Chapter 349

When the time was frozen on the fifth morning, Xiaoying lay in bed and didn't get up. She almost didn't sleep all night. Xiaoying cried many times throughout the night.

On the fourth night, when the time was frozen after nine o'clock in the evening, Xiaoying could no longer bear it and lying on the table and cried sadly, crying heart-wrenchingly

She gave me a four-day deadline, but I didn't go home in the end. She knew that I didn't forgive her. She might have been completely desperate.

During these four days, she picked up her cell phone countless times, but in the end she didn't call me.

But she didn't know that I didn't read that log, nor did she know the so-called four-day period. Will she be soft-hearted even if she knew it?

It's just that time has passed and I can't look back

After Xiaoying dumped the food, she lay on the bed and never changed her position overnight. Xiaoying almost cried these days, but she cried the longest and most for the fourth night.

When Xiaoying had not yet gotten up on the fifth morning, she only saw her covered with a quilt, and her body under the quilt would occasionally twitch a few times.

When the time was frozen at nine o'clock, Xiaoying finally lifted the quilt. At this time, her face was already a little deformed and her eyelids were a little swollen.

She got up barefoot and put on the quilt, like a puppet who had lost her soul

I knew the rest of the situation. Xiaoying sent me those two text messages, but I didn't reply when I sent the first message. Xiaoying sat on the bed, staring blankly and waiting for me to reply. Maybe she was looking forward to some miracle.

Before the second message was sent, Xiaoying sat on the bed and laughed, as if she was crazy. After laughing enough, she started crying again. It seemed very terrible.

Fortunately, I was not by her side at that time, otherwise I would have scared me to death

After reading these, I felt very complicated. Thinking of Xiaoying carefully preparing dinner for me the first four nights and waiting at the table, I couldn't help but feel very guilty. After all, I am not a cruel person, but I feel sorry for Xiaoying.

No, this is what Xiaoying deliberately shows me, it is Xiaoying who is atonement for her to be guilty of sin.

I was trying hard to imagine, looking for various reasons to dispel those negative ideas

At this time, Pi thought about the bonds and current situation between herself and Xiaoying, and we seemed to be in a cycle of revenge.

I avenge her, she avenges me, and I avenges her again... If this vicious cycle continues, what do we get in the end?

Getting pain or thrill of revenge?

I paused the video, leaned on the chair, rubbed my temples, closed my eyes and thought.

The incident has happened to this day, and I think back from the beginning. The cause of the incident was that I accidentally opened Pandora's box and actually let my wife Xiaoying have sex with her father.

It took so long to go through the process, but in the end my thoughts were successful, and I could say that I had accomplished a feat that others could not accomplish

During the process, I get the stimulation and pleasure I want, but good and bad coexist. Those bitter and sad emotions caught me off guard

Let yourself be painful and happy

Until the end when the pain was greater than the stimulation, I began to regret it and tried to stop it, but it was too late. When I saw my father and Xiaoying put on the wedding dress on the island, my heart completely collapsed, and I had the first marriage crisis with Xiaoying, which almost destroyed the family.

After the family got back together, Xiaoying accidentally became addicted to sex again. In order to relieve Xiaoying's condition, she had to continue to let Xiaoying be with her father. When Xiaoying's condition improved, she saw the dawn of returning to normal life. At this time, her biggest secret was exposed to Xiaoying's eyes.

As a result, it became a disagreement between the present and the difference between the difference, making me passive for the first time

I have been struggling for a long time and think that the beginning of my mistake was myself. As a man, I couldn't calm down when I saw the scene of Xiaoying and my father in the bathroom that night. I originally planned to use time to think clearly, or to be shameless again, and let Xiaoying come to the company to take the initiative to admit her mistake, but I didn't expect that she would be what she is now.

I don't want to admit it, but my true thought is not to go home, wait in the company, waiting for Xiaoying to take the initiative to admit her mistake to me.

But marriages are equal to each other. Every time Xiaoying takes the initiative to admit her mistakes and admits her mistakes to me. Why can't I take the initiative to admit my mistakes? According to Xiaoying's personality, if she takes the initiative to admit her mistakes, she shouldn't look down on me.

Because I am a little masculinistic, I think that men admit their mistakes to women are a sign of cowardice. Although I admit my own faults in my heart, I never want to admit them to Xiaoying. I know that I have a big problem with this personality, but I just can't overcome the hurdle in my heart.

Everything has its first time. Since mistakes are caused by me, let yourself make an exception

Take the initiative to admit your mistake to Xiaoying. If you think about it in another direction, you may not feel cramped.

This matter has to be solved. The torture I have suffered these days is enough to compensate Xiaoying. If Xiaoying feels that it is not enough, she will not wait for me for four days, and she will still prepare dinner so carefully

After figuring out these things, I took a look at it was already around 3:00 in the afternoon. I got up, picked up my suit and greeted my secretary, and walked out of the office.

I drove to a flower shop and bought a bouquet of the most beautiful roses

Put this bouquet of roses on the passenger seat, smell the fragrance of roses in the car, look at the dewdrops on the petals, and flash with faint fluorescent lights, just like the birth and rebirth of life

Let this bouquet of roses say goodbye to our past and welcome a new future

Although the deadline given by Xiaoying has passed, I have no worries. After all, that deadline is not the kind of formal things written on paper. I can just find a reason to pass it.

Drive back downstairs of my house. It was less than four o'clock in the afternoon. Maybe Xiaoying is already preparing supper at this time.

I stood downstairs with Zhiguihua, thinking about what to say after entering the house for a while, and at the same time, I also thought about what to do if Xiaoying is excited and loses control later. It can be said that I have prepared several plans to prevent the mistake from being out of control.

After completing the task of delivering flowers, let’s prepare dinner with Xiaoying. To be honest, my cooking skills are still very good, although I don’t cook often

I walked up the stairs, stood in front of my house door, tidied up my tie with one hand, took a deep breath, and adjusted my emotions. Now I am like a suitor, pursuing my wife again. I tried to make myself not want too many negative things to avoid affecting my emotions

Dongdongdongdongdong...

I didn't use the ruthenium spoon to open the door, but knocked on the door of the house. I was about to wait for Xiaoying to open the door, and blocked her face with a rose, so that Xiaoying would see the flowers first when she opened the door. Then the first thing she felt was a surprise, and then things would be easier to handle in the future. This is also the psychological knowledge I have mastered.

At this moment, I was very nervous. After all, this was the first time I apologized to Xiaoying. I was still very nervous. There was a first time in everything.

But I waited for a long time and no one opened the door for me. Could it be that I was too nervous and the knocking sound was too low?

Dongdongdongdongdong......

I increased my strength, knocked on the door again, and then blocked the rose in front of my face

No one opened the door for me

Could it be that Xiaoying saw me in Maoyan

Still angry and didn't open the door for me?

In the end, I could only take out the key and twist the door of my house. But after I opened the door, I didn't see Xiaoying. What I saw was the empty living room. I walked into the house without Xiaoying.

I looked at the time and it was already past four o'clock in the afternoon. Xiaoying should be cooking dinner at home at this time. Where did she go?

I took out my phone and called Xiaoying, but it turned out that the other party had turned off...