Chapter 154 Decision

Husband, let’s not go home for now, go out for a walk and finish the meal directly outside? Xiaoying, sitting in the passenger seat, seemed very happy. She was not pregnant. A big stone finally landed on the ground, as if she had returned to her usual lively state.

Okay, where are we going... I feel relaxed in my heart. After all, I really don't want Xiaoying to get pregnant in my heart.

Xiaoying and I went to the park and the commercial street. Xiaoying seemed very excited. After all, we haven't gone out shopping for a long time and have been too busy with work. It's really not easy to take a leave from this hospital examination.

No more - I'm worried, Xiaoying and I let go of our hearts and enjoy the present time

Before I knew it, it was already evening

Husband, we won’t go back to have a meal anymore. Can we eat outside? Let’s go to the food street... When it was dinner time, Xiaoying said with unsatisfactory words

Very Ah, but call my dad and tell him... To be honest, today I am in a good mood and have a big appetite. I really haven't had a good meal for a long time

I picked up the phone and told my father that Xiaoying and I would not go home for dinner tonight

It was only when I called my father this time that Xiaoying and I had been out of the hospital and had been excitedly forgotten to tell my father the result. My father didn't know why, so he didn't call to ask. Maybe he didn't have the courage.

When I told him on the phone that Xiaoying and Ben were not pregnant and everything was a false alarm, my father suddenly remained silent for a long time on the phone. Finally, we briefly said something else and hung up the phone

Xiaoying and I drove around in a car full of luggage, and finally came to the food street to have a lot of special food, including various snacks, each and every one of them, and try to eat more styles.

Happy times are always short. When we wait for home, it is almost 11 o'clock in the evening

When we got downstairs, Xiaoying and I had to take our luggage upstairs with small bags. By the time we were upstairs, Xiaoying and I were already sweating profusely and panting.

My father's bedroom is closed, maybe he is asleep

We quietly took out all our luggage and returned to our original position

When we took off our clothes and lay on the bed to rest, it was already past twelve o'clock

I've been playing all day, plus the nervousness during this period, I'm very sleepy

Because I was too tired, I rejected Xiaoying's greeting tonight

It took a long time to sleep until dawn, I haven't had such a good time sleeping so well

Xiaoying got up early and prepared breakfast, and her father also got up. It can be seen that her father's mental state has improved a little.

It's just that my eyes are filled with melancholy, and I seem to have something to worry about

Logically speaking, if you are not pregnant, your father should be happy. After all, this incident involves three of us, but my father's situation seems to be a little wrong. Yesterday afternoon, something might have happened.

When I arrived at the unit, I took advantage of the spare time in the afternoon. Out of concern for my father, I planned to turn on the surveillance camera to check the situation at home yesterday.

I opened the video from yesterday afternoon, and the time was frozen after Xiaoying and I left home with my luggage: In the video, after my father sent me and Xiaoying and I left home, he sat blankly on the sofa, not knowing what he was thinking, as if he had lost his soul

Just occasionally, I will brush the corners of my eyes with my hands

The expressions on his face, pain, regret, regret, self-blame, almost all the negative emotions walked on his face

I used the mouse to fast forward. My father sat on the sofa for nearly an hour before dragging his tired body to his bedroom.

After my father returned to the bedroom, he took out a wooden box that he had not opened for a long time from the bed. He took it from the countryside when he moved it. At that time, I asked my father to throw it away. It was big and bulky and occupied space. At that time, my father was reluctant to throw it away.

My father opened the wooden box and then took out a frame from it. It can be seen from the video that it was a photo of my father and mother, or a black and white photo, framed with an old photo frame.

My father looked at the photos in the photo frame stupidly and couldn't help but start to cry.

My father slowly put the photo frame on the bedside table, and then knelt down against the bedside table.

Yes, my father knelt down and knelt down to his deceased wife. He closed his eyes and cried as if he was repentant.

After my father closed his eyes for a while, he began to slap himself in the face with both hands. The slap was very loud, which shows how hard his father was.

I didn't count how many times my father hit me, but just watched my father kneeling down in the video, and felt very uncomfortable and complicated inside.

My father didn't know how many times he had clenched his mouth, but in the end his face turned red and looked slightly red and swollen.

My father was already a little dull at this time, as if he had lost his soul, stood up like a walking corpse, and then walked towards the kitchen.

At this time, my father seemed to have been manipulated.

What is my father going to the kitchen?

My father walked slowly to the kitchen and then picked up the kitchen knife on the knife holder... If I hadn't seen my father now, I would have thought that my father was going to commit suicide.

After picking up the kitchen knife, my father took off his pajamas and held his penis with his hands.

Is my father trying to cut off the root of all sins and prepare to castrate himself by wielding his sword?

After my father picked up the kitchen knife, he didn't know what he thought of, but seemed to have a little hesitation. Finally, my father put the kitchen knife down and took out a hammer from the drawer under the kitchen cabinet...

My father Su must have thought that if he cut off his penis with a kitchen knife, he would definitely go to the hospital. How can he explain it to me then?

How to explain the reason for castration to your son?

Moreover, if the penis is not rescued in time, it will be extremely life-threatening.

After weighing the pros and cons, my father gave up the kitchen knife and chose the hammer.

My father put his penis on a stool and then pointed it at his penis with a hammer. As long as he went down, even if he didn't smash the penis, it would be enough to destroy the cavernosum of his penis, making him unable to get an erection for life.

My father gritted his teeth and made up his mind. At this moment, sweat broke out on his forehead.

At this time, I was extremely nervous. No matter what, I don’t want my father to harm my body by himself.

The hammer in my father's hand was picked up and put down several times. I was in the video. I also knew that as long as my father's hammer went on, everything was over. My father would no longer think about that aspect, nor would he be unable to withstand Xiaoying's temptation, nor would he be controlled by desire.

But in the end, my father might still be unable to overcome his inner timidity and fear, so my father actually gave up.

He put the pounder back in place, then lay blankly on the bed, holding the photo, and lying down without getting out of bed again...

My father just lay there until night, not knowing what he was thinking. At that time, I called him and told him not to go home for dinner, plus Xiaoying's inspection results

When my father heard that Xiaoying was not pregnant, he seemed a little surprised. After hanging up the phone in a daze, his father was still holding his cell phone blankly, with a hint of relaxation on his face, a hint of bitter smile, and a hint of disappointment.

All in all, I didn't see much happiness on my father's face

Hearing that Xiaoying and I were not going home for dinner, my father did not walk out of the bedroom to cook, and just lay down on the bed again.

Occasionally, I stood up and hugged my knees with my hands, occasionally sat by the window and looked out the window, occasionally lying on my side with my eyes open and looking at the roof. In short, my father's eyes were filled with thoughts and thoughts. Perhaps only my father knew what he thought of.

Until Xiaoying and I went home in the middle of the night, my father didn't sleep. When he heard the sound of the door being opened, he just turned his head instinctively and looked at the bedroom door, then closed his eyes.

The surveillance video was turned off. I was a little worried that my father would get up. Perhaps it was because of the last accident. I was bitten by a snake for three years and was afraid of the well rope.

In the following days, everything seemed to have returned to normal life. Xiaoying worked as an extra part-time teacher every day, and she was very busy.

After get off work every day, I wait for half a small couple with my father, and Xiaoying will come home from get off work and have dinner together.

Xiaoying and I both seemed to have returned to the past. The family talked and laughed, but the only one who had not returned to the past was his father. He was always a little absent-minded and didn't know what he was thinking.

Sometimes, he was in a daze when he was eating, talking to him, and sometimes he seemed to have not heard it, and he was slow to react and didn't know what he was thinking.

I couldn't help but worry about my father's health. Could it be a sign of Alzheimer's disease?

Probably not. My father is less than 60 years old, so how could he get Alzheimer's disease so early

In order to properly grasp my father's movements, I was afraid that he would not think of an accident, every night I would check the daytime surveillance video to check my father's condition at home

I saw that my father stopped watching TV and walked around the circle. He sat at home all day in a daze, looking at my mother's photos and family photos on the sofa. Some of them were struggling on their faces, as if they were making some difficult decisions.

Just like that, after about a week, Xiaoying and I returned home from get off work.

My father has prepared a sumptuous supper, all of which are my father's specialty

I was a little puzzled, and I thought about what day it was carefully, but it turned out that the solar and lunar calendar was not a special day.

Dad, what happened today and I actually cooked so many good dishes... I looked at the whole table. Can I finish eating it?

It's nothing, I'm just happy today. The family hasn't had a serious meal for a long time. My father's health has been completely cured. I want to drink a few drinks for you. It's that simple... My father came out of the kitchen with the last dish and put it on the table.

Good Ah, Dad, you are greedy for alcohol too. After all, you have been banning for so long. Let's make an exception today. I noticed that my father was unusual. In order to relax my father, I decided to let my father break the habit of banning alcohol tonight. I felt that my father might have something to say to me tonight

Xiaoying also noticed something. When she heard her father was about to drink, she opened her mouth to ask to stop her, but her red lips opened, and she still didn't say it. During this period, due to Xiaoying's work, Fanhu no longer had time to be alone with her father, so she and her father had normal home communication during this period.

Moreover, Xiaoying seems to have confirmed her promise again. The time and all her thoughts have been spent on me, my husband.

These days, Xiaoying and I have sex with you overnight. Xiaoying seems to be very excited and has a rare good mental state. She is crazy about me in bed, allowing me to enjoy my own gentleness.

At the dinner table, I had a drink with my father, and my father's alcohol tolerance was far less than mine.

Xiaoying also drank a small cup lightly, and the whole family was having a happy mood. It has been a long time since there was such an atmosphere.

My father also seemed to have come out of pessimism. He seemed to have endless things tonight, saying that the parents and the families were short of the family. Although they had been eating for a long time, they drank very little. Xiaoying did not stop his father from drinking, but limited the amount of alcohol.

Jincheng, Xiaoying, I have thought a lot during this period since your mother left, I have been single, cooking for you every day, taking care of Haohao, and life is very happy, but now you are too busy at work, working hours and sleeping time at night, you can only spend 3 or 4 hours with me for me, and Haohao was sent to my in-laws' home, and I don't need my care. I do nothing for a day, and I am really bored... At the end of the meal, my father suddenly changed the topic and talked about these things.

But what my father said is indeed true. 24 hours a day, my father stays by himself most of the time. He rarely goes out and stays very much.

Dad, do you want to... When I heard Dad say this, I couldn't help but feel a little surprised, but my brain didn't turn around for a while, and I couldn't help but ask carefully.

In the past, you wanted to introduce your wife to me, because your mother still takes care of Haohao, and I never agreed that now there is no burden. I should find someone to accompany me for the rest of my life. When I heard my father's words, I probably knew what my father was going to say. I couldn't help but hold the wine glass in my hand tightly, not knowing whether it was because of excitement or...

If you have the right person, please introduce me to one. Find a wife with good character. In addition, there may be a stranger in the family. It will affect your life pattern. So after finding her wife, I will go out with her, preferably in the countryside or in a beautiful place to spend my old age in peace... My father took a sip of wine and then said sincerely to me and Xiaoying, his eyes wandering back and forth on my faces and I. It can be seen that these words were said to me and Xiaoying.

I was caught off guard by my father's decision. I thought about it for a long time, but I never thought that my father would make this decision. Looking at my father's expression, my father was not joking.

Bang... I heard a sound of a wine glass falling, and I couldn't help but turn my head to look to the side. After Xiaoying heard this from her father, the wine glass in her hand slid from her hand and fell on the table

I saw her dazedly looking at her father. When the wine spilled out, she went to the kitchen to wipe it with a rag.

The moment I turned my head, I saw Xiaoying's eyes at that time. She was like me, and she was shocked by her father's decision, and her eyes were filled with unknown emotions.

At that moment, I felt that the reason for Xiaoying's shock seemed to be a little different from mine...