Chapter 175

I don't know how long Xiaoying has been beside me, because maybe she has been living in a soul state for this period and has not had much rest, so I couldn't suppress my fatigue and I fell asleep again comfortably.

When I woke up, it was the next morning. I opened my eyes and saw the sunlight coming in from the window.

I turned around and saw Xiaoying sitting by the bed and sleeping soundly. She might have been tired during this period. At this moment, she was lying quietly beside the bed, holding my hand tightly

She slept very quietly at this time, perhaps because she had cried in her sleep, with dry tears on her face.

Originally, I was very soft in my heart, and I often couldn't bear to see Xiaoying crying the most, but the anger and pain in my heart had already offset the softness of my heart.

Looking at Xiaoying in her sleep quietly, she seemed very quiet at this moment, just like her before, but my eyes moved down and turned to her extremely graceful body. At this moment, my eyes seemed to be able to see through, allowing me to see the father's semen that had been retained in her body countless times, making me feel only some disgust

Although the semen has disappeared for so many days, it seems that the traces of the semen will remain in Xiaoying's body for the rest of her life and will never disappear again

My eyes were patrolling indoors, but I didn't notice my father. I looked at the clock on the hospital bed. It was just past five o'clock. According to the past, Xiaoying and I were still hugging each other, lying lazily in the quilt. Maybe I slept very early last night, so I woke up early.

At this moment, I haven't exercised for a long time and my body is a little stiff. I want to go downstairs and walk around.

I gently pulled my hand back, very slowly, I don't want to see Xiaoying wake up

Maybe she was too tired, I pulled my hand back, she just pouted, moved her head and continued to fall asleep

I gently went down the floor, then put on my slippers and walked up. Fortunately, I didn't feel much stranger in my body.

My steps were very light, and finally I opened the door of the ward and walked out

As soon as I walked out of the ward, I saw my father sleeping soundly on the chair in the corridor. At this moment, my father was sitting on the chair with his head resting on the wall behind him. Perhaps it was because the corridor was colder at night, and my father was covered with his own coat.

Looking at my father's familiar appearance, there was almost no change in his appearance except when he got old, but the impression he gave me had undergone a huge change, especially on the last night of the two of them on the island, my impression of them had completely changed qualitatively.

Maybe it was still early, and the hospital seemed very quiet at this moment

I turned around and looked at my ward number and wrote it down so that I wouldn't be able to find my way back in a while

After that, I started wandering around the hospital. This is the best hospital in our city. I slowly walked into the hospital garden. Maybe I was unconscious in the hospital bed for a long time and got a little tired after walking for a while. During this period, I only took nutritional medicine and didn't eat at all. I was really hungry.

After walking around the garden for a while, I found a bench in my hospital uniform and sat down.

Although it was very early, there were many patients in the hospital garden like me who were exercising.

But at this time, I did not get along with them, but lazily lay on the chair and basking in the sun. At the same time, my brain was also thinking about the next path.

At this time, my psychology did not change. After I recovered, I would handle my own affairs. Then I took Haohao away and entrusted a lawyer to complete the divorce procedures. I found a place where no one knew me. My father and Xiaoying couldn't find me. They raised Haohao alone.

Husband... Jincheng... But before I could think for a long time, I heard two voices of a man and a woman. I opened my eyes and saw Xiaoying and her father running out of the building from afar. The two of them seemed very nervous and panicked at this time. I really wanted to be looking for me.

I didn't answer, but looked at them from afar. They both ran around and searched, shouting my name

I sat in the middle of the garden, and after a while, the two of them saw me

Husband, you scared me so much... Why did you run out secretly by yourself... After Xiaoying saw me, she ran over quickly and threw herself into my arms and started crying

It can be seen that she is very scared

Are you scared now? If I take Haohao away in a few days, will you commit suicide? At this time, I vaguely thought in my heart, and I couldn't help but feel a little worried.

Jincheng, why did you run out alone? We called you for a long time, why didn’t you answer? We scared us to death. Although my father at this time knew that I had lost my memory, he still didn’t dare to face me. While complaining about me again, I still heard a hint of fear in his words.

Is my name Jincheng? At this time, I looked at my father with a puzzled look and asked in a pretentious manner.

After hearing my words, my father was obviously stunned

Regarding Ah, my son lost his memory and just woke up not long ago. He seemed to have not told him what he was called. My father couldn't help but feel embarrassed by me at this time.

I won't scold my father, and I won't punish him. After all, he is my biological father. I won't do anything disrespectful.

At this time, Xiaoying was still lying in my arms and crying, which shows that she was really scared.

In the past, when Xiaoying was crying in my arms, I would hug her and gently pat her back with both hands to express comfort.

But this time, I didn't move any movement, my hands were hanging on both sides of my body

Xiaoying seemed to feel the difference between me and before, and she couldn't help but cry even more sadly

Okay, let's go back... My father may not be able to stand the scene at this time, and there are strange eyes from others, and he persuaded him.

After I returned to the ward with them, I didn’t want to lie in bed at this time. I hate the hospital and the current environment, and I don’t want to see my father and Xiaoying.

At this time, Xiaoying was peeling apples for me, and my father had already gone out to buy breakfast

Husband, eat the apple... Xiaoying carefully peeled the apple and handed it to me

Sorry, I don’t want to eat it... At this time, I was very indifferent to Xiaoying. I used to love eating apples, but now I don’t want to eat it. Maybe I’m angry with Xiaoying, I don’t want to accept any kindness of her

If you don't want to eat, we won't eat it, but why do you say sorry? When Xiaoying heard my rejection, she was obviously stunned, but she forced a smile and asked. She could tell that my sorry and refusal tone made her very sad. After all, my rejection and that regret completely regarded Xiaoying as a stranger

Your name is Wang Jincheng, it is my husband, I am your wife, my name is Qu Ying, you have always called me Xiaoying... Xiaoying looked at me and didn't answer, and my face darkened. Then he said to me gently, as if he wanted to awaken my memory and began to introduce himself.

You are my wife? But why do I don’t like you now? And there are some... I directly expressed my feelings. Although I am amnesia at this time, these words are my psychological words.

Do I love Xiaoying?

Love, how could the relationship over the years melt so easily? But now all the love for her is overwhelmed by betrayal and hatred

I didn't say the last words, what I didn't say was: And there was some disgust.

After hearing what I said, the apple in Xiaoying's hand that she had been peeling for a long time fell to the ground, and her tears couldn't help but flowed out from the corners of her eyes.

My words have hurt her heart

When the apple fell on the floor and made a muffled groan, she realized that she wiped her tears with the back of her hand in panic, then bent down to pick up the apple

It's okay, husband, you don't remember anything now. I will tell you about our affairs slowly in the future. It doesn't matter if you forget me, it doesn't matter if you don't feel anything about me. We can start over... Xiaoying said with tears in her eyes. After she picked up the apple, she used a knife to cut the apple in half.

She held the half that fell to the ground in her hand and handed me the clean half.

Husband, come on, let's start with eating apples? I'll eat half of it, you eat half of it, let's eat together... After saying that, she put the half of the apple that fell on the ground and was stained with dust in her mouth, took a bite, and handed it in the air with the clean apple in the other hand

Looking at Xiaoying eating dirty apples, it seemed that something was touched in her heart, but it was very light

I took the half clean apple and put it in my mouth and started eating it.

I haven't eaten for a long time, and my mouth seems to be bitter and has no taste. At this time, the usual apples really feel very sweet

Seeing how I was eating apples, Xiaoying finally burst into tears and smiled.

After a while, my father came back with breakfast. After he entered the room, he was slightly stunned. He saw Xiaoying, whose tears were not dry and me, who looked cold, and the two of them were eating apples.

A hint of relaxation appeared on my father's face, maybe his nerves were still tense these days

He still cared about me very much, but at the moment his sexual desire came, my son, the dead mother, didn't care about everything. The only thing left in his mind was sexual desire to mate with the opposite sex.

Have breakfast... My father divided the breakfast into three portions, but Xiaoying didn't eat it. Before I could pick it up, she handed the breakfast to my mouth, making my father and I stunned for a moment

I'll feed you... Xiaoying said gently, she pinched the breakfast in her hand and handed it to my mouth

My father, who was standing by, saw this scene, a hint of envy and pain flashed in his eyes.

He might be able to see Xiaoying’s feelings for me. This kind of feelings is something he can never compare with, and it is something he can never enjoy. He got Xiaoying’s body, but he may never get Xiaoying’s complete heart

No, I'd better do it myself... I snatched breakfast from Xiaoying and started eating

My father sighed secretly about my ignorance of the current affairs, and a hint of disappointment, sadness, and a hint of sadness flashed in Xiaoying's eyes. I was still so disgusted with her after I lost my memory. Her heart might have been hurt.

I saw Xiaoying’s sad look with my own eyes, and at the same time, my heart was also sad. But Xiaoying or me, which one of us would hurt more?

By the way, I want to ask you a question, how did I get hurt? What happened before I lost my memory? At this time, I was chewing in my mouth, but my words were very clear

This is indeed the question I want to ask, because I don’t know what reasons the two of them found afterwards to make excuses and deceive everyone

You know, Xiaoying also jumped out of the sea with me, and she was still wearing a wedding dress at that time. Aunt Zhang couldn't find that her wedding dress had been worn by Xiaoying. And when the incident happened, she was still on the island, and there were only three of us.

Uh... When I heard my question, my father and Xiaoying stopped chewing in their mouths at the same time. The two were stunned and suddenly became nervous. Then they turned their heads and looked at each other at the same time, with fear in their eyes

At this time, I asked such a question, but it would not appear abrupt, nor would it reveal anything

Under normal circumstances, the first thing a person with amnesia wakes up will ask: Who am I?

What exactly happened?

Why am I injured and so on

I looked at the two people looking at each other in confusion, looking forward to the explanation of the next words, but I would explain to me whether it was the truth or the lies...