Chapter 194

I left the hospital, and then drove to a more famous hotel in the city. After that, I discussed with the manager and ordered a banquet. I just needed the hotel to take it to the hospital, including tableware and tables. I paid a lot of extra money for this

In today's society, money is omnipotent in material life.

After waiting for a while, I drove back to the hospital with the hotel banquet team.

I met the hospital leader and said a little hello, and the hospital acquiesced, as long as it doesn't make a noise.

My father has moved from the ICU to one of the best single wards, with a lot of space

The waiters and chefs in the hotel were busy. After a while, a large table of banquets appeared in the ward, and all the equipment was not short of

Seeing such a large banquet, everyone who should have been happy was not at all happy

Haha, this year's birthday was special, and I actually spent it in the ward, and the restaurant chef made a banquet, it was so good... On the contrary, my father suddenly smiled and rushed to the table first, grabbed a piece of his favorite braised elbow, and praised it endlessly

Why are you all standing? Hurry up and eat Ah... After my father took a bite, he saw that we were still standing, so he smiled and quickly asked everyone to sit down

Parents-in-law, Aunt Zhang, Xiaoying and I, Haohao and Dodo, have 8 people in total. In the hospital ward, it has turned into a birthday party with sadness.

My father was eating very much, smiling, as if he didn't know that he was a dying person, but everyone knew that his father was a sign of despair. Anyway, he had no cure, so he should eat and drink. The cigarette that he had already avoided was smoked, so he smoked if he wanted to. But my father might be on the surface, but he had no idea how much bitterness was in his heart.

My father drinks one cup after another, we just accompany him to drink, but my father eats a lot, but we rarely eat vegetables, just look at my father, Aunt Zhang resisted tears, only Dodo, the ignorant child, accompanied his father to eat a lot, and he was very happy.

It would be great if I was a child as old as Dodo.

Eat, sleep, go to school, watch cartoons, worry-free

At the dinner table, there was surprisingly no one saying Happy birthday, nor birthday wishes

I originally asked Xiaoying to buy a cake for my father, but after my father had an accident, Xiaoying threw it at home. At this time, who would care about other things?

After all, my father-in-law is an old official who has seen the world. He is the one who talks with his father the most at the dinner table. He also talks and laughs with his father, never mentions the illness, which also eases the sad atmosphere a little.

As I drank, my father also drank a lot. He was originally very drunk, but now he was a little drunk.

Just now, my father might be drinking to drown his sorrow, and he is even more sad

My father, who shouldn't have been drunk, was drunk

After getting drunk, his true heart was revealed. He was laughing loudly, and suddenly his smile turned into a crying face, and he couldn't help but burst into tears. At this moment, he finally took off all his disguises and showed his fear of death.

Everyone left tears, and the sad atmosphere was finally released at this moment. Only the father-in-law put his arm around his father's shoulders and comforted his father with silent words. At this time, no words could comfort a terminally ill person.

The banquet was not removed very late. It was not how long everyone had eaten, but they were all accompanying their father. At night, parents-in-law and Xiaoying took Haohao and Dodo back to rest. Aunt Zhang and I were with my father in the hospital.

My father slowly started to fall asleep because he drank a lot of alcohol. If there was no alcohol hypnosis, it would be a sleepless night tonight.

After my father fell asleep, Aunt Zhang and I came to the corridor. Aunt Zhang wiped tears from the side, and neither of us spoke to each other.

I know the hardship in her mind. She is a very good woman. She has been married to her father for more than five years. The two have been in harmony. Aunt Zhang is also very satisfied with her current life. Unexpectedly, she still did not help each other until her old age. She became a lonely person again.

Mom, don't worry, I'm about to have no father, but you will always be my mother. I will devote all my filial piety to my father and mother in the future. I will definitely give you my old age and see you off. I hugged Aunt Zhang's shoulder and said firmly, "I said these words are not polite words, but my true words. In the past five years, it's very short, but we have a deep relationship with Aunt Zhang. Aunt Zhang treats me and my children as her own. She has only a daughter and no son. I decided to take care of her until she dies."

One month later...

Seeing the chimney in the cremation workshop of the funeral home, it indicates that my father's body is slowly cremating. Aunt Zhang and I were waiting to collect the ashes with white cloth. Xiaoying supported Aunt Zhang next to Aunt Zhang. Due to the sadness of the transition these days, she was too tired to handle her father's funeral. She could no longer stand now, so she could only be supported by Xiaoying, while her parents-in-law took care of Haohao and Dodo, and a group of colleagues and relatives and friends accompanied her

After waiting for about half an hour, we received a tin foil tray from the collection window of the cremation workshop. Since the ashes had just been taken out and the temperature was very high, the staff asked us to put the ashes on the ashes table and wait for the ashes to cool down.

Our family saw her father's ashes and shed tears. Although Xiaoying was not as sad as Aunt Zhang, she also cried for several nights. Sometimes, when she was alone, she would stare silently, not knowing what she was thinking. Perhaps she was recalling and remembering her.

Because my father died of cancer, the middle of his ashes was dark, which was caused by long-term medication.

Seeing my father's ashes, I felt very moved. Everything seemed to turn into dust with my father. As time goes by, it slowly decomposes into nature. What was left in the end?

Maybe there are only memories

After a while, Mr. Yin and Yang began to chant his father's ashes in the urn. After all the ceremony, our convoy pulled the bone friend's box and relatives and friends toward the cemetery.

According to the customs of my hometown, my father should be buried with his mother after his death. In this way, he needed to send his father's ashes back to the countryside. The journey was very long, but before his father passed away, he left a will, requiring that the ashes be buried in the city's cemetery after his death, and not to be buried in the ancestral cemetery in the countryside, nor to be buried with his mother together with his mother.

When my father said this will, everyone didn't understand. Perhaps only Xiaoying and I could understand it.

My father did a lot of mistakes in the past few years. Not to mention that he had sex with his daughter-in-law Xiaoying, and he was pregnant without knowing it. He was already married and had a second marriage. He had become a man of his old age. No matter which reason, he could not be buried with his deceased mother. According to his inner thoughts, he had no face to bury his ancestors' graves, and was with his elders, and had no face to go to the underworld to see his mother.

When he said this will, he had guilt and fear in his eyes.

If he was buried in the tomb of his ancestors and buried with his mother, he would be afraid that he would not be at peace after death.

When a person is about to die, he is kind to say. Before his father passed away, he was already lying on the bed and unable to speak. He was as thin as a firework and could only moan every day. Maybe he was in pain, but he didn't have much strength to moan. He could only open his eyes and keep crying.

His tears before his death contained too many things, including endless pain caused by bone pain, psychological guilt, and even the shameless face to face his ancestors and his deceased original wife. He only did a real mistake during his lifetime, but it made him so afraid of death and so afraid to face it.

Maybe he had a premonition that he was about to die. At around nine o'clock on the morning of his death, I took the food to the hospital to deliver food to Aunt Zhang. As soon as I entered the ward, my father's eyes turned around and looked at me. He could no longer turn his head, so he could only turn his eyes.

Although his eyes were already unconscious at that time, they were very complicated. He might have a lot of things to say to me, but he couldn't say it. Even if he could speak, he couldn't say it. He could only bury it in his heart and finally brought it into the coffin to become an eternal secret.

After I opened the lunch box for Aunt Zhang, Aunt Zhang was about to have a meal, but I saw that my father had some strength from nowhere, so he looked at me and raised his arms and hands.

You know, before that, my father didn't even have the strength to turn his head

I didn't understand why, thinking my father was going to do, I patrolled back and forth, thinking that my father wanted something, but Aunt Zhang happened to be around and spent five years with her father. In addition, she has been taking care of her father for a while, and she understands what her father means

He asked you to hold his hand... Aunt Zhang is an elderly person after all, and she has a lot of experience. She may have had some premonition. She was in her eyes and then said to me.

I quickly walked over and held my father's hand. My father's lips were trembling. I didn't know what he was going to say, but his expression was very anxious. I could feel his guilt towards me, and I was anxious. He might have a premonition that death was coming. He regretted it and was helpless.

Aunt Zhang, who was standing beside her, took out a bag from the cabinet. I didn't know what was inside the bag. At this time, my attention was all on my father.

My father and I haven't shook hands for a long time. I remember when I was a child, my father held my hand and led me to visit the countryside. This is the only memory of my father holding my hand before.

Feeling the humidity of my father's hands slowly dissipating. After my father looked at me a few times, his eyes suddenly began to roll upwards, and then he seemed to be breathless. I quickly rang the emergency bell and waited for the doctor to arrive.

Aunt Zhang did not move any other things. She did not go out and call the doctor as before. Instead, after seeing her father shook hands with me, she kept looking for something quietly.

She took out a set of clothes directly from the bag, and the set was a funeral dress prepared for her father.

It turned out that Aunt Zhang had a premonition that her father was about to die, so she found her shroud directly. Before the doctor entered the ward, her father's hand slowly slid from my hand. After the doctors entered the ward, they checked his father's heartbeat and eyeballs, and then shook his head at me.

During this couple of days when my father was hospitalized, his father was on the verge of death several times, but he was rescued by the hospital. This time, his life finally came to an end

Aunt Zhang and I put on my father's shroud in tears. We were already prepared for this day, but we didn't expect that so soon. After everything was arranged, I called Xiaoying and her parents-in-law, and my colleagues rushed over. Since I only have real relatives in my parents-in-law's family in this city, my colleagues in the unit are helping me with the procedures, and I specially handle some of the most important procedures that I have to handle.

Afterwards, I asked Aunt Zhang how she knew her father was going to be bad. She told me that before death, people would suddenly become more energetic and strong than usual. That was a return, which meant that they were not far away from their death.

I bought a relatively high-end tomb for my father in the cemetery in this city. This is a two-person tomb. Now I have only buried my father with another location. Aunt Zhang said that I will leave it to her in the future. She is planning to bury her father with her father after she dies in the future, rather than going to bury her with her original partner. We also obtained the consent of Aunt Zhang's family, which further strengthened my determination to support Aunt Zhang.

I took Haohao and Dodo, Xiaoying knelt in front of my father's tombstone. After everything was finished, my father's early funeral was over. Seeing my father's tombstone, all the feelings in my heart slid. Like my father, my biggest feeling was that I regretted it, regretted everything I did, if time could go back...