Chapter 81 Leaving Home

Although I was very confused about my father going out during the day, I did not ask my father, after all, that would reveal myself

When I was at work, I couldn't help but think about it. Could it be that my father couldn't help but go to the lady for sexual desire?

Or... go and have a secret meeting with Xiaoying in other places behind their backs?

But I denied these questions. My father asked me for money now. Since he got older, he has no source of income at all. How could he have the money to find a lady?

You know, the price of the lady is not cheap now

It is impossible to have a try with Xiaoying, because it can be seen from the performance of the two at home in the past few days that Xiaoying has never forgiven her father, and even has no good face to show her father behind her back.

I have been working hard all this time. Since the company headquarters has to come for inspection in a quarterly comprehensive inspection, I have been rectifying the work items to be inspected during this period. The matter of going out with Xiaoying on a trip must be temporarily shelved. After the comprehensive inspection, I will find time to go out for travel.

Before I knew it, a week passed. When I got home from get off work, I prepared the meal at home, which was made by Xiaoying.

Perhaps it was because my father discovered that Xiaoying doesn't like eating the food he cooks now, so now Xiaoying makes dinner. There are some things to do, so Xiaoying can try to avoid talking to her father as much as possible.

It seems that Xiaoying cannot forget her father's promise in a short time, and she completely lost her innocence.

But as time goes by, Xiaoying's blame for her father has diminished a little.

Logically speaking, Xiaoying has given her father the greatest sexual standards, such as oral sex, leg sex, caressing, etc., but kissing and real sex have always been the bottom line in her heart, because my existence has always refused to break through with her father. Now, my father suddenly failed to abide by the agreement and forced to take it away. It is no wonder Xiaoying blames her father.

I know that Xiaoying's inner pain needs time to heal, so I have never planned to make the next plan

Jincheng, Xiaoying, I found a job, and I will go to work tomorrow. My father, who was eating at the dinner table, lowered his head and said something to us, which made Xiaoying and I suddenly become petrified.

Looking for a job?

My father is looking for a job

I finally know what my father has been doing during the day. It turns out that he is going to find a job

Dad, aren't you kidding? Why are you looking for a job at such an old age? With Xiaoying and I, I am more than enough to support my family. You should enjoy a happy life at home. Why do you go out to work? I might have guessed something, but when I heard that my father was dragging his already aged body to work, I couldn't help but feel ache

Xiaoying was stunned when she heard this. She seemed to understand something. Her expression was filled with a hint of heartache.

I'm not kidding, Besides, I'm less than 60 years old and I'm still pretty tough, Haohao has already gone to preschool class, I don't need me to take care of me, I've also been idle, you know, I've been in the countryside for the rest of my life, suddenly came to the city, to be honest, I've lived in the past few years, and I'm really not used to it, I still like a life like that in the countryside. At this time, my father raised his head and said to me with a smile, although my father was smiling, I understood the helplessness and reluctance in his heart from his father's expression.

Rural? What do you mean is that you want to leave your home and live in a place where you work? Are you going to work in the countryside? What job are you looking for? My heart is full of doubts, and my tone is a little quick

Don't worry, it's not a heavy job, it's easy to see wind power facilities and crops on Jiangxin Island. Like a buff, there is no physical labor and the scenery of Jiangxin Island is good. I can also grow some vegetables and even raise some poultry. Working on it is very similar to when I was in the countryside, I am very happy to go here. Speaking of this, I finally know what my father's job is.

Harbin is close to Songhua River. There are many Jiangxin Islands in the center of Songhua River. Now the country encourages green projects, so the country contracted Jiangxin Island to some people to develop wind power. There are many large wind turbines on Jiangxin Island, large and small. Some people directly planted corn and other crops on Jiangxin Island. My father went to those Jiangxin Islands to do a husband-up

Those Jiangxin Islands are isolated from the world, and only special tourist boats can reach the top. The travel fee is set according to the distance of Jiangxin Island.

I kept trying my best to persuade my father, but my father never let go from beginning to end. I understand my father's temper. When I came up, I was stubborn and stubborn. In our Northeast dialect, I was very stubborn.

Xiaoying has been watching my father and I convince each other from beginning to end, but she has never spoken.

She might have thought about the reason why her father left home. Although her father hurt her, she knew that the fault was not entirely on her father alone. After a long time, she might have completely forgiven her father.

The reason why she is indifferent to her father is that she has not relieved her heart.

But when she heard that her father really decided to leave home, Xiaoying kept looking at her father reluctantly, with a hint of panic in her eyes, and even her hands holding chopsticks were trembling slightly.

Xiaoying occasionally looks at me with expectations. I can feel that Xiaoying's expression is hoping that I can convince my father.

Dad, you are old and always careless in doing things. If you leave home, Jincheng and I will not be able to take good care of you. Seeing that I have not persuaded my father, Xiaoying finally couldn't help but look at his father and began to convince him. Although Xiaoying's words were very short, this sentence was enough for his father, because this was the first time Xiaoying really said to his father with all his heart during this period.

Don't persuade me anymore. If you really do it for me, you should support me, because this is the life I want. In the past, because of Haohao, I never had time and opportunity. Now I finally have time. You can satisfy my wish. After hearing what Xiaoying said, a hint of relief flashed in my father's eyes, but there was no surprise. My father's heart was fragile. Perhaps what Xiaoying did these days made my father feel heartbroken. Xiaoying's current persuasion is far from working, otherwise, my father should have surprise.

Xiaoying and I didn't persuade our father in the end. The next day, my father started to pack up his things. I helped my father clean up daily necessities and soft materials with heartache. Xiaoying also kept helping him silently.

Because Xiaoying also had to pick up and take care of the children, I sent my father alone to Jiangxin Island where I wanted to work. I had to take a boat alone and chartered a boat for 50 yuan. Jiangxin Island has beautiful scenery and fresh air.

During those days my father went out and bought fishing rods or something. He could fish on the island to pass the time when he was free.

I have to say that living on this Jiangxin Island, I can't help but feel a little envious. It's a completely paradise. It's just that my father is the only one on this Jiangxin Island, and I have to endure loneliness.

There is a very small brick house on Jiangxin Island, with only one room and a kitchen, and a small cottage at the back of the room, which seems to be used for miscellaneous items.

Since the island mainly develops wind power, small houses are not short of electricity and can basically meet daily life. It only takes time to purchase some daily necessities on the shore.

I was busy until I returned home at night. I suddenly had no father at home and felt much more deserted.

Lying in bed at night, I was filled with self-blame. Did I do something wrong?

All this was caused by me. If it weren't for my perverted desires, my father wouldn't have left this home. He dragged his aging body and lived alone on an island alone on a small island.

After Xiaoying fell asleep at night, I would turn on the surveillance video at home as usual. Without my father, this set of equipment seems a bit redundant now.

Before I went home, after packing the house and cooking dinner, Xiaoying would sit on the sofa and stare blankly, and the TV did not turn on.

Sometimes, she sat for more than an hour, motionless, not knowing what she was thinking about

But Xiaoying's emotions are very complicated. In short, it is pain and reluctance. Sometimes she will stare at the family photo on the main wall of the living room and stare blankly. There are me, father, Xiaoying and Haohao. This photo was taken by Haohao when he was one year old.

Sometimes, Xiaoying even clutched the sofa tightly with her hands, and her hands were so hard that her veins were exposed. She had self-blame and regret on her face. Perhaps only because of her loss would he know how to cherish it. Her father's departure also brought great stimulation to Xiaoying. Perhaps Xiaoying never discovered her heart. Until her father really left, she realized that after her close contact with her father, her feelings for her father were no longer as simple as family affection, but also had a trace of other bonds invisibly. After all, her father was a man who had completely possessed her.

In the days to come, I will regularly give my father some daily necessities and try to make his father feel more comfortable working and living there.

Perhaps because he left home and without the care of Xiaoying and I, my father lost weight. Because no one communicated, his spirit even began to become depressed.

And maybe because life on the island is too boring, my father actually picked up the dry tobacco that he had quit for many years. It was in the countryside. My father was an old smoker and almost kept smoking.

But after arriving in the city, especially when Haohao was at home, my father resolutely quit smoking for more than 30 years for the health of his children.

Unexpectedly, I picked it up again now

Xiaoying often asks my father's current situation in obscurely. Although she asked naturally and implicitly, I still feel Xiaoying's concern and care for her father. Every time I talk about her father's physical and mental state, Xiaoying will frown slightly. When I told her that her father had smoked the dry tobacco that had been quitting for many years, Xiaoying bit her lower lip and almost couldn't control her emotions.

When I was taking a shower in the bathroom at night, Xiaoying covered her mouth and cried secretly in the bathroom for a long time. Finally, after I fell asleep, she secretly came out of the bathroom with her swollen eyes. All of this was what I accidentally saw in the surveillance video.

During this period, I have been thinking hard. Every time I go to my father, I never give up the hope of persuading my father to go home. But I always return in a bad mood. Perhaps it is because Xiaoying is ashamed of her father. Xiaoying has never followed me to see her father.

When I miss my father, Xiaoying would look at the family portrait on the main wall of the living room before I went home.

Not long after, my father's birthday came. Since my father is living in Jiangxin Island now, I called him to go home to celebrate his birthday, but he refused to come back, so I decided to buy something to go to Jiangxin Island to celebrate his father's birthday. Xiaoying did not avoid this time and actively wanted to go to see his father with me.

After all, Xiaoying couldn't avoid her father's birthday

I spent money to buy two bottles of Maotai, and I prepared to have a good drink with my father, celebrate his birthday, and talk to him as much as possible, so as to try to get him home as soon as possible

Xiaoying also prepared a gift for her father, but the gift was wrapped in packaging, and the outside was wrapped with a layer of very mature wrapping paper. I didn't see what it was inside, and Xiaoying refused to tell me what it was inside. She just told me that it was a birthday gift for her father. Seeing Xiaoying so mysterious, I couldn't help but feel a little itchy. What kind of gift is this mysterious?

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