Chapter 2 Junior High School

After graduating from elementary school, Ning Que and I and most of the classmates in our class have been packaged into the nearby middle school. Ning Que’s mother is a university teacher. Maybe she has been in charge of some relationship. I heard that Ning Que and I will be in the same class after school starts.

One Saturday morning during the summer vacation, Uncle Ning drove and took our two families to Xunliao Bay to play. At that time, Xunliao Bay was still very primitive, with only a few hotels, there were no people on the beach, and there was no garbage.

The sky is blue and the water is clear

When Ning Que held my hand and ran to the sea, I was shocked to find that when Ning Que's height actually exceeded me?

I can no longer knock on his head so conveniently?

I suddenly lost

The adults seemed to have no interest in going to the sea to play, just stayed on the lounge chairs provided by the hotel and Ning Que and I were swimming in the sea. I suddenly realized that I was not even swimming as fast as Ning Que?

When did he grow up?

After swimming and rinsing, I wiped Ning Que's hair with a towel. It's been a long time since I looked at Ning Que well. He has really grown up.

It turns out that he is very beautiful. Although his skin is still a little black and yellow, he is already a little handsome. His eyebrows are pretty and his cheeks are thin. Even without our marriage, he will definitely find a very beautiful girl in the future, right?

Should I be more careful with him?

Ning Que sat behind me, picked up my hair, and used a hairdryer to dry it for me. Suddenly, I felt a little strange in my heart, a little sweet. It turned out that we have all grown up, and I have begun to like boys quietly.

I said to Ning Que gently: I want to cut my hair short, do you think it's okay?

Ning Que Ah said and asked me why. I said that the junior high school courses started to be tight, and it took a long time to wash my hair every time.

Ning Que is a little depressed: Even if you have fewer than tens of minutes of your grades, you can still go to No. 1 Middle School and the actual school. Why do you have to cut your hair? It looks so beautiful now.

I looked back at Ning Que: Do you mean I look good or my hair looks good?

This is the first time I said something a bit like a love word. Ning Que blushed, but I looked like I didn't know what reserved I was.

Ning Que looked a little stuttering: Your long hair looks very elegant, and short hair always reminds me of my domineering appearance in kindergarten

Although I didn't answer my question positively, I was still a little proud. It turned out that Ning Que thought I looked good, and I thought I looked good with long hair, so I won't cut that hair for now

In the evening, Uncle Ning brought his own barbecue grill and marinated barbecue skewers. We set up a barbecue on the beach by the sea.

I sat there grilled skewers, Ning Que kept using a small brush to apply oil and seasonings to various things. The four adults ate and drank beer, which made him feel very comfortable.

We were really simple at that time, so we didn't think about why we both wanted to bake. We were still children at that time, so we should sit there and eat.

The next afternoon, Ning Que and I came back from the beach playing with water and found that my parents and Uncle Ning were no longer there, and only my aunt stayed there waiting for us.

I asked what happened. My aunt said that this holiday was too long and she was afraid that we would get into trouble. She booked a house here for a month and stayed with us for a month. After a month, Uncle Ning would come to pick us up.

Ning Que and I were staying there for a while. We want to stay by the beach for a month?

However, we have been tired of Ah these two days, and there is nothing here. Ning Que wants to go back to play games, I want to go back to watch cartoons online

Then, my aunt began to teach us a very serious lesson: I took leave from the school this time and did not participate in summer enrollment. I specifically focused on you two. Think about how many troubles you caused before?

During the summer vacation of the fourth grade, you two were burning ore in the room with a kerosene stove and trying to smelify iron. They lit the mosquito net, and the quilt was burned with holes.

During the summer vacation of fifth grade, you two turned on the foam fire extinguisher in the office building, making the entire water room unable to enter.

You two went to the mountain to catch cauliflower snakes and put them on the grass in the yard. Fortunately, the second son of the Qiao family came to complain. What if they bite someone?

You two went to take revenge the next day, locked the door of Lao Qiao's house and locked Qiao Lao Er at home for the whole day

Also, you threw calcium carbide into someone's fish pond, and your dad compensated him for more than 200 yuan.

You used the syringe to pump air to the toad, and it exploded the little Zhou family's child, and it had boils for many days.

When the water gun was fired, the child was filled with tap water, and you two filled with flower dew and wind oil essence, and they were only used to nourish your eyes.

The medicinal wine soaked on the balcony of Mr. Dong’s house on the first floor. You two stacked arhats to pour detergent into it.

Teacher Sun's big rooster, you plucked your hair to make shuttlecocks

During the Chinese New Year, you even throw firecrackers into their chicken coops

The fruits harvested by the grapefruit trees in the yard last year were all holes on them, so they must have been done by you two. Shanshan's mother said she saw the slingshot you made.

All of these are still things we caught. Who knows how many bad things you have done that we don’t know. So this summer vacation, you should stay here honestly. There is nothing here and you can’t go anywhere. See what tricks you can do.

I am a little depressed. Didn’t those things be done when I was a child? Now Ning Quedu and I have graduated from elementary school and have grown up. How could we still do those things?

Ning Que and I begged my aunt for a long time, but it had no effect at all, so we had to accept the reality helplessly

Uncle Ning brought us a large bag of famous Chinese and foreign scriptures from home, Ning Que and I had to read with bitter faces.

The room I stayed in has been retired, so I can only stay in my aunt's room. My aunt may feel it's too boring and suggests that we play cards

Then Ning Que and I accompanied his mother to play Landlords for half an hour. Ning Que was not lucky and always lost

He doesn't like it very much, and he says it's all up to luck to play cards. What's the point

I said, let's play 24 o'clock, this is a game that Ning Que and I often played during the holidays when we were bored.

In the first round, each person plays one card. Ning Que will play one extra card. The flower card counts 1 point. The four cards have a 24-point score by adding, subtracting, multiplication and division. The winner takes away all cards, and then two cards are released in the next round, and the loser will play one.

I divided the cards into three piles. My aunt may think she could win the two of us. She picked out the least pile with confidence.

Then, she was very depressed to find that as long as four cards could make up 24 points, Ning Que and I would almost give the answer within 5 seconds. Until all the cards in her hand were played, she still didn't win a single game. Then she saw that Ning Que and I had a win-win situation and waited for Ning Que to win all the cards and then reopened the game after Ning Que won all the cards.

But she was really too weak to play this. We all gave her two-thirds of the cards in the third game, but she still didn't win a single game.

My aunt saw that Ning Que was the final winner for three consecutive games, and she was a little surprised.

But I felt normal. I said Ning Que reacted quickly. When he played with him, he would win and win one card, and I would win two cards.

Maybe the first time my aunt knew that Ning Que was actually so smart, she was obviously very happy, and said that she was boring and stopped playing with us. She went to buy some vegetables, and then went to the inn's self-service kitchen to make dinner for us, so that we could play by ourselves.

My aunt left, but Ning Que's expression was a little weird. He asked me if I still remember what happened when we first started playing this game. I said of course I remember it.

That was during the winter vacation of the first grade. When other children were still learning addition and subtraction, my mother had already taught me simple multiplication, and I taught Ning Que again

After we memorized the multiplication formula, we started playing this game

However, Ning Que was very stupid at that time and lost every time. Then I won, so I blew Ning Que's forehead and scraped Ning Que's nose. Later, I slapped Ning Que's butt. Later, I felt that it didn't hurt through my clothes, so I took off his pants and slapped him on his butt.

This will last until the third grade. I think this is not very civilized, so I changed it to a thug.

Ning Que blushed: You have always hit me in the butt, I have never hit you once

Ah, Ning Que actually made this bad idea

Today, when he was blowing my hair, he stared at me blankly. When he and I were walking on the beach, I held hands timidly. He began to like me!

I quietly smiled and bent my eyes, and then said to him: Do you want to play? Win one game and beat ten times

Ning Que nodded immediately, and then he won ten cards by one person. I won two cards at a time. The rule of winning one card at a time was that he lost everything soon. It must be because he had a ghost in his heart and was not focused.

I pushed him onto the bed without hesitation, took off his shorts, and beat him ten times hard. Ning Que was tough and didn't say a word.

In the second game, Ning Que won, and I simply lifted my short skirt upwards, took the initiative to lie on the bed and wait for Ning Que to hit him. Then Ning Que hit him very hard, and I looked back at him strangely: Don’t take off the fight?

Ning Que didn't say anything, looked a little blushed, and then he really put his hands on the edge of my underwear and pulled it a little tremblingly.

My butt was completely exposed in front of him. I knew my face was red and I could feel the heat. It turned out that I was still shy.

I plunged my head into the quilt and didn't look behind it. The crisp and loud sound hurts so much. I asked Ning Que a little nervously and asked me: It hurts a lot?

I shook my head: It's okay, there are eight more times

Then he slapped again, not as heavy as before. I snorted softly, it was so strange, why did I feel like this? It hurts, but it feels a little comfortable. I actually hope that Ning Que will continue to slap

Ning Que seemed to hear my voice was not uncomfortable, and the palms and palms behind him were all the same.

What's going on? Why is it so exciting? I actually hope that he will hit it like this a few more times or let him rub it for me

I didn't say it after all, Ning Que lifted my underwear, I stood up and turned to look at him, his face was very red, and my own face was very hot, too

This is not good, I felt guilty and asked Ning Que: Are you still playing?

Ning Que also looked guilty: Why don’t you just play with the palms? I nodded

But even when playing with the palm, Ning Que was absent-minded. He lost several games in a row. Maybe it hurt me to beat him. After finally winning one game, he held my palm and tried his best to fight.

When my aunt came back from buying vegetables, Ning Que had just hit her three times and was hitting her for the fourth time. Seeing that he was hitting so hard, my aunt was very dissatisfied and said: "Boy, how can you bully Shanshan like this."

Then he took Ning Que's ear and went to help her cook

I stayed in the room myself, feeling secretly happy. After hitting Ning Que for dozens of times, he hit me a few times, so it's easy to make money.

Suddenly I thought of the feeling of being spanked by him at the beginning, and my face was hot and I didn't feel that I felt like I was spanking myself.

It turns out that this is how I grew up Ah. I really began to like Ning Que and started to be happy because of some intimate behaviors. I remembered the kisses in TV series sometimes. Ning Que and I will do the same in the future, right?

It was time to go to bed at night, my aunt had a bed, and Ning Que slept on the ground, and then, at night, when I got up and went to the toilet in a daze, I stepped on Ning Que's head directly

Maybe it was because he stepped on his nose, which was very uncomfortable. Ning Que screamed in pain, and his aunt was also awakened. She turned on the light and looked at Ning Que to be fine before she felt relieved.

I felt that I had snatched Ning Que's bed and felt a little embarrassed, so I asked Ning Que to come to bed to sleep with me. It seems that I have never slept with him since I was in the third grade when I was with Ning Que Hospital for bed.

My aunt is quite fat and can only sleep in one bed by herself, but Ning Que and I are both quite thin and the bed is big enough

However, when I made this suggestion, I was still a little panicked. When I was hit on my butt this afternoon, I felt a little excited and sweet. When I was squeezed into the same bed and sleeping, would he quietly pinch my butt? I was so vaguely expecting it in my heart.

Ning Que's face suddenly turned red, and he refused repeatedly. I was very surprised. Didn't we both squeeze into the same bed since we were young? Why would he be afraid of being like this now?

Ning Que was asked without any help, so he had to tell the truth: Shanshan, we both grew up, men and women sleep together, and you will get pregnant

Ah, Ah, this is the case on TV. I was stunned for a moment. We have all grown up and must not sleep together in the future. At this time, I heard my aunt laughing and looked at her in confusion.

Aunt smiled and said to us: It's okay, it's okay, you decide your business for yourself

I said, then forget it, I asked Ning Que, why don’t you take turns sleeping in the bed? Ning Que said it’s okay, he sleeps on the floor very comfortably, as long as I don’t step on him anymore, it’s fine

There is no other amusement here except the sea. After being locked up for a month, Uncle Ning came over to take us back to the city. My father then enrolled us in a cram school to study junior high school courses in advance. It seems that the adults are really worried about us.

Junior high school starts, Ning Que and I are still in the same class, and the teacher appointed me as the class monitor on the first day.

Junior high school, it's really different. There are many courses added, and the course schedules are full every day.

Ning Que's grades suddenly improved. In the first final exam, he directly took the fifth place in the class. Uncle Ning was shocked and asked me if Ning Que cheated?

I told Uncle Ning truthfully that Ning Que has always learned mathematics and information technology very well. He has scored well this time, and his grades in English, history, geography and other grades are not bad. Only the Chinese and ideological and moral scores are lower, so they should all be real grades.

At this time, I had already discovered that Ning Que would learn all the courses he was interested in. He was not stupid at all, and might even be smarter than me.

This idea was fully verified in the second year of junior high school. After starting to study physics, Ning Que's advantages were immediately reflected. He scored full marks in almost every physics exam, and his scores were even better than mine in a single subject.

Then, this also directly led to the failure of our class's strike movement in the second semester of the second semester of junior high school.

Our physics teachers are very, very poor, stuttering, unclear logic, bad temper, poor teaching grades, very bad relationships with classmates, and always unreasonable corporal punishment for students

Finally, in the second semester of the second year of junior high school, a very honest student in the class was scolded by her. Ning Que led more than half of the boys in the class to strike and asked for a change in physics teachers. Only then did I realize that Ning Que was so popular among boys.

But as the class monitor, I couldn't let Ning Que do anything so much. I wrote a letter asking for a change of physics teacher. All the students in the class signed it and submitted it to the school's Academic Affairs Office. Then I ordered Ning Que to bring all the boys back to class

There are two things that I am very angry about: First, the physics teachers are not good, but they cannot go to the second class. Even if they don’t attend classes, they shouldn’t go to the game hall to play

So, under the leadership of Ning Que and I, we were very conscious of not taking physics classes and were free to move on the school playground. The director called me over and scolded me for a long time, and even threatened to fire me. I was stubborn and said that I would change the physics teacher first.

After being notified of the parents, my parents rarely expressed their support for my actions and transferred to school if they said they couldn't.

Then the school really started to do teaching evaluations for physics teachers. During this period, another teacher came to teach us

Just when the prospects for our strike are bright, something happened that led to a major reversal of the situation.

The results of the Provincial Olympic Games in the second grade of junior high school have come out. I have the second prize, Ning Que’s first prize, and only two of us won the eight classes in the grade...

The physics teacher suddenly became strong. It is said that at the school office meeting for this strike incident, she slapped the table and said that among the students she taught, the first provincial Olympic gold medal in school history, who dares to say that her teaching level is low

Then because of this reason, the teacher was not replaced in the end. The culprit was naturally Ning Que, who set a record in school history and won the gold medal in the Olympic Games.

I took a few boys in the class to chase and block Ning Que on the playground. After pressing Ning Que, four or five people carried Ning Que, spread their legs wide and hit the tree with his butt. Ning Que might have hurt a lot. He screamed and begged for mercy, saying that he would never dare to do it again, and he would definitely take 0 points on purpose next time.

I was very angry. I was about to take the high school entrance exam next time. What's the use of changing a physics teacher at that time? Then I continued to carry him to hit the tree with the boy.

After getting angry, when I returned to the classroom for self-study, my deskmate Lingling quietly reminded me, saying that I should not bump into Ning Que's place like this, be careful that it will be useless if it is broken.

I don’t understand, isn’t it just hitting a little dick? What’s wrong with nothing?

But she was hesitant and refused to say it. I was chasing her tightly. She was a little angry: I can't say this kind of thing, you will know when you and Ning Que's wedding room will be together.

Bedroom? Isn’t the bridal chamber just sleeping together? What’s the relationship with the little cock when I go home at night, I asked Ning Que, but Ning Que said he didn’t understand either

The next day, I asked Lingling to explain it to me again. She was a little angry and asked me: Do you still remember the wrong poem you copied last semester?

I said: Remember Ah, you told me not to pass it on to others, but you refused to tell me why

That poem was seen on the desk when Ning Que and I attended the Mathematical Olympiad training class: A ditch is covered with grass, and the water flows all year round. No cows come to eat grass, but a monk comes to wash his hair.

I thought it was quite fun, so I remembered it after reading it, and then came back to memorize it for Lingling. After listening, she looked strange and told me not to say it out, saying that this is a very bad poem.

Lingling pulled me over and asked me in my ear: You have already grown hair below you? I said, and Lingling said: There is a trench of mao and grass, and it is where you are, do you understand?

Ah, I suddenly realized that it was like this. I recited the poem twice and grabbed Lingling: What happened to the monk coming to wash his hair?

Lingling knocked off my hand and refused to tell me again

I thought about it myself, and thought about what Lingling said yesterday that it would not be used if it was damaged, and suddenly a thought flashed through me. Wouldn't the monk refer to Ning Que's little cock, right?

What's going on with washing your hair? I still don't understand, but I already know that this is a shameful thing, so I can't ask any more

A few days later, I was punished by the school as a demerit. Ning Que, as the initiator of the strike, only received a warning. I guess it was because of his Olympic gold medal.

The head teacher talked to me and told me not to be the class monitor. I nodded to agree. I was actually ready to be fired and transferred to school. As a result, I just remembered it and I had already handled it very leniently.

Then, before the class teacher had decided who would take over as the class monitor, the results of the Provincial Mathematics Olympiad also came out. Ning Que was first-class, and I and a boy from another class were third-class.

The school may have never dealt with this situation. Ning Que and I posted the punishment notice on the school's blacklist for a week and then removed it. Only the good news of winning the prize was posted on the redlist. My class monitor was restored to his post in the end.

When the third year of junior high school started, everyone was surprised to find that our class changed to the best physics teacher in the school, and the original physics teacher stayed to continue teaching in the second year of junior high school.

I was too young at that time and couldn't figure out why. Until a few years later, when I talked about this with Ning Que's mother, my aunt smiled and said: You two were actually much more important in school than that physics teacher. One was to learn from the top scorer in the middle school entrance examination in the city, and the other was the only gold medal in the Olympics in school history. That time, in order to stabilize the teaching order, the teacher would not be replaced, but in the new semester, you will definitely be equipped with the best teaching resources.

The intensity of learning in the third year of junior high school was significantly higher than in the previous two years. Ning Que and I really grew up in the third year of junior high school. Because this year, we understood what sex is like.

In biology textbooks, the genitals part was written very sketchy, but it also made me feel curious.

That day, I was flipping through several boxes of old books on the balcony, hoping to find a free book to take to school to read, but I turned over a book called "Man and Women" under a box.

I picked it up and read it. It was a popular science book translated, but it was much more detailed than biology textbooks. I picked it up and put it under my pillow, ready to read it at night

Then, that night, I had insomnia

I saw the male and female reproductive system at about 11 o'clock, and then looked curiously all the way until I saw the extremely shocking line of words: The man's penis is fully erected, and then inserted into the woman's vagina

Ah?

What's going on? I was shocked and felt my mind blank. Then I heard the sound of my mother going to the toilet outside the room. I quickly turned off the desk lamp and stuffed the book under the pillow. I must not let them know this.

I lay on the pillow, widening my eyes and not sleepy at all. Is this fake? Is it inserted into a woman's vagina?

Why do you need this? How can you put the place where a man pees into the place where a woman pees? It’s so disgusting, this must be fake, right?

More than an hour later, my mind was still in chaos and I had no sleepiness at all.

I quietly got out of bed and took the flashlight, then got into the quilt and took the flashlight and continued to read the book. I read it carefully one by one. I saw the man behind ejaculation, and then the sperm and egg combine to form the part of the fertilized egg. I turned to the vertical anatomical view of the man in front and the cross-sectional view of the woman. I saw that the length of the penis and vagina were very matched, and it was just enough to send the sperm into the uterus. I began to feel that what the book said was true

I closed the book, thought carefully, and made sure that I was right. The penis was inserted so that the sperm could swim smoothly to the uterus and the eggs, so if you want to have a child, this is a must-do

My memory may be too good. It is similar to the ability to remember everything. It makes learning Chinese and English very simple, but this night caused me a lot of trouble. Close my eyes and the lines of words floated in front of my eyes and couldn't wield them. I don't know how long it took to fall asleep in a daze.

The next day after school, I grabbed Ning Que in a place where no one was around and asked him: Do you know how men and women gave birth to children?

Ning Que shook his head in confusion, I said, "You can go to my house to study in the evening, I will show you this book. Ning Que nodded in confusion again, and then he came after dinner."

Although my parents never push the door directly into my room, I still carefully pressed the big reference book on it, and then exposed the small book "Man and Women" for Ning Que to read. Then, I also saw Ning Que's shocked look on his face.

Ning Que asked me: Shanshan, is this true?

I said yes, I pointed to the later part of fertilization, and then explained to Ning Que that Ning Que looked surprised, then was stunned for a long time before asking: Shanshan, can you lend me a book?

I thought about it and found that the book was an antique book from the early 1980s. My parents sealed it under the box and would definitely not read it again. There should be no risk of lending it to Ning Que.

Then, Ning Que took away the book and it took more than a week to come to my house to return it to me.

I was very angry and knocked Ning Que's head with the book: You look at the side of the book yourself, and everything else is brand new. This chapter makes you look black and yellow. I don't know how many times you have turned it over. What should I do if my parents see it?

Ning Que's face turned red and he didn't dare to speak

Then, this year, Ning Que and I suddenly had some distance. When I saw him, I always thought about the scene of the penis being inserted, and then I felt so weird. Then I felt uncomfortable even pulling his hand and holding his shoulders.

Ning Que also deliberately avoided some physical contact. Sometimes when he accidentally touched him, he would blush and lose his face.

This situation continued until the summer vacation when we graduated from junior high school

After the high school entrance examination, Ning Que and I were both admitted to key high schools. I got the first place in the district. Ning Que took the top 20 in the school. In terms of choosing the first middle school and the actual school, we finally chose the actual school. Because we were close to home, we could get there after a turn and we didn’t have to cross the road...

That summer vacation was not much the same as before. Ning Que and I seemed to be a little separated. When we were not in cram school, he played his games and read my books. Then maybe once Ning Que played too much and forgot to eat and sleep. Uncle Ning twisted his ear and brought it to me, so that I could watch him discipline him every day.

Uncle Ning may not have imagined how big a window he opened for us this time

During the day, my parents were not at home, but Ning Que looked a little afraid to talk to me. He was reading books and doing homework obediently, but I couldn't concentrate.

Because I finally knew what was said in that book. This summer, I violated the teacher's warning for the first time and read those romance novels online.

Then, I seemed to see a brand new world. It turned out that it was sex. It turned out that it would be the happiness between men and women.

From then on, my deepest fantasy of men and women changed from kissing to touching and sex. I had a very strange dream. I dreamed that Ning Quei and I were together, and then woke up, feeling weird, and I especially wanted to hug Ning Quei. I don’t know what Ning Que was thinking, but seeing that he was always guilty and disgusting, he must be thinking of bad things.

On this day, I finally couldn't stand my impulse and curiosity. I pulled Ning Que to the bed and sat down, and said to him, "I want to read what was written in that book, and then I took off his shorts and underwear without saying anything. The little cock that I saw many times when I was a child seemed to have changed a little except for getting bigger."

I fiddled with him strangely and asked him how he could be so soft, so he could insert it in.

Ning Que didn't speak, and in fact he didn't need to speak anymore, because in just a few dozen seconds, Ning Que's little cock became longer and hard. I looked at Ning Que with a red face, holding the hot one in his hand. Now I can't call it a little cock, it should be called a penis, and I rubbed it curiously, Ning Que looked enjoyable.

Not even a minute, Ning Que's penis suddenly swelled a little again, and then streams of liquid ejected out and fell on the bed sheets, on the floor, and on my hands.

I looked at the white liquid that ejaculated and frowned and asked: Is this the semen?

Ning Que nodded, I remembered the content of the novel and asked him: Very comfortable? Ning Que nodded again

I raised my hand and put it in front of my nose and smelled it. There was a strange fishy smell. I frowned and said: It's so disgusting

Ning Que looked at me and didn't dare to speak, and I continued: I can't do this in the future. Ning Que nodded seriously, then picked up his shorts and helped me clean up the traces on the floor and on the bed.

But, for some reason, it was obviously very disgusting. After a few days, I was very curious and wanted to do this. I pushed Ning Que onto the bed, took off his shorts, and ejaculated him with my hands. Ning Que's face was red, but there was no resistance.

This summer vacation, I have made this for Ning Que 6 times, and the last time I will be once in the morning and once in the afternoon

In the afternoon, Ning Que was a little scared and told me that this was not good. After he ejaculated, his body seemed to become weak, which would affect his body and study. Every time he finished it himself, he felt a strong sense of guilt. He could not help but not do it.

I said oh, but I couldn't help but be curious, and then negotiated with him that this was the last time. I must not do this after school starts. Ning Que agreed.

This afternoon, I put him in a long time before I came out. I watched his little cock jump when ejaculated, and I didn't feel very disgusting.

Once in the middle, when I was using my hands for Ning Que, Ning Que held my shoulder impulsively and leaned over. I didn't know what he wanted to do, whether he wanted to kiss me or do that kind of thing, but no, I'm not that kind of bad girl, I can't do those things at such a young age.

I firmly rejected Ning Que. Ning Que may be guilty, so I immediately put down my hand and let me continue to do things that are actually far more harsh than kissing

I think this is the most private contact. Since then, the gap between us has completely disappeared and we finally returned to our previous state. I will never be awkward because of his holding hands. Instead, I will have a sweet feeling.