Chapter 185

Everything fell into silence, my father was lying there and crying, and Aunt Zhang sat on the side, and I left the time for the two old couples

I turned around and walked out of the ward, then went to the doctor's room, and asked in detail about the cost of the surgery and related precautions, etc.

After I asked a little bit, half an hour had passed

This time should be able to relieve my father. In fact, the most test of this operation is the patient's psychological endurance. After all, cutting off the testicles is equivalent to the eunuch in the second half of his life, eliminating the source of androgen secretion. In the future, estrogen may be occasionally injected and medications that resist androgens for life will be taken.

In this way, even the most masculine man will be like the ancient eunuchs, without growing a beard, thinning his throat, slipping his skin, neither male nor female, and sissy

I think most men can't accept it, so naturally they include their father.

No, I would rather die if I don't have surgery...

But, you die, what should I do? Just do it, think about it for me and the children...

No, I can't undergo surgery... Before I entered the ward, I just walked to the door, and when I heard my father and Aunt Zhang quarrel inside. My father seemed very excited and determined, while Aunt Zhang persuaded her father with great sincerity.

After I walked into the ward, my father and Aunt Zhang stopped arguing, but my father was in pain, as if he had lost all consciousness.

After I entered the ward, I didn't know how to persuade my father, and I didn't say anything. I understood my father. If it were me, I would rather die intact than become a man or a woman but have a life of survivor.

Dad, I'll come again tomorrow. You need time to think carefully. I hope you can be more rational. You are just sixty years old and the road ahead is long. Think about mom, how long she just married you, think about me, think about Haohao and Dodo, think about this family. Although you have lost some movement after surgery, you have more things waiting for you to cherish...

After saying these words, Aunt Zhang and I nodded, and then slowly walked out of the ward.

Everything needs to be decided by the father, the patient. After all, if the father does not agree and does not sign the operation form, even if everyone else in our family agrees, the hospital will never dare to force the operation, even if the patient dies with his own eyes.

After walking out of the hospital, I called Aunt Zhang and told her to tell her father more about the symptoms of advanced adenocarcinoma before and the pain after the end of the cancer and bone metastasis, which scared her father.

When I got home at night, I talked to Xiaoying. When I heard that my father could be cured, Xiaoying was obviously relieved. When I said that my father needed to remove the testicle, I closely watched Xiaoying's expression. Xiaoying was stunned when she heard it. There was no disappointment or pain I imagined. She just heard that her father had hope of healing and was more happy. I was quite satisfied with Xiaoying's performance. Of course, it was also possible that Xiaoying had other thoughts in her heart, but I didn't notice it.

The next night, Xiaoying and I made an appointment. I asked for leave in the afternoon and took Haohao back from my parents-in-law. At the same time, I took Dodo.

After that, our family of four ran straight to the hospital. When we arrived at the hospital ward, Aunt Zhang sat next to the bed with a sad face, while her father seemed to be out of breath. When he learned that he had cancer, he seemed to have lost half his life in an instant.

Grandpa... A boy's voice that has grown up and is in the voice change stage, plus a little girl who is still angry and angry, sounds in the ward

The father was closing his eyes and his eyes opened instantly. When he turned around, he saw the two children he wanted to see the most, one grandson and one granddaughter.

When Dodo was born, his father was very happy and proud. He brags about his happiness when he met everyone, and his children and grandchildren were everywhere. When he met Haohao and Dodo again, his father seemed to have all his worries disappeared, and his original negative attitude disappeared in an instant. He got up from the bed and stood up to accompany his two children.

Dodo sat in his father's arms like a koala, and Haohao had grown up and could not hold him like he was a child. Haohao took a knife to peel an apple for his father and saw Dodo. Looking at Haohao, the doting in his eyes was unspeakable.

Aunt Zhang and I saw everything in front of us, looked at each other and smiled at each other.

Aunt Zhang and I studied the method of persuading my father last night. What a person who is determined to die is most afraid of is to have some bonds and concerns. When he has concern and reluctance, his desire to die will be shaken. The bondage of my father in his later years is nothing more than Aunt Zhang and his grandchildren.

These days, I decided to let Haohao and Dodo come with my father every night until my father agrees to the operation

I agree to the surgery, it's OK at any time...

Three days later, when I was about to take Haohao and Dodo away from the ward, my father suddenly said this from behind me. After hearing this, Aunt Zhang burst into tears and laughed, and I felt relieved and nodded gently.

The next day, I told the doctor the results and paid all the costs of the surgery. The operation entered the countdown. My father began to prepare for the pre-operative preparation stage from diet and other aspects, and various drugs were also prepared.

The operation is scheduled for one day, and no matter how big or small the surgery is, it is a certain risk, let alone cancer surgery

Three days later, our family was waiting outside the operating room, looking at the lights in the operating room

Aunt Zhang sat on the chair, Xiaoying and I sat together. If I was not nervous at all at this time, it would be a lie.

My hands were pinching tightly, and Xiaoying was holding my hands tightly beside me

I turned my head and looked at Xiaoying. Her eyes were like Aunt Zhang, staring at the lights in the operating room. As long as the lights change, the operation will mean the end.

I looked at the closed door of the operating room and imagined that my father's testicles might be being removed or removed.

At this moment, my mind recalled the scenes of my father and Xiaoying having sex before. Originally, I was worried that my father and Xiaoying would revive, so I was always worried. Although my father and Xiaoying have been in good manners and have not had any relationships again in the past five years, I have never dared to feel completely relieved. The monitoring equipment at home is still retained, which shows this.

A 22 cm large penis, long-lasting sexual ability, huge ejaculation volume, the sexual function that my father is proud of has come to a successful conclusion with this operation

After this operation, with the removal of the testicles, my father will not be able to get an erection again for the rest of his life, and will not be able to produce semen, and will lose the symbol and essence of a man forever.

After the operation, the monitoring equipment at home can also be removed, and I can completely relieve myself of my father and Xiaoying.

Ding... With a crisp sound, the thoughts of our family of three woke up. The lights in the operating room had changed. Our family of three instantly stood up from the chair, waiting for the doctor to come out, and then announced the results of the operation

Seeing the doctor coming out, the hearts of our family of three were extremely distressed. I was most afraid of hearing the doctor say: Sorry, we tried our best.

The operation went smoothly, everything was based on subsequent treatment and recuperation... After hearing the doctor's words, we breathed a sigh of relief. After a while, the doctor pushed out my father who was still in a coma.

I followed the attending doctor and discussed the details of the subsequent recuperation.

Xiaoying helped Aunt Zhang take care of her father because her father was about to wake up soon

About half an hour later, my father woke up and saw that he had no words, only tears kept flowing, and everyone could see the regret and sadness in his eyes. I think my father must have regretted it at this time. His anesthetic effect passed by little by little. At this time, he must have felt the pain from his lower body and lost the most precious thing of a man. My father had to adjust his heart and adapt to his current physical condition for a while.

In the following time, Xiaoying and I took Dodo to the hospital to see our father every day. When Haohao had time, we would bring Haohao back to let the breath and warmth of our family awaken our father and let his mood slowly recover.

Under Aunt Zhang's meticulous care, my father recovered very well, except for his mood.

Looking at Aunt Zhang and my father, I decided that after my father recovered and was discharged from the hospital, I took the family out for a trip. During this period when my father was sick, the whole family was too nervous, which just made everyone relieve their mood.

According to the doctor, although my father removed the testicles and underwent castration surgery, there is still a possibility of recurrence. My father had to go to the hospital for examination for life and also had to take medicine for life. It can be said that in the future, my father will not only not be able to become a complete man, but also lose a healthy body, and become a commonly said in Northeastern dialect: medicine jar

I was only relieved after my father was discharged from the hospital

Since this period of time, most of my attention is on my father. I have not paid attention to Xiaoying's condition carefully.

It is rare to hear it sometimes. I carefully recall Xiaoying's attitude during this period. After all, the only rift between Xiaoying and me in the past five years is Xiaoying's attitude towards her father.

Recalling the pain, guilt, regret, sadness, and fear after his father was sick, Xiaoying experienced pain, guilt, regret, sadness, and fear. In the end, his father was happy and relaxed after he was saved.

I don’t know why, but logically speaking, after seeing Xiaoying happy for her father’s recovery, I should have a little jealousy in my heart, but this time I don’t know why, except for being happy, there is no other negative emotions in my heart. Maybe it’s because my father is no longer a man. Is it necessary to be jealous of my father now?

I have time and spend time watching the surveillance videos during this period. In fact, it is the last viewing. After watching the videos during this period, I am going to remove the surveillance equipment. Without my father's bond, the surveillance equipment has lost all its meaning.

But after reading the surveillance, I found a detail, that is, after learning that my father had cancer, Xiaoying actually wrote a log online. Seeing her writing this log, I think it must have recorded Xiaoying's attitude towards her father now, and you can understand Xiaoying's heart. In the past, I must have cared and looked forward to this log. But now, the expectations in my heart have decreased, and everything is because, everyone has changed now, and the biggest change is my father.

I turned around and looked at Xiaoying who was sleeping soundly on the bed. She was under the shackles of guilt. She must have not slept so well in a long time.

After that, I gently clicked on the web page, then logged into the forum that Xiaoying often visited, and logged into Pink Lily, an account that has lost its meaning...