Chapter 171

My father helped Xiaoying into the ward, and the two of them passed through my illusory body. At this time, I realized that I was in a state of soul?

The soul is out of body?

Does such a fantasy and nothingness exist?

Is all this true?

Or did I not wake up from my dream?

When I was young, I was very interested in supernatural things. When I was young, I just like novel things.

I remember there was a special investigation and report on the out-of-body out of the body.

It is said that when people struggle on the verge of death, near-death experiences will occur. Many times, out-of-body souls are part of the near-death experience.

When the dying person is in a coma, they will feel themselves floating away from their bodies, and then they will see their bodies and the medical staff who rescue them.

Many times, after they recovered from consciousness, they could clearly describe the situation at that time.

But at that time, the dying person was actually determined to lose consciousness and even stop brain activity, but they were able to accurately say what happened during his coma and loss of consciousness.

The soul is out of body, called "OutofBody" in English, which means that your soul and consciousness are separated from the body and are separated from the body. You cannot feel your body, but your consciousness is very clear. You can think, you can sense, and you can even control your soul's actions.

Out of body belongs to the category of research in parapsychology. The relationship between the soul and the body is a long-disputed basic issue in theology, philosophy and psychology.

(This paragraph is extracted from Baidu Encyclopedia. You can search on Baidu Encyclopedia to find out that if you want to describe the reasons and process of the soul leaving the body, it is necessary to describe a lot of words. In order not to let everyone say that I will make up the word count, everyone will go to Baidu Encyclopedia to give a detailed science to better understand the implicit and essence of the article. This is a topic of constant debate in the scientific community) At this time, I still have the ability to think, and my soul floated into the ward. I saw Xiaoying gently get rid of her father's support, slowly walk to the edge of the hospital bed, and then sat down. She stared blankly at me who was unconscious on the hospital bed, her lips trembled, without any words, just kept crying

She stretched her hand to my face, but she didn't dare to go forward any more after reaching her hand halfway.

She was afraid and didn't dare to touch me anymore. I looked at her and seemed to blame myself. I didn't know if I was qualified to touch my husband.

My father stood aside and could only look out the window of the hospital bed, because he seemed to dare not see me on the hospital bed. Although I was unconscious at this time and was not awake, his face was filled with sorrow and seemed to be extremely depressed. All that was left was sighing. What could be used to blame myself at this time?

It's all my fault, why is this? Is this God's punishment for me? But why is it my husband who punished me? What should I do? Xiaoying kept lowering her head and crying, as if she seemed very helpless... Hearing Xiaoying's words, his father raised his head and his eyes closed, as if he didn't let his tears flow out. He had nothing to say and had nothing to say.

Xiaoying, you must take care of yourself. You must take good care of yourself as soon as possible and take good care of Jincheng. If both of you collapse, this family will be over. Think about Jincheng, think about Haohao, think about this family... My father seemed to have been brewing for a long time before he came up with the only words that could comfort Xiaoying.

Home, does this home still exist? If Jincheng goes, then this home will be broken. Even if Jincheng wakes up, will he forgive me? This home, no matter what, it will be broken... Xiaoying slept until the end and could no longer suppress her regret. She slapped herself in the face with her hand, and her eyes were extremely regretful. No matter whether I was alive or dead, this home was destined to be disbanded.

Xiaoying, don't do this, it's not your fault alone... When my father saw Xiaoying constantly slapping himself, he quickly grabbed Xiaoying's hands to stop her

Don't touch me, let me go, don't touch a finger in the future... At this time, Xiaoying seemed to be on the verge of collapse. She used all her strength to shake off her father's hand, and then she was a little further away from her father.

At this time, Xiaoying was no longer rational. Some of them were only self-blame and despair, and deep worries about me... My father didn't seem to have thought that Xiaoying would be like this. Xiaoying shook off his hand and suddenly had this attitude towards him, leaving him foolishly staying in place, at a loss, and finally he could only close his eyes in pain.

I didn't see whether my father was crying at this time, because I saw him turning his body with his eyes closed, and then walked out of the ward. His back seemed to have grown a lot aged a lot suddenly

He seemed to be going to the corridor to calm down, and he also wanted to leave time for Xiaoying and me.

Husband... I don't know if you can hear me... I hope you can hear... I don't know what to say... Really... Because now all the explanations are false... I betray you, this is an indisputable fact. Even if there are too many explanations, what's the use? My body is no longer clean, and I have done such a ugly thing with your father. No wonder you can't stand this stimulation. After my father left, Xiaoying tried it a few times, finally trembled his hands and stroked my face, and then began to cry and say intermittently.

When did you know? I don't know, you should have known it long ago? Otherwise, you wouldn't have suddenly appeared in the room that night. I'm so stupid. You knew it long ago, but you just endured it. You gave me a chance to reform, but I didn't cherish it. I once again fell into the gentle country where I was dead. I remembered the vows I had, I remembered our little things, I thought of your kindness to me, and I thought of your efforts to this family. I was really despicable. Not only did I betray you, I also betrayed myself, betrayed my vows, and betrayed my love husband. I don't ask you to forgive me, I just ask you to wake up. As long as you can wake up, I am willing to pay any price. If you really want to divorce me, I will choose to leave the house in vain. You have to choose to torture me for the rest of your life to vent my anger, and I will stay by your side without regrets and atone for the rest of your life to atone for the sins.

If you ask me, if it were me, which one would I choose? Husband, I would rather choose you to keep me by my side and torture me for the rest of my life. Although I will be tortured, I will at least be with you. As long as I can stay by your side, I have no other wishes, but I know, you will definitely choose to divorce, right?

Haha, I am really ridiculous. You haven't woken up yet. I actually think about what you will face after you wake up. I actually hope that when I jump off the cliff that night, I will never wake up, and you are safe and sound. In this way, after I die, you may forgive me, and at least let me leave in the name of my wife. If we both go, at least we can have the same bed in life and the same hole in death. I looked at Xiaoying next to me, murmured by my bed, crying and laughing, as if my mental state is getting worse and worse.

Husband, don’t worry, if you really go, you won’t be alone, I will definitely accompany you. After we die, I don’t expect to be your wife, I just hope that you will be a little devil around you and take care of you forever, and I will be satisfied. At this moment, I saw Xiaoying focusing her eyes on the cabinet next to my bed, where there was a fruit plate with a fruit knife in it, and Xiaoying reached out to hold the fruit knife in her hand

Xiaoying won’t do stupid things, right?

I was floating beside me, and I was secretly anxious, but I couldn't speak, so I could only do it.

Xiaoying, don't do stupid things... At this moment, my father suddenly pushed the door and came in. It turned out that my father was not very relieved after staying in the corridor for a while, so he went to the small window of the room to observe Xiaoying. He couldn't hear what Xiaoying said, but he could see Xiaoying crying and laughing. When he saw Xiaoying holding the fruit knife, he immediately thought of something and rushed in. There was also a nurse who came in. The nurse should have come to change the dressings for me.

After the nurse and his father rushed in, they quickly snatched the fruit knife from Xiaoying, and the nurse rang the alarm bell at the same time.

What are you doing? Let me go... You bastards... Many nurses rushed over and took Xiaoying away. Xiaoying kept struggling in the nurse's body. Finally, Xiaoying's voice slowly faded away

I wanted to float over and take a look, but after I reached a certain distance from my body, I found that I could no longer float away. It seemed that there was a certain limit to the distance between myself and my body, as if an invisible rope tied my body and soul together.

After my father looked at the hospital bed, he hurried to Xiaoying's ward. It was obvious that my father didn't know which side to take care of at this time.

Although I have some grudges about Xiaoying, I can't help but feel a little worried when I see Xiaoying's appearance. Seeing Xiaoying's appearance, my mental state seems to be on the verge of collapse.

The exposure of her and her father-in-law's scandal, coupled with her husband's deep coma, and she is also the culprit. Under the blow of these things, Xiaoying finally became mentally insane.

Alas, God, you really can mess with me. I don’t want to jump off the cliff. Why did you let me fall down?

The whole ward became quiet. At this time, I was like a ghost, constantly shaking back and forth around the body on the hospital bed.

At this time, I couldn't help but have many questions. How could I fall into a coma?

What exactly happened after I threw it off the cliff?

Where did Aunt Zhang go?

How many days have I been in a coma?

Logically speaking, the wedding between my father and Aunt Zhang should be held. Haha, after so many things have happened, can my father and Aunt Zhang still get married?

I just don’t know if the private matters between Xiaoying and her father have been known by others. After all, family scandals should not be made public. If this matter is promoted, the family will not be in a rebellious future. Parents in law and Aunt Zhang will not be quarreling?

At least in this city, I have no shame to stay... After a while, I heard footsteps in the corridor, and then I saw my parents-in-law and Aunt Zhang walking in. Aunt Zhang was carrying a lot of things in her hand, which looked like a lunch box, while her parents-in-law were carrying Haohao.

After they entered the door, they looked at me blankly

The two elderly women, mother-in-law and Aunt Zhang, couldn't help but wipe their tears. Although my father-in-law didn't cry, I couldn't control my eyes when I saw the bloodless color on the hospital bed. My parents-in-law always treated me as my own, and they all said that a sn in law half, but my parents-in-law treated me like my own son.

Sister-in-law, let me take care of Jincheng. You and your elder brother go and see Xiaoying. According to Lao Wang’s call today, Xiaoying is in a bad state after waking up. As parents, you are the most suitable person to enlighten her. In addition, let Lao Wang come and have a meal... Aunt Zhang said to her mother-in-law beside her.

After the parents-in-law nodded, they turned around and walked out of the ward. After a while, my father walked into the ward with a sad and haggard face.

Have something, Lao Wang... After seeing her father, Aunt Zhang couldn't help but say that when she saw her father's appearance, she couldn't help feeling a little distressed. Although the two had just been together for a while, Aunt Zhang had a deep relationship with her father

I can't eat... My father sat in front of the hospital bed, looking at me in a coma with a complicated expression... Why did you think you were so careless? How could you be so coincidental? It's okay if Jincheng and Xiaoying are young and naughty, but how could you let them mess around at such an old age? You...ah... Aunt Zhang talked to his father with complaints, but he saw his father's face full of sorrow, and in the end he couldn't say it anymore. Moreover, when his father heard Aunt Zhang say this, his face was unnatural... What's the situation?

Young and naughty?

Nonsense?

At this time, I was floating around the two of them, and my head was filled with big question marks...