Chapter 200

Listening to Xiaoying's uneven breathing next to her, I knew that she was having a fierce struggle in her heart. One side was loyalty and rationality for me, and the other side was the desire for sexual desire brought by sexual addiction, but I didn't know which side would win.

And the same is true in my heart. When I just said those words to Xiaoying, I was very free and easy on the surface, but in fact I just reduced Xiaoying's vigilance and grudges, making her feel that I didn't care much anymore. It's just that I knew that I really didn't care in my heart?

All the free and easy things just now are pretending. Now I have told Xiaoying everything and also told Xiaoying what I think.

In other words, I have already opened the bow at this time and no longer look back.

Do I regret it in fact?

Somewhat is worried and anxious when I don't say it, but after I say it, I complain that I'm anxious

At the same time, can the future road be as smooth as I imagined?

Alas, since I have told Xiaoying and made a decision, just go on like this and think that I was forced. Next is my father's job

Before I knew it, I didn't know how long I thought about it, but I fell asleep

When I woke up the next morning, the sky had already cleared up. Xiaoying had already gotten up to make breakfast. When I got up, my father was washing in the bathroom. When I saw me walking out of the bedroom, my father smiled awkwardly. If my father wanted to face me again, it might take some time.

I don’t know if it was the relationship I talked last night, but Xiaoying became much more free and easy when facing her. When I walked out of the bedroom and looked at her, Xiaoying didn’t know if she had thought of something. Her face turned red and she turned her eyes away from looking at me.

Dad, you go back to the island to inspect in the afternoon. When you wait for about five o'clock, you are waiting for me at the dock. I drive after get off work and pick you up directly... While having breakfast, I said to my father, because I want to find an opportunity to talk to my father, the situation at this time is really unbelievable. I am trying to match my father to have sex with my beloved wife. People who don't understand the reason must think I am a psychopath. They want to say that I was the one I used to be, but after this setback, I really changed. This time I am different from before, and I am forced to do so.

No, I'll just take the bus back by myself... When my father heard my words, he seemed flattered and quickly shook his hand and refused.

Just wait for me... I don't want to fight a tug-of-war with my father, so I said firmly

After breakfast, I drove towards the company. Leng Bingshuang must have been waiting for me early.

When I walked out of the house, only my father and Xiaoying were left at home. Will they have sex?

Definitely not. After all, I haven't done my father's job yet, and the two of them don't have the courage now. As for Xiaoying, although I was a little moved by me, she has not fully accepted my idea. She still needs me to add the last fire.

At night, I finally got off work. Before I got off work, Leng Bingshuang told me that I would accompany her to a dance tomorrow night. First, I would give me a lot of experience, second, I would like to know some dignitaries, third, I would like to be her dance companion, and just let me learn social dance

The dance party is an important way for upper-class social communication. I may have to face it frequently in the future, so I am both expecting and timid about the dance party tomorrow night.

Leng Bingshuang has prepared evening dresses for me, and also let the makeup artist start planning the image and preparation for me.

After get off work, I drove to the dock and saw my father waiting at the dock from a distance.

I stopped the car and my father got in. I drove instead of walking towards home, but drove out of the city and reached a relatively remote place

Along the way, my father obviously realized that I was not going home. He sat in the passenger seat several times and wanted to ask, but he wanted to speak but stopped.

At this time, my father seemed very nervous and didn't know what I was going to do. Maybe he thought I pulled him into the wilderness and then killed someone and threw him away?

Looking at my father's nervous look, I couldn't help but think of it

Jincheng, come...why are we going home? When the car stopped, my father asked nervously

Nothing, I have something to talk to you about... Compared to Xiaoying, my father's work should be easier to do. After all, my idea is a beautiful woman for my father. Maybe he can't ask for it. But this time it's from secret to light. When I know it, my father still needs to have the ability to bear it.

Oh, good...good...good... My father couldn't figure out my pulse, so he could only listen carefully

I didn't say anything, but took out Xiaoying's medical record from my briefcase and handed it to my father

My father is often hospitalized, so he understands the medical record list very well. He frowned as he looks at it, because as an elderly person, he doesn't know the name of the current society of sex addiction.

There was no way, while my father was watching, I opened my mouth to explain the concept of sexual addiction to my father, as well as the causes and possible consequences. As a result, after listening to it, my father was stunned with the same expression as Xiaoying.

Now do you know what I am going to do for you? After explaining, I took out the water from the box and took a sip. First, I said a lot of things and felt thirsty. Second, I was uneasy in my heart. Drinking water to relieve myself.

I'm really nervous now. It would be great if it weren't for all this. It's a pity that I have no choice but to follow the right path

Xiaoying suffered from this disease because... After seeing it, my father asked me nervously with guilt in his eyes, and he seemed unbelievable

Yes, it is because of the suicide of taking medicine this time. It can be said that there are your reasons, or that the people who hurt her are the ones she is now, and there are a big reason for you... I don't want to push all the blame to my father, so I didn't say too much.

Alas... The father sighed and closed his eyes. He didn't think of anything else at this time, but he felt that he had hurt Xiaoying, so he hated him very much and regretted him very much.

At this time, he wanted to cry, but was afraid that I was jealous, so he kept holding it up. At this time, he might have a lot of apology to say to me and Xiaoying, but he wanted to stop talking and couldn't say it. What's the use of hypocritical words?

I need you to help me... I saw that my father's brain was a little slow at this time, so he expressed his thoughts. Now it's time to go to the next topic.

What can I do for you and Xiaoying... My father was so old that he was a little older. Maybe he couldn't think of my thoughts at all, because my thoughts might exceed his cognition. He might have guessed it, but he just couldn't believe it.

I just told you about the possible consequences of sexual addiction. Xiaoying's sexual desire must be satisfied, but I don't have the energy and time, so I need you to satisfy her... My father told me that it is not as complicated as Xiaoying said, short and capable as I said to me.

What did you...you...you...you say? You made me...and her... my father couldn't believe it at this moment. He had stuttered at this moment, and even the medical record in his hand fell off. His body was trembling at this moment.

Why? I have done it before, but now I am scared? Do it once, do it a hundred times, and do it again. Is there any other way now? If you don’t do it and Xiaoying can’t control it, you may go out to cheat on another man. Do you think I can accept this situation? If Xiaoying goes out to find another man to satisfy her sexual desire, let alone me, even my father will not accept it.

Xiaoying is not only my beloved person, but also my father’s favorite goddess. How could his father endure the desecration of his beloved goddess by other men?

Is there really no other way? My father couldn't believe it at this time. Although he seemed a little helpless, I still saw a hint of joy in the way he stretched out his eyes. This is normal. Isn't this exactly what my father's appetite?

And if I agree, I will never have to sneak in again

But my father couldn't agree directly, so he still had to say some refusal words, and he was the same as my inner thoughts at this time. Did my son truly accept it?

He is still testing him, he can't figure it out

No, for Xiaoying to recover soon and for this family, this is the only way. However, you must grasp the standard and not have feelings for Xiaoying. After Xiaoying recovers completely, the relationship will be cut off... Although I expressed my thoughts, I still have to make three rules with my father to avoid losing control of the subsequent things. Although I believe Xiaoying’s feelings for me, what happens in the future?

Okay, let's go home... After I finished speaking, my father lowered his head and thought, as if he hadn't relieved from the shock. After all, this was too incredible, but if I thought about it carefully, my choice was the only correct choice.

I picked up the medical record, then started the car and rushed towards home

Along the way, my father and I didn't say a word. My father was slowly digesting what had just happened, and I was concentrating on driving.

Slowly, the car drove into our community, and my father seemed even more nervous and at this time he seemed a little overwhelmed. Looking at my father, I knew my father had something to say

What's wrong? Unlocked my seat belt and asked my father

That... Xiaoying... agree? My father asked this sentence a little embarrassedly, and he didn't dare to look at me.

Although his expression was very plain, I saw that he was happy in his heart. After all, he had the opportunity to be intimate with his goddess, and it was legitimate

Seeing my father like this, it seems that I had a correct view of him before. He is really an animal that thinks about the lower body. Such a person is destined to not achieve much in his life.

She agreed, I had already made her clear, go upstairs... Last night, I panicked to Xiaoying and told her that I had done my father's work. Now I did the same thing and lied to my father because Xiaoying didn't accept it completely.

But this kind of lie is considered a kind-hearted lie, because this can reduce the grudges as much as possible

I got out of the car, my father followed me, and my father walked quietly behind me. I couldn't see his expression. Maybe he was laughing behind me at this time, or maybe he was despising me from behind. I shook my head and didn't let myself think about it. Since I made a decision, I would face it calmly. If I made a decision, since I had to think randomly, I would probably have entered a state of schizophrenia.

Boom... When I took out the key and opened the unit door, there was a thunder sound in the sky. I kept the key in the keyhole and looked up at the sky

It was originally clear and it was cloudy when it was cloudy, and it was about to rain.

The weather is changing, and life is the same. It seems that the next few days of my life will change, but I don’t know if it is cloudy or sunny…