As the door closed, all my memories and past were isolated, and everything became a farewell
I don't know how I went downstairs, but when I got downstairs, I held the suitcase with one hand and the other with Haohao carrying a small schoolbag with the other hand.
After I arrived downstairs, I looked back at my house... No... I should say that the building of Qu Ying's house is still on at this moment. After looking at it for a while, I turned around and left without looking back.
On the way to the train station by taxi, I was worried. I was most afraid that Xiaoying would do stupid things. I took out my cell phone and prepared to call someone, but who should I call?
Call your parents-in-law?
Call my father?
Or call Aunt Zhang?
I got up and wanted to go, so I decided to call my parents-in-law, because my parents-in-law are Xiaoying's biological parents after all, and they are the people who care about Xiaoying the most, so telling them is the safest way.
Jincheng, what's wrong? As soon as the phone was connected, I heard my mother-in-law's kind voice. When I heard the old man's words, my tears almost flowed down again
Now come here to accompany Xiaoying immediately, the faster the better... I quickly said this. Although this sentence was strange, my mother-in-law still responded, and then I hung up the phone
After hanging up the phone, I looked at the cell phone in my hand and turned around to look out the window from the taxi. At this moment, the taxi was walking on the bridge of the river. I gritted my teeth, then opened the window of the taxi and threw the cell phone in my hand out the window. Although it was already dark outside, I still saw clearly that my cell phone fell towards the river like a parabola.
Since you have to forget the past, then forget it completely and eliminate all traces and contact information
Without mobile phones, phone numbers, address books, WeChat, etc. I hope I will have a happy start
Although I chose to leave the house with nothing, I still brought a bank card with 50,000 yuan in it, which is the only property of our father-in-law.
When I arrived at the train station, I was in Harbin. I bought two sleeper tickets for trains to Guangzhou. I drove at 21:36 pm and it took 35 hours to arrive in Guangzhou.
Xiao Haohao didn't know what he was going to face, his face was full of excitement and curiosity
After getting on the train, I settled Haohao in my sleeper. The child was already sleepy. I sat on a small bench by the window and looked out the window. After a while, the train started. The city I had been in for more than ten years slowly began to leave me, and finally I could only see sporadic city lights.
Aunt Zhang, goodbye; parents-in-law, goodbye; father, goodbye... Xiaoying, goodbye... After sitting in front of the window for a while, I took out the pre-prepared train journey map. Although the train journey is long, there are very few stations in the middle. I will first understand, guess which station to get off at, and then start a new life in that city.
From Harbin to Guangzhou, there are 22 stations in total. There are several cities such as Tianjin and Qinhuangdao that are relatively close to Harbin. They are cities that I am very familiar with. I have been to business trips before, but I am a little too close to my hometown. I am afraid that I will bring back my memories and give up.
In the end, I initially selected the four places in Jiujiang, Nanchang, Ganzhou and Shaoguan. Let’s see what it feels like.
I took back the train information book in my hand. I saw that Haohao had already fallen asleep. I sat on another lower bunk and couldn't fall asleep for a long time. I just sat there, holding my chin with my hand and looking at the scenery outside the window. There were small towns and wilderness, but my attention was not on it. I kept recalling it in my mind, and of course I couldn't do without regrets and self-blame.
After sitting for a while, I shook my head. Now I think about these things, I am nothing more than asking for trouble.
My eyes fell on Haohao's face. Haohao's appearance seemed to be carved from the same mold as me. Everyone said that, and he was sleeping quietly at this moment.
I just stared at Haohao so blankly. He will be my only motivation for life and work in the future, and it is also my hope for survival.
No matter how difficult and painful it will be in the future, I must take good care of Haohao, let him receive the best education, and give him the best life
Before I knew it, I fell asleep with my hand on the small table. I don’t know how long it took to wake up from a nightmare. In my dream, I dreamed that Xiaoying committed suicide after I left.
When I woke up, I found that I was already sweating. I was confused at this time, but my heart couldn't help but feel tight. I looked at the time and it was almost 6 hours since I left home. I don't know what happened at home at this time.
But now I no longer have my cell phone and my relatives’ contact information. When I think of the dream I just now, I can’t help but feel a little anxious.
If I had a cell phone in my hand now, I guess the phone had already exploded.
It was already 33 o'clock in the morning, and Haohao was still sleeping so sweetly
People say that dreams are the opposite, but I hope this dream is the opposite... I looked at the time. It was still early before the arrival time in the four cities I expected, but I didn't dare to fall asleep anymore because I wanted to look at Haohao. Whether it was going to the toilet or something, I needed to take care of him. There were so many people on the train and Haohao was so young. If something happened to Haohao, I really couldn't survive.
In the torture of loneliness and boredom, I finally reached my destination, namely Shaoguan. After choosing, I arrived here. This is a beautiful classical tourist city and an ancient city. I was attracted by the classical architecture of the city and finally decided to stay in this city, which is also in Guangdong.
After nearly 30 hours of bumpy ride, Haohao and I were already very tired. After all, I didn't sleep very well on the train, and I didn't sleep much.
I took Haohao to find a relatively high-end hotel, and then stored all my luggage. Haohao is young and has a lot of fun
Seeing the comfortable big bed in the hotel, I actually fell asleep again, and I hugged Haohao and gradually fell asleep
We were awake until dawn and arrived in this strange city, which allowed me to enjoy the long-lost relaxation. After waking up, I cleaned up myself and then took Haohao to have a meal of local specialty food
Since Haohao is cheating on traveling, of course he has to take Haohao to play for a few days
Although the card is not much money, as long as we save some money, we can still spend a few months
But I didn't take Haohao to travel, I couldn't help but worry about the situation at home, and I don't know how everything was going.
Slowly, two days passed, everything was as usual, Haohao seemed to be happy because of travel, but my worries became heavier and heavier.
On the third day, I decided to take Haohao to find a kindergarten, and then rent a house near the kindergarten. My father and I couldn't always stay in a hotel.
There are many kindergartens, but the procedures for public kindergartens are complicated, so I found a relatively good private kindergarten for Haohao. Although Haohao is young, he still feels something wrong. He asked me why I didn’t go home to go to school, so I could only find a reason to cheat him.
It's easier to cheat as a kid, but this kid will have enough fun for a day. Then he has to make a noise and go home. Sooner or later, be ready.
I took advantage of the break when Haohao was in kindergarten and spent a whole afternoon renting a house with two bedrooms and one living room. The price was not expensive and I moved in with my luggage.
Before Haohao finished school, he purchased a batch of daily necessities. He worked hard for the afternoon and looked at this strange house. From now on, this will be my son and I. At least I need to rent a house for a short period of time.
Before I am completely stable, I don’t want to buy a house. I won’t talk about whether I have the financial ability or not. Maybe I will change cities.
I will be ready to find a job tomorrow. With my work experience and ability, it is not difficult to find a high-paying job. The only thing is that my son is more difficult, and picking up and dropping off the child is a problem.
It turned out that Xiaoying and her mother-in-law took care of Haohao. Now, they personally took care of their children, and only then did they realize how hard it is to take care of a child.
Life is just like this. Gradually, a few days have passed, and my job is still not settled. It’s not that I can’t find it, but that I can’t find a satisfactory job that suits me. Work is hard to come by, so take your time
It's time to pick Haohao up again. I went downstairs and walked towards the kindergarten. Calculate the day. I have left my home with a genital device. I don't know what happened at home.
I have never thought without my wickedness, will Xiaoying get hooked up with her father again?
But whenever I think of this, I will shake my head again. Everything is the past, what does it have to do with me?
Due to traffic jams on the road, after the bus arrived at the station, I arrived at the kindergarten a few minutes late, and school was already over now
My son must be waiting for me in the classroom. I quickly ran to the classroom where my son was and found that the teacher was sweeping the floor and cleaning the tables and chairs, and there was no son at all.
Teacher, my son ￥% Hao… I asked my son’s teacher
Your son was picked up by someone... The teacher replied
Pick it up? Who picked it up? The teacher's answer almost made me sit on the ground. I have no acquaintances in this city. My child was picked up by someone else, and my cold sweat suddenly flowed down
I don't know Ah, but your son knows her and calls her aunt. She waits here when the child is out of school. Usually, the child is picked up by strangers. We will ask the child very well. If the child doesn't know him, we will not let someone pick him up. Before the person picks up your son, your son and I have repeatedly confirmed it several times, and your son said he knows her. What kind of aunt is, I can't remember it... This young female teacher looks honest and stupid.
Is she a woman? How long has the child been taken away? At this moment, I suppressed the urge to punch the teacher with one punch. After all, finding the child is the first priority now. Because I was very scared and excited at this time, my first impression was that the child was cheated away by human traffickers. Thinking of the consequences that the child might suffer after the human traffickers cheated away, I was very scared. At this moment, I was trembling all over and sweating profusely. Without Haohao, I don’t know how to survive. Does God not give me a way out?
Do you have to put me to death and punish me?
After walking for less than ten minutes, I was a woman. She looked pretty and had a very elegant temperament... The teacher was still recalling slowly, as if she was not in a hurry.
I didn't listen to the female teacher's nonsense. I quickly ran outside and ran outside the school. I just arrived at the school gate and looked at the vehicles coming and going, and there were still everywhere. In fifteen minutes, I don't know how far I had walked if I took a taxi.
At this time, I seemed at a loss. Where should I go to find it... By the way, call the police, I quickly took out my phone and prepared to call the police. Two days ago, I bought another mobile phone and got a local number. It is more convenient to have a mobile phone. At this time, I opened the mobile phone with both hands. At this time, my fingers were trembling. I tried my best to control myself. 110, only three numbers, but I pressed the wrong number several times but didn't dial it out.
Just as I was about to try dialing again, my cell phone suddenly rang and a phone call came in. This number was still a secret number and I couldn't see the call number and place of residence...
I don't know how I went downstairs, but when I got downstairs, I held the suitcase with one hand and the other with Haohao carrying a small schoolbag with the other hand.
After I arrived downstairs, I looked back at my house... No... I should say that the building of Qu Ying's house is still on at this moment. After looking at it for a while, I turned around and left without looking back.
On the way to the train station by taxi, I was worried. I was most afraid that Xiaoying would do stupid things. I took out my cell phone and prepared to call someone, but who should I call?
Call your parents-in-law?
Call my father?
Or call Aunt Zhang?
I got up and wanted to go, so I decided to call my parents-in-law, because my parents-in-law are Xiaoying's biological parents after all, and they are the people who care about Xiaoying the most, so telling them is the safest way.
Jincheng, what's wrong? As soon as the phone was connected, I heard my mother-in-law's kind voice. When I heard the old man's words, my tears almost flowed down again
Now come here to accompany Xiaoying immediately, the faster the better... I quickly said this. Although this sentence was strange, my mother-in-law still responded, and then I hung up the phone
After hanging up the phone, I looked at the cell phone in my hand and turned around to look out the window from the taxi. At this moment, the taxi was walking on the bridge of the river. I gritted my teeth, then opened the window of the taxi and threw the cell phone in my hand out the window. Although it was already dark outside, I still saw clearly that my cell phone fell towards the river like a parabola.
Since you have to forget the past, then forget it completely and eliminate all traces and contact information
Without mobile phones, phone numbers, address books, WeChat, etc. I hope I will have a happy start
Although I chose to leave the house with nothing, I still brought a bank card with 50,000 yuan in it, which is the only property of our father-in-law.
When I arrived at the train station, I was in Harbin. I bought two sleeper tickets for trains to Guangzhou. I drove at 21:36 pm and it took 35 hours to arrive in Guangzhou.
Xiao Haohao didn't know what he was going to face, his face was full of excitement and curiosity
After getting on the train, I settled Haohao in my sleeper. The child was already sleepy. I sat on a small bench by the window and looked out the window. After a while, the train started. The city I had been in for more than ten years slowly began to leave me, and finally I could only see sporadic city lights.
Aunt Zhang, goodbye; parents-in-law, goodbye; father, goodbye... Xiaoying, goodbye... After sitting in front of the window for a while, I took out the pre-prepared train journey map. Although the train journey is long, there are very few stations in the middle. I will first understand, guess which station to get off at, and then start a new life in that city.
From Harbin to Guangzhou, there are 22 stations in total. There are several cities such as Tianjin and Qinhuangdao that are relatively close to Harbin. They are cities that I am very familiar with. I have been to business trips before, but I am a little too close to my hometown. I am afraid that I will bring back my memories and give up.
In the end, I initially selected the four places in Jiujiang, Nanchang, Ganzhou and Shaoguan. Let’s see what it feels like.
I took back the train information book in my hand. I saw that Haohao had already fallen asleep. I sat on another lower bunk and couldn't fall asleep for a long time. I just sat there, holding my chin with my hand and looking at the scenery outside the window. There were small towns and wilderness, but my attention was not on it. I kept recalling it in my mind, and of course I couldn't do without regrets and self-blame.
After sitting for a while, I shook my head. Now I think about these things, I am nothing more than asking for trouble.
My eyes fell on Haohao's face. Haohao's appearance seemed to be carved from the same mold as me. Everyone said that, and he was sleeping quietly at this moment.
I just stared at Haohao so blankly. He will be my only motivation for life and work in the future, and it is also my hope for survival.
No matter how difficult and painful it will be in the future, I must take good care of Haohao, let him receive the best education, and give him the best life
Before I knew it, I fell asleep with my hand on the small table. I don’t know how long it took to wake up from a nightmare. In my dream, I dreamed that Xiaoying committed suicide after I left.
When I woke up, I found that I was already sweating. I was confused at this time, but my heart couldn't help but feel tight. I looked at the time and it was almost 6 hours since I left home. I don't know what happened at home at this time.
But now I no longer have my cell phone and my relatives’ contact information. When I think of the dream I just now, I can’t help but feel a little anxious.
If I had a cell phone in my hand now, I guess the phone had already exploded.
It was already 33 o'clock in the morning, and Haohao was still sleeping so sweetly
People say that dreams are the opposite, but I hope this dream is the opposite... I looked at the time. It was still early before the arrival time in the four cities I expected, but I didn't dare to fall asleep anymore because I wanted to look at Haohao. Whether it was going to the toilet or something, I needed to take care of him. There were so many people on the train and Haohao was so young. If something happened to Haohao, I really couldn't survive.
In the torture of loneliness and boredom, I finally reached my destination, namely Shaoguan. After choosing, I arrived here. This is a beautiful classical tourist city and an ancient city. I was attracted by the classical architecture of the city and finally decided to stay in this city, which is also in Guangdong.
After nearly 30 hours of bumpy ride, Haohao and I were already very tired. After all, I didn't sleep very well on the train, and I didn't sleep much.
I took Haohao to find a relatively high-end hotel, and then stored all my luggage. Haohao is young and has a lot of fun
Seeing the comfortable big bed in the hotel, I actually fell asleep again, and I hugged Haohao and gradually fell asleep
We were awake until dawn and arrived in this strange city, which allowed me to enjoy the long-lost relaxation. After waking up, I cleaned up myself and then took Haohao to have a meal of local specialty food
Since Haohao is cheating on traveling, of course he has to take Haohao to play for a few days
Although the card is not much money, as long as we save some money, we can still spend a few months
But I didn't take Haohao to travel, I couldn't help but worry about the situation at home, and I don't know how everything was going.
Slowly, two days passed, everything was as usual, Haohao seemed to be happy because of travel, but my worries became heavier and heavier.
On the third day, I decided to take Haohao to find a kindergarten, and then rent a house near the kindergarten. My father and I couldn't always stay in a hotel.
There are many kindergartens, but the procedures for public kindergartens are complicated, so I found a relatively good private kindergarten for Haohao. Although Haohao is young, he still feels something wrong. He asked me why I didn’t go home to go to school, so I could only find a reason to cheat him.
It's easier to cheat as a kid, but this kid will have enough fun for a day. Then he has to make a noise and go home. Sooner or later, be ready.
I took advantage of the break when Haohao was in kindergarten and spent a whole afternoon renting a house with two bedrooms and one living room. The price was not expensive and I moved in with my luggage.
Before Haohao finished school, he purchased a batch of daily necessities. He worked hard for the afternoon and looked at this strange house. From now on, this will be my son and I. At least I need to rent a house for a short period of time.
Before I am completely stable, I don’t want to buy a house. I won’t talk about whether I have the financial ability or not. Maybe I will change cities.
I will be ready to find a job tomorrow. With my work experience and ability, it is not difficult to find a high-paying job. The only thing is that my son is more difficult, and picking up and dropping off the child is a problem.
It turned out that Xiaoying and her mother-in-law took care of Haohao. Now, they personally took care of their children, and only then did they realize how hard it is to take care of a child.
Life is just like this. Gradually, a few days have passed, and my job is still not settled. It’s not that I can’t find it, but that I can’t find a satisfactory job that suits me. Work is hard to come by, so take your time
It's time to pick Haohao up again. I went downstairs and walked towards the kindergarten. Calculate the day. I have left my home with a genital device. I don't know what happened at home.
I have never thought without my wickedness, will Xiaoying get hooked up with her father again?
But whenever I think of this, I will shake my head again. Everything is the past, what does it have to do with me?
Due to traffic jams on the road, after the bus arrived at the station, I arrived at the kindergarten a few minutes late, and school was already over now
My son must be waiting for me in the classroom. I quickly ran to the classroom where my son was and found that the teacher was sweeping the floor and cleaning the tables and chairs, and there was no son at all.
Teacher, my son ￥% Hao… I asked my son’s teacher
Your son was picked up by someone... The teacher replied
Pick it up? Who picked it up? The teacher's answer almost made me sit on the ground. I have no acquaintances in this city. My child was picked up by someone else, and my cold sweat suddenly flowed down
I don't know Ah, but your son knows her and calls her aunt. She waits here when the child is out of school. Usually, the child is picked up by strangers. We will ask the child very well. If the child doesn't know him, we will not let someone pick him up. Before the person picks up your son, your son and I have repeatedly confirmed it several times, and your son said he knows her. What kind of aunt is, I can't remember it... This young female teacher looks honest and stupid.
Is she a woman? How long has the child been taken away? At this moment, I suppressed the urge to punch the teacher with one punch. After all, finding the child is the first priority now. Because I was very scared and excited at this time, my first impression was that the child was cheated away by human traffickers. Thinking of the consequences that the child might suffer after the human traffickers cheated away, I was very scared. At this moment, I was trembling all over and sweating profusely. Without Haohao, I don’t know how to survive. Does God not give me a way out?
Do you have to put me to death and punish me?
After walking for less than ten minutes, I was a woman. She looked pretty and had a very elegant temperament... The teacher was still recalling slowly, as if she was not in a hurry.
I didn't listen to the female teacher's nonsense. I quickly ran outside and ran outside the school. I just arrived at the school gate and looked at the vehicles coming and going, and there were still everywhere. In fifteen minutes, I don't know how far I had walked if I took a taxi.
At this time, I seemed at a loss. Where should I go to find it... By the way, call the police, I quickly took out my phone and prepared to call the police. Two days ago, I bought another mobile phone and got a local number. It is more convenient to have a mobile phone. At this time, I opened the mobile phone with both hands. At this time, my fingers were trembling. I tried my best to control myself. 110, only three numbers, but I pressed the wrong number several times but didn't dial it out.
Just as I was about to try dialing again, my cell phone suddenly rang and a phone call came in. This number was still a secret number and I couldn't see the call number and place of residence...
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