period has come?

So I changed the topic and said that she told me this news, was it considered a notification? After the menstrual period, I could date her

Liu Chen was angry and annoyed, and rolled his eyes several times in a row.

I'm afraid that if you want to get close to Liu Chen again, you have to postpone it for a few days. Moreover, Liu Chen also asked me for a long vacation, and even meeting at work during the day is not possible for the time being.

The communication with Liu Chen on QQ at night is the only way to contact me and her, and it is also the only way to relieve loneliness.

From Liu Chen's perspective, because we had a substantial physical relationship, she no longer became hiding in QQ chat, calmly and even boldly, completely opening her heart to me

This also deepened the understanding between Liu Chen and me, and finally injected a stream of delicate emotions into the simple physical need relationship, which made me suddenly think of a word Spirit and Meat

(Liu Chen wrote in his diary during this period: In such a communication atmosphere, I was gradually freed from the abyss of moral guilt)

Liu Chen said to me on QQ: There is a very interesting thing in this book: 'We went to bed, but we didn't even have a kiss'. This made me think of you and me at once. I suddenly felt that I knew too little about you. Can you tell me about your family life, your parents, and relatives, do you have your first love?

I'm very willing to answer anything about Liu Chen, but this still made me think about it in my mind.

And for some reason, when Liu Chen asked about my first love, I was the first to think of the class beauty with Song Yang. Xue Ping

Then I began to think of my home, my dad, my mom

I didn't tell Liu Chen about the class beauty Xue Ping, I said I had never had a first love

Then I talked about my family and family, and I said a lot, as if I were making a complete report

Finally, Liu Chen sighed and sent an expression to end my long discussion.

Since I knew you were obsessed with me, I was considering whether you had an Oedipus complex. I even occasionally thought about whether you like your own mother, but I was not sure, because I have never heard you talk about your parents. Now I know clearly that you don’t like your mother. But, you like me, you say you are obsessed with me... Although I would be embarrassed to say that, but I think my mother and I must be women of different personalities. Maybe my appearance has aroused your deep desire for ideal motherhood.

After Liu Chen said that, he was silent for a while and replied: You don’t mind what I just said.

I said to Liu Chen: In you, I have indeed gotten what I have not seen for a long time. I also want to know about you, especially in terms of emotions.

Now it was Liu Chen's turn to start his thoughts

She told me that she is a relatively introverted person and likes to read books and have the habit of writing diaries.

When she married Song Yang's father, she became a wife and was still confused about the concept of marriage and family.

Song Yang's father is eight years older than Liu Chen. In Liu Chen's impression, Song Yang's father cared for him so much that such a relationship is not like a couple, but a bit like a father treating his daughter's feelings.

Before Song Yang's father passed away, because of Song Yang's father's existence, Liu Chen was like a flower living in a greenhouse, with no worries about food and clothing, and just lived simply in his own small world.

After Song Yang's father passed away, Liu Chen had to face a new life and the difficulties that followed, and the biggest impact was laid off and unemployed.

Although Song Yang's father left a savings during his lifetime, Song Yang always needed money and could deal with it in front of him, but thinking about the future is far from enough

During that time, she even believed in the advice of relatives and friends, and might as well find a partner to marry again

But what is disheartening is that this only refreshed Liu Chen again and again his clear understanding of the dirty and shameless men, and completely wiped out her idea of ​​starting a new marriage path.

Liu Chen said that I couldn't avoid it and said that she lost her virginity to me.

Liu Chen said that I appeared most appropriately at her most helpless and panic moment. I gave her a lot of help and care, and even patience.

I made her feel the dependence that a man can give to a woman

Only Song Yang's father could do this sense of security before

If we put aside the age difference, what I did was almost the boyfriend standard that Liu Chen agreed with. How cruel is the joke of fate!

When I started showing love, she said she seemed to be sleepwalking and didn't even realize how such a thing could come true, and this was the beginning of the wrong thing.

Later, the continuous warming of ears disrupted Liu Chen's inner emotional world

She said that she obviously underestimated me and always regarded me as a child like her son

She even felt that it would be no big deal to acquiesce to such an ambiguous relationship, and she believed that she would have the ability to be able to grasp the standards and grasp the standards.

This taboo love that should be strangled in the Cute bud state has sprouted

The watershed that made Liu Chen truly awake was when I first went to Liu Chen’s house

The moment I looked at her with a desire to conquer her, she suddenly felt that she could not control the child as old as her son. She felt panic for the first time.

On that night, she lay on the bed and saw the text from my QQ: Chenchen, I want to suck your breasts, I want to kiss every part of your body, I want to let your vagina flow out of my love juice that welcomes me...

The short text made my legs weak and my lower abdomen was hot. I recovered from the shock. I got out of bed, took off my underwear, and kept scrubbing the spot-sized water stains on my underwear in a hot basin

What makes me even more ashamed is that since that night, I, who had a tendency to be ill, began to cleanse my body more vigorously, especially those special areas where women are sensitive and privacy, and even I don’t want to admit that I did this, but it was really to prepare for physical relationships that might happen at any time.

I finally couldn't help asking: But you should have accepted my infringement passively, and I didn't see your wish?

Liu Chen said: Because of the unique reserve of women, but I am really ready to have a physical relationship with you. There will be no resistance. When you take off my clothes, I still want to hold your hand. But what's the use? When you take off my underwear, I still want to stop your hand, but when you touched my lower body, I covered my eyes with both hands in the dark.

I said: I'm sorry, Chenchen, you were still crying at that time

Liu Chen said: Yes, I cried, actually that was not the first time I cried. When I knew I would be unable to avoid having sex with you, I started crying. I thought of Song Yang's father, and Song Yang. If I found a peer to talk about marriage and had sex, I would not have such a deep guilt. But a child like you will have sex, and no one will understand me. Song Yang's father, and Song Yang will not sympathize with me or forgive me. I might say that I was tempted by you. Maybe I deserve it because of my own fault, but I just feel that I am so wronged. So I often cry because of this.

Sorry, Chenchen, I love you, I want you, I'm almost crazy, I can't control myself. I'm not thinking about when I fuck you, that time it's time to make me die immediately, and it's also worth it

Liu Chen said: You can't die if you want it. You really fucked me, and you fucked me completely. Although I hate the word "fuck" the most. I still want to tell you, even if you know, you will be proud of me when you fuck me behind me, I lay on the bed and raised my butt to the limit. My former husband's one is not half as long as you, nor is it thick or hard. I was fucked so hard that I wanted to howl at the top of my lungs. But I could only hide my face, my nose, my mouth tightly into the pillow, and squeezed the edge of the pillow with both hands, making myself almost suffocated. You were like I didn't know how tired you were, poking the passage inside my body back and forth on the bed. You are never the child I thought you are like my master, and I am your territory

I simply don’t want to endure it for a moment. Every minute and every second is endless torture and torture for me. Please agree to be with me!

Just now, you are a man, but you are going to be like a child again. Since you carried me into the bedroom step by step, I knew I never said no. The next day when we had sex, I went to buy contraceptives and found a sex shop. I thought about buying a box of condoms for you to prepare. I didn’t have that old lady at home before, and said, “Big girl, it’s super thin and super cool experience, it’s not much more expensive, your husband must be satisfied.” My face turned red all of a sudden, so I bought a box of that brand that was like running away and it came out.

I said to Liu Chen: But I don’t like using condoms. If I want to ejaculate next time, wouldn’t it be okay to pull it out in advance?

Liu Chen said: Look at you, why do you look like a child the more you say, I still have Ah during ovulation? What if I get pregnant, and Ah. Our relationship must be kept secret and like a secret. No one can know that you must not tell others about our affairs. If others know, I will have no shame to live and even if I can die, my son will still be pointed at. That will hurt him too much. You have to swear to me, and now swear immediately!

Liu Chen, I swear I will never tell anyone about the relationship between us. If I say it, I will not die.

Oh! Look at you, you don’t have to say so viciously. As long as you understand that our relationship is too abnormal and contrary to ethics, it’s fine. This is also for your own good. If things are exposed, you will be ridiculed. This will affect your marriage. You have to understand Ah and you should find a partner to date and then get married. Like my son, my son’s girlfriend is very beautiful. But he fell in love early and was called by the head teacher of their class to school to discuss the treatment methods. Haha

I understand if you are worried, I will be cautious. Don't worry, Chenchen, I have a request.

...Hmm, let me talk about it first, and I will consider whether I can agree to you

Okay, can you stop having sex in the dark next time? I want to watch you do it!

……

Chenchen, are you shy because of age differences? You also said that you don’t think I am a child anymore, please agree to me! Dear territory!

...I really want to completely lose to you. I am indeed shy. This is indeed a reason, because after all, you are about the same age as my son. But there is another important reason. I really don't want to say it out.

Chenchen, if you don’t say it, I will not help but keep asking questions, please!

...Okay, but after I said that, you have to promise me to give up your request. Now you can tell me: Do you want to hear the answer? Or do you choose to turn on the light to have sex? But the latter one is not good enough to even have to do love, haha...

Chenchen, this is completely a promise that you have no choice but to choose Ah, I still have to continue in the dark...

Liu Chen sent a smug expression and said...Do you think you are the only one who suffers? I also pay a heavy price to reveal the answer. Ah, let me tell you the answer. That bedroom, Song Yang has never really stayed in that bedroom since I was a child. I mean that that bedroom belongs to only a legal couple. I and Song Yang and his father are the private space of our two men. There are traces of love left in our couple. At least in my subconscious, I have always been Song Yang's father's wife and you chose to have sex in the dark because I don't want a boy as old as my son to see me fucked like a slut by him, and more because I don't want Song Yang's father to see his wife being fucked like a slut by a boy.

...What if you come to my bedroom? I still want to try it with hope

...I need time to consider it? But the premise is that you need to be patient