Chapter 40 Playing games, not being played by games

Of course, my father will seize the opportunity and show off his skills in Xiaoqiu's boudoir, which will make Xiaoqiu's orgasm

Of course, Xiaoqiu may also be confused and throw away more territory

Open up a larger scale for your father

Thinking of this, of course I will be jealous and angry

However, more important than jealousy and anger, when you defeat the inner demon, make yourself stronger, and make yourself more open-minded, the feeling of fulfilling others and sacrificing yourself is actually great.

Because, I know, no matter how powerful my father is tonight, how confused Xiaoqiu is tonight, it is impossible to compare with my love and Xiaoqiu.

My father may have a lot of short-term passion with Xiaoqiu, but only I can know each other and love each other for a lifetime.

I thought at the time, indeed, my mindset is good, and I will have less worries.

Why bother with life?

So, I started to wash Xiaobao's face and feet.

However, at this moment, Xiaoqiu actually sent me a message, and Xiaoqiu wrote: Sorry, no matter when and where, I don’t want to deceive my heart, nor do I want to deceive you this week, I have just started to be a little involved in the game. If I stay at home tonight, I don’t know how to face you, and I don’t want to force my face to smile and lie to you to be happy

After reading Xiaoqiu's message, I think Xiaoqiu is actually quite honest and careless.

Tonight she could pretend to make me happy at home, but she didn't like to lie to me with disguise, because this is really a deception, right?

So I replied to Xiaoqiu: Haha, although the wine is good, don’t drink it. However, if you have Ah personality, you will not feel comfortable if you don’t get yourself drunk. You can take the opportunity to indulge yourself. As long as you don’t drink your body and get rid of it…

Then Xiaoqiu might be driving, and she replied with a wry smile and embarrassing expression, plus a short line: Where is it? I always know how to behave, right?

When I heard Xiaoqiu say that she knows the right way, I want to laugh

However, it is indeed difficult for women who cheat on it to grasp the right degree. For example, when a man doesn't want to wear a condom, there will always be various reasons and means, otherwise there will not be so many women who will get pregnant extramarital and put themselves in the abyss.

Xiaoqiu, it's actually pretty good

Although I lost a lot of sense, at least my father was not completely led by my nose.

However, Xiaoqiu, this little naughty little, sometimes takes her father with her, but she has no sense of responsibility.

But no, tonight, Xiaoqiu took the initiative to lead her father to her boudoir, and she would probably be forgotten again.

However, Xiaoqiu is so stupid, even a little clever, and her emotional real side is what makes me like the most

Just imagine, if Xiaoqiu was like a robot, completely obeying my instructions, just like completing a task, and then she would come back

Then this game will be as boring as a duck to put it on the shelves, and will be much more eclipsed.

It is precisely because Xiaoqiu is funny and a little bold and arrogant that this game can be so colorful, right?

Thinking of this, I smiled, then washed my face and brushed my teeth and went to bed

Because the journey of life is long, although Xiaoqiu is not the most perfect, living with Xiaoqiu will at least never be boring; although it is not a wealthy person, at least the two of them are laughing and laughing.

If life is like this, you will be content

However, it is often easy to say and difficult to do. The truth is the truth, and reason is the reason. When I really turn off the light, face the dark room, and face the deepest part of myself, I still feel a little disappointed. I have not fallen asleep after a long time.

Because time passes by seconds, it means that Xiao Qiu, who is hard to figure out, may not really come back. He may have really taken his father to his mother-in-law's house with him.

There is no doubt that if this were in the past, I would definitely turn into a big detective again. I would definitely not help but find excuses to call my mother-in-law, and I would definitely try my best to make trouble from it.

Until the three of them were frightened, until they were exhausted

So although I still feel a little uncomfortable; although I still can't help but always think that my father may have been doing whatever he wants in Xiaoqiu's boudoir at this moment.

However, I tried to calm myself down and to sleep

However, just when I was in a daze and drowsy manner, I suddenly heard someone opening the door lightly. This scared me and thought to myself, maybe there was a thief at home?

However, before I could react, the door was opened gently. I was immediately scared and sat up. Just as I looked at the door in surprise and fear, Xiaoqiu walked in gently. When I saw me looking at her, Xiaoqiu immediately said contemptuously: Dizzy, why are you so big? Don’t you know me?

Xiaoqiu's sudden appearance made me confused, so he said awkwardly: It turned out to be you, what, what happened? Why are you back so late?

Xiaoqiu turned on the light casually, then smiled and said: Tsk, I really don’t want to come back tonight

When Xiaoqiu said this, he suddenly laughed twice, and then said: But if I don’t understand my husband’s personality, then that’s the end? Do you think I don’t know? If I don’t come back tonight, you may have to worry about it for the rest of your life…

Xiaoqiu said I was petty and my words made me very depressed

So I subconsciously retorted: Tell, is there any? I think you are a dog biting Lu Dongbin? I said I am petty, are you embarrassed? If I am petty, will you make you happy and happy every day in my father's life?

Xiao Qiu looked at me despisedly and said with a contemptuous tone: Okay, Okay, don't refuse to admit that I came back so late tonight. You see, it's 11 o'clock, and you've discovered that I came back so lightly? I must be so angry that I can't sleep again, right? Haha...

As Xiaoqiu spoke, he laughed out loud. His confident look really made me feel a little embarrassed, so I racked my brains to argue: Dizzy, I am alone at home, so I can’t sleep and wake up? I have to take care of Xiaobao in the middle of the night. Do you think it’s easy for me?

Xiaoqiu looked at me suspiciously, and then said as if he was unbelievable: OK, okay, I can't tell you, but Ah, can you not be so hypocritical? I ran away from both ends in the middle of winter, do you think I'm easy? Are you afraid that you will be jealous and sulky again?

Xiao Qiu was talking with reason and moved with emotion. He probably felt that he could not tell me the wrong truth, so he was ready to use the gentle tool

And I really don’t want to hit Xiaoqiu who ran back so late, so I had to say: OK, there is hot water in the bathroom, so I can wash hot water and sleep.

Then, Xiaoqiu washed it quickly, and when he got to bed, he couldn't wait to tell me seriously: Zhihao tonight, don't laugh, I'll tell you something serious... ?

When I saw Xiaoqiu's serious appearance, I stuttered a little uncomfortable and said: What's wrong? What's wrong?

After I finished speaking, Xiaoqiu looked at my eyes seriously and asked anxiously: Then you said, you haven’t fallen asleep until now, are you jealous?

After saying that, Xiaoqiu was still staring at me, as if I was going to lie, Xiaoqiu would go crazy and eat me.

So, I was so scared that I stammered and said: Fortunately, I must be a little jealous when I see you forget everything every time you play? But, just a little bit...

After hearing this, Xiaoqiu thought about it seriously for a moment, and soon said sadly but sincerely: Husband Ah, we may not be suitable for playing this game tonight. I thought a lot and felt that the lives of three people are too complicated. I really can't take care of two men at the same time. Just like tonight, when I feel that you may be jealous, I suddenly became confused because I was very worried that we will repeat the same mistakes and make the family restless. I really can't stand this kind of life that is always worried and afraid...

I looked at Xiaoqiu, who was worried about nothing, and said calmly: Haha, you are thinking too much. I really didn't get jealous tonight. You forgot that this game is a test of our love? Do you really think our relationship is so vulnerable?

Xiaoqiu browed and looked worried. After thinking about it, she said: Oh, I understand the truth, but I really don’t want to continue testing anymore. I’m really a little scared...

Xiaoqiu suddenly said that she wanted to end the game, which surprised and confused me?

So I asked tentatively: What's wrong? I came back so late, just to tell me that I don't want to play games. Then last time I asked you to move back, why didn't you come back?

Xiaoqiu looked at me and said: Last time, I wanted to try it out, are you really not jealous or fake? But, I suddenly realized tonight that if you are not jealous at all, I will feel that you don’t care about me, but if you are jealous, I am very scared, which means that I may not do well. So, this is really not easy to grasp. I will be completely cut off after spending another week with my father. Do you think it’s OK?

I didn't react for a while when Xiaoqiu said this

Because, from beginning to end, I never thought that Xiaoqiu and his father would break up forcibly

Because I always feel that if even my father can affect my relationship with Xiaoqiu, then this relationship will be too fragile

I never thought that Xiaoqiu and his father would be broken. Maybe it was because I never believed that my relationship with Xiaoqiu was so fragile, so ordinary, and so vulnerable.

So I was a little disappointed there, and asked unwillingly: Haha, you can really completely separate your relationship with Dad? I think it's difficult?

As soon as I finished speaking, Xiaoqiu retorted: Why can't it? It's been more than two years. I've been with him and enjoying him. He also experienced that I have really paid a lot for my father. Especially for this period of time, I have been following him as much as possible. If he can't understand my good intentions, then I recognize you, my father, and I won't recognize you anymore.

Looking at Xiaoqiu's serious and sensible appearance, I was inexplicably trying to laugh. In fact, at that time, I didn't know what to say except for a few laughs.

When Xiaoqiu saw that I didn't say anything, she asked again: Why are you laughing at?

I said casually: Haha, I feel you are quite sensible, so I can’t laugh Ah?

Xiao Qiu showed a contemptuous expression and said dissatisfiedly: It's funny, I've always been very sensible, okay? What do you think Ah? Do you think this is OK?

Xiaoqiu's continuous pursuit of hard work made me feel a little at a loss

Because, I am really unwilling to accept the failure ending, and at the same time, I can't find a reason to let Xiaoqiu continue.

So I had to say: Your question was too sudden, and it was very late now. Please let me think about it carefully. Can you tell you tomorrow?

Seeing my serious look, Xiaoqiu had to say: Well, okay, then, she took off her coat, sighed, and hugged me a little unnaturally and started to sleep.

Seeing Xiaoqiu sighing made me feel very uncomfortable, and I said without saying anything: Fool, why are you sighing? You should be more sunny and confident

Xiaoqiu politeness Haha, he smiled and said: I understand what you said, it’s nothing, I just don’t want to repeat the same mistake again because of my dad…

Maybe it was Xiaoqiu's depressedness that made me suddenly express my unwillingness. I said unconvincedly: Look, if we end the game like this, what does it mean? It means that we were defeated by the game and defeated by reality means that our love is actually very ordinary and cannot stand the test...

When Xiaoqiu saw that I said so much, he tried hard to raise his head and looked at me curiously

And I said again: Do you know? The couple is united and the profit is broken. The game has tested us for so long. It is time for us to swing our fists and fight back.

Xiaoqiu asked in surprise: Haha, how to fight back Ah?

I quickly sorted out my thoughts, and then slowly said: To be honest, you are not by my side during this period, and I have also thought about many problems. Your feeling is right. In fact, we have indeed been defeated by the game. Just as you said some time ago, over the past two years, I have become less and less familiar with you. In fact, you are becoming less and less trusting of me. The love between us is indeed not as solid as before...

Xiaoqiu looked at me in surprise and panic, smiled bitterly for a few times, and retorted pale and weakly: I think it's okay if it's another couple, maybe they'd divorced long ago. At least, we still care about each other very much...

I looked at Xiaoqiu's guilty look and said with a smile: But, we are not as confident as before. No matter what big or small things happened or how embarrassing things, you will come over and tell me the first time because I am the person you trust the most. In the past, I can always feel your psychological changes at the first time. I am like a worm in your belly, knowing yourself better than you. But now, I feel that we are far from as close as before.

When Xiaoqiu heard this, he immediately followed: Yes, Ah, so I don’t want to play games anymore, do you know? In the past, I thought that if I left you, I would die of madness, but now, I actually felt that even if I left you, I might be able to live with other men. So, I just want to go back to the past, where only the two of us are...

I looked at Xiaoqiu, smiled and said: Fool, can you be more confident? If we go back to the past now, it means that we are deserters, and such a miserable love, how happy do you think we will be?

Xiaoqiu looked at me in confusion, and I continued to explain: Many marriages are like this, forced to bow their heads by reality, and had to bear humiliation and carry forward with difficulties. I don’t want our marriage to fall into that way. We should stand up bravely and fight back instead of choosing to escape in panic as long as you are willing to die with me.

Xiaoqiu smiled at this time and asked: Haha, this life is yours for my whole life, and I will definitely have Ah, but you have to tell me how to fight Ah?

I moved my body and said word by word: To be honest, it is not that our love is really too fragile, but that the life of three people is very complicated, and it is difficult for two people to be one mind, let alone three people, so we must make our love strong enough to make us love each other more and trust each other more so that our relationship will not be affected by our fathers. Feelings are like sailing against the current, if you don’t advance, you will retreat...

Xiaoqiu began to open her eyes wide, listened curiously, wanting to say something, but she held it back

And I said: To put it bluntly, we should not escape, end the game but sublimate love, because as long as we truly love and trust each other, all tests will become vulnerable...

Xiaoqiu smiled and said: Haha, I seem to be able to understand your artistic conception, but I still don’t know how to do it in detail?

I thought for a while and said: Look, let me give you an example. You always thought that if I wanted to be like Sister Shuang's husband, if something unexpected happened, you would never marry. It seems that only in this way can you prove how much you love me, right?

Xiaoqiu was a little dizzy when I said it, and she thought hard and said: I haven't thought about it so carefully. I just feel that if I leave you, I will never want to find another man again.

In fact, this is a truth, because our deep-rooted traditional thoughts seem to prove how much we loved each other once, if we have loved each other unforgettably and without regrets, why bother to worry about the truth and use what has not happened to prove that we love each other? You see, we always have to swear to the future. In fact, love each other for a lifetime, and use the future as an excuse, is just not confident about the present. Speaking of this, I paused for a moment and concluded:So, I don’t want to be tested by the game anymore, but enjoy the game. I completely understand that as long as we truly love each other and enjoy unparalleled happiness, why should I seek trouble in the future? Even if I suddenly have an accident in the future, no matter whether you will marry another man again, I will not care anymore because as long as I truly love each other for a day, it will be eternal. As long as I cherish the happiness of the present, I will have a clear conscience and don’t have to worry about the distant future at all.

Xiaoqiu couldn't help but smile and said: You seem to make some sense, I seem to understand a little, cherish the present, be sure to cherish it, right...

Looking at Xiao Qiu's stupidity, I had to say again: That's about it. Look at "Grey's Anatomy", the male and female protagonists are so in love, but they don't even have a marriage certificate. They just used notes to write the names of two people at the head of the bed. If they really fall in love, they won't care about so much formalism. They are telepathic in their hearts. They are influenced by the trivial matters of the outside world. They are not really loved. We not only have to cherish the present, but also enjoy the days when we have each other. If we truly love each other, we will not regret it. Even if we will be separated in the future, we will be separated by life and death, there will be no regrets.

Xiaoqiu may not understand it, blinked her eyes and deliberately covered her embarrassment.

And I began to summarize: So, we cannot stop playing games. Our days will be long in the future. We cannot compromise and spend the next few decades in a compromise. On the contrary, we should enjoy the game bravely. Our future is still long, and we still have more happiness to experience together. We will not only play games, but also become crazy the more we play. As long as you have a heart to go up the mountain of swords and seas of fire with me...

At this time, Xiaoqiu finally began to get started and said: Husband, I understand. I want to follow you to kill and set fire as before, and I will never regret robbing the family. I will suffer all the sufferings and sufferings with you. I will be happy and trust you unconditionally. Whatever you ask me to play, I will play for you. Even if I am crushed to pieces and penetrated into the eighteenth level of hell, I will have no regrets.

Seeing Xiaoqiu suddenly recitation of the classic dialogue between Azhu and Brother Qiao in "The Legend of the Condor Heroes", I believed that Xiaoqiu also regained confidence, and my love with Xiaoqiu finally began to ignite the flames again.

So, I was so excited that I was struck while the iron was hot: We should break through the world and break through the rules and regulations like the male and female protagonists in the novel. You see, the male and female protagonists in "Grey's Anatomy" do not have a marriage certificate. Qiao Feng and Azhu were so bold in ancient times that they ignored the eyes of the world. Then we don't have to return to a dull and boring life at all.

Speaking of this, I stopped because I suddenly had inspiration and said in one go: We should be even more crazier than them than Azhu and Qiao Feng. Not only should we not end the game, we should play more crazier

At this time, Xiaoqiu finally colluded with the adulterer and said with a wretched smile: Haha, then, why are you going to be crazy? I'm going to do my best.

I looked at the cute Xiaoqiu, hesitated for a moment, and said bravely: Marry you to dad, don’t you and dad have no marriage certificate? Why not take this opportunity to get one? The feeling that you marry someone else but still have a place in your heart is definitely special and fun. We should be so confident that our ordinary love started when you married me, and we want to surpass ordinary love, break through the world, and become truly enjoying the game, so we start from when you marry someone else. This is the beginning of our counterattack. We set sail and enjoy the game, and enjoy the happiness.

Xiaoqiu looked at me in surprise, and his heart beat faster, but at the same time he couldn't hide his joy, and asked with a smile: Is this okay? I'm a little scared.