Chapter 22 Two moods

No matter what Sun Qian thinks, it is better to explain some things clearly. I decided to talk to Sun Qian.

In the morning, after breakfast outside, Sun Qian and I finished my breakfast, I said to Sun Qian who was wiping her mouth with a tissue: Sun Qian, I said...this... let's talk about your business.

Sun Qian glanced at me, her face darkened, she curled her lips, glared at me angrily, and threw the tissue on the table

Stop talking, I know you have another woman in your heart

Sun Qian said, since you came back from Bai Jinghu last time, you have lost your soul. Have you fallen in love with the beauty named Xu Youlan?

sweat!

Is women's intuition so powerful?

I haven't said it yet, why did I see it

I looked surprised and took out a cigarette in concealment and lit it myself

Don't think I don't know, you did it on purpose, although I didn't know Zhao Li before, I've been very familiar with her over the past few months. I'll know your affairs in no time, from her big mouth that can't hide secrets.

Sun Qian took a sip of tea and said, "Didn't you just want me to think you are an unreliable man, and let me leave you with the initiative so that you can find Xu Youlan?"

I'm dizzy, why is women's reasoning so fierce?

I didn't mean that

I said Sun Qian Ah, I don’t mean that, but I was so confused during this period. I just wanted to find something to vent, but then it turned out like that

I said

It doesn't mean that, what does that mean? Stop quibbling. You are fascinated by Xu Youlan's slutty vixen...

... Enough! You are not allowed to talk about her

I interrupted Sun Qian, yes, I admit, I was a little moved by Xu Youlan, but that was my business and you. I don’t have to involve her now. Now I want to find a girlfriend. Is there anything wrong?

Then have you found it?

No

Does Xu Youlan like you?

No

Is that your unrequited love?

……

If you don't talk, that's just that you are self-indulgent and fall in love with her

Sun Qian stared at me and paused for a while and said, "I'll tell you, Xu Youlan is not an ordinary master. She has a car, a house, and is noble in temperament and beautiful. Guo Ming, who was by her side that day, was also a handsome talent. She graduated from a prestigious American university and has a good family background. I think they are a pair of people made in heaven, besides Guo Ming, I believe there are a lot of men waiting for her."

If I wasn't attacking you, why would Xu Youlan fall in love with you? Don't dream in daylight, dreaming that the swan fell in love with the toad. Cinderella was also wearing crystal shoes with the help of the fairy, so she would be attracted by the prince charming. Without that gorgeous crystal shoes, she would not think about marrying the prince charming.

Sun Qian lit a cigarette himself, took a sip and continued

Sun Qian's words hit my heart like a heavy hammer, and I felt a lot of chest tightness.

Even though Cinderella is poor, she still has crystal shoes. Because of the gorgeous crystal shoes, Cinderella finally walked with the Prince Charming. And I have nothing, no crystal shoes, and no fairy sister, I am not a name

Sun Qian didn't say it clearly, but her meaning was very obvious. People like me who were not even as good as Cinderella would just fantasize and fantasize, don't make it boring.

But Xu Youlan and I have already happened to what shouldn't have happened. I can't think that nothing happened. I can't just let it go

Even if you are boring and self-indulgent, I will not give up until I work hard.

I know if you don’t say this. It’s my business that I like her. No one can stop me from liking her. No matter what, I will give it a try.

I said, taking a deep breath of cigarette, almost choking

Then you try it. Maybe you get it done, your life will change because of this. Living in a villa, driving a luxury car, spending a lot of money. Maybe she is still an only daughter. In this way, you will become the heir to the big family.

Sun Qian spitted a puff of smoke and said with some contempt

Sun Qian said this and I was simply insulting me

I felt annoyed and stared at her and said: Where are you talking about it? Am I that kind of person? I like her not for money. I'm not talking about it with her... I can't tell you clearly about it.

Sun Qian held the cigarette with her fingers hanging backwards, and her thumb snatched two of them on the filter, and she squirted the ash, looking like she didn't care.

After a while, she said: Then what are you going to do? Do you want me to leave?

You have also seen the story of Zhao Li. I am not a good person. I am not a man who should be with you. You are still so young, so young, and very beautiful. You have many choices. Your life is just beginning. You will meet many men who are better than me. That is what you should choose to be with a bad person like me. It will only delay you.

I was silent for a long time, but I still said what I wanted to say in my heart

The atmosphere is a little nervous, Sun Qian's face looks ugly

A waiter wanted to come over to clean up the tableware on our table, but Sun Qian scolded her for no reason and left in shame.

Sun Qian pressed the cigarette hard into the ashtray

I don't care if I'm with you and don't want you to be responsible for me. I just like being with you. Just like we know each other, I just like being with you, I just like being with you, I like being with you, I'm fucking you, just like being with you, I fucking you

Sun Qian lit another cigarette, took a deep breath, spit it out, and then said with some hatred, I am also a bad woman, I just happened to be a bad man, but I like it, I like to mess with you

I'm dizzy, what are you saying? You don't have to be so naked.

What? I think I am a bad woman now, but I think it's pretty good now. At least now, there is only you, a fixed man, you don't have to spend time trying to find different men to fuck me like before. It's also you that make me feel that those men are disgusting. If you tell me to leave, believe it or not, I will ask a lot of men to fuck me tomorrow

Sun Qian said without blushing, her heart was not beating, and she was determined tone

This Sun Qian...I am really speechless, I am dizzy!

Don't do this, Sun Qian, listen to me, enjoying sex is right, but you are still in school now, your main energy should be on study...

In desperation, I had to find some old-fashioned truths. Although I knew it was useless, I really don't know what to say.

Sure enough, before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Sun Qian. The sip of tea she drank into her mouth almost spit out

Stop! You bad guy, have you been concerned about my studies for so long? No matter what time you have met, you have fucked me all the time? Oh, now I don’t want me, so I can use bad studies to teach me not to say these unwilling words, which makes me disgusted

Sun Qian said in disgust

Sun Qian, listen to me...

I'm a little embarrassed, I feel quite hypocritical, I want to justify it.

Stop talking! I don't want to listen

Sun Qian shouted loudly and interrupted me again

My mouth was opened in the air, and finally I shut my mouth down and smoked

Sun Qian's eyes turned around and looked around, as if she was thinking about something

She and I were silent, time passed slowly

After a while, Sun Qian looked at me again and said: OK, I understand what you mean. I won’t affect you. I’ll just find a girlfriend. I don’t have the right to ask you for anything. As long as you don’t ask me to leave you, Xu Youlan, and other women will go after you. I don’t care about you. Anyway, I’ll only meet you so many times in a week.

Sun Qian held a cigarette in one hand and picked up the teacup. She took a sip of tea and continued, but I can tell you, don't mess with me with our school, or women I'm familiar with, like Zhao Li, that makes me feel embarrassed. If, you called me that night, I didn't have that big reaction yet. A few people messed up? You like it, remember to call me next time. As long as you like it, I will follow you if you like it.

This requirement is not too much, right? From now on, if you have a girlfriend, I will be your underground girlfriend, if you really have a wife, I will be your lover, but I can't ignore me, a woman like me is still a top-notch, right?

After Sun Qian finished speaking, she actually showed a proud smile on her face. It seemed that she had found a good solution to my relationship with her.

She took a sip of tea and continued: If you really have a wife and are having sex with you secretly, it must be very exciting, I can't wait, haha, Sun Qian's words shocked me on the spot

I'm dizzy, what's the logic? How come Sun Qian's head is full of these messy things.

She won’t worry about her life and her future?

Such an amazing move...oh, it's incredible, what should I say?

What Sun Qian said is to sum up in one sentence: No matter how you don't leave me

I thought about it and always felt that something was wrong, but I couldn't say it

This Sun Qian is really a headache

However, a young and beautiful beauty like Sun Qian confesses to you, which man will refuse to say that she is more likely to throw herself into her arms than to throw herself into her arms. She will take the initiative to fuck you and have sex with you.

I am not a noble person. Although I can't bear to delay her life with me, do I want to refuse her if she likes her so much?

My mind is full of thoughts

I thought selfishly that Sun Qian would rather fuck her than give her to someone else. At least I am the one she likes, and she feels happy here.

Besides, I don’t have a girlfriend at all now. Xu Youlan may be just a mirage in the sky, far away and illusory

Who knows what will happen after this?

Since Sun Qian doesn't care about me going to find another woman, what else do I care about?

If I don't agree to her, maybe she will do anything else

Then I thought, if I agreed to her, I would have a lover before I got married, and I would have no money and I would have a woman who is even more mistress than a mistress. Is this world crazy, or am I crazy?

In the future, I really fall in love with others, and how can I bear to do this to the person I love?

However, with Sun Qian so earnest, how could I hurt her heart?

I hesitated and hesitated, it was very difficult to make a decision. The cigarette in my hand was sucked to the root of the filter, and the filter ignited, and a bad smell rose.

I put out the cigarette in my hand and looked at Sun Qian. Her smiling face that had just been floating was slowly fading as I hesitated.

I can't say that I have no feelings for Sun Qian. A woman will also be fucked by her too much.

Although the relationship cannot be further sublimated, it does not mean that I don't care about her

Just when Sun Qian was almost frost on her face, I decided to do what Sun Qian said, damn it. I am not a good person anyway, so I'm not a good person. Take one step at a time, at least I still cherish the woman in front of me. There is a poem that doesn't say "The flowers are enough to be broken, so don't wait for the flowers to break branches in vain." It means: If there is a beauty in front of me, I will pick her. Those who don't pick them are fools. I don't know if Du Qiuniang knows that if I use her poem like this, will she jump out of the grave and scold me for being shameless?

I grabbed Sun Qian's hand and said to her: What lover is not lover? Where did you say you went? If you really feel happy like this, then let's just be like this. It's just my useless man, it's really not worthy of your like this!

Sun Qian showed joy, and the sunshine filled her charming and youthful face again. She smiled at me and said: As long as you are happy, I am happy, what is worth it? I just like this

After saying that, Sun Qian took my hand, dragged me, and was about to run out

Where are you going? Why are you so anxious and haven’t paid the bill yet?

Go back and have sex!

……

As the days pass by, the sun is not that annoying

Everything seems to be back to normal

I really like this bench outside the wall of Ziyunying Park. The bench is not far from the corner of the street. There is a large cluster of green thorns growing from the wall on the other side of the bench.

I don't know the name of the thorns. They are lush and evergreen all year round. No matter how cold the weather is, they cannot suppress their growth, and the high walls cannot stop them from reaching the roadside.

I like to look at the law firm across the road through the green thorns. It is a very exquisite Western-style five-story building with a certain age. Because Xu Youlan works there, her office counts on the third one on the far left of the third floor.

Since I like to sit on that bench when I get off work or when I have time, looking at the entrance of the office, and looking at the third white window on the third floor, my heart has become much quieter.

But I have never seen Xu Youlan, the revolving glass door at the entrance of the small building, I have looked at it countless times

No matter how many people pass by, the stockings that swing in a hurry are not in the flesh-colored stockings in the dream

Ziyunying Park is not far from our company and takes ten minutes to walk, so I often come and smoke on that bench. Every time I leave, I leave a floor of cigarette butts and smoke shells that are kneaded into a ball.

At noon that day, after lunch, there was still some time, I walked towards Ziyunying Park again. I wanted to sit on the bench and smoke.

When I came to the corner of the street, the moment I took a step forward, I saw two people sitting on the chair, one man and one woman, Xu Youlan and Guo Ming, eating on the bench.

I took my steps back and heard the sound of the two talking

...I'll tell me, it's good to bask in the sun here and eat the bento prepared by my mother?

It's Guo Ming's voice

Come on, eat another piece of sea bass fried by my mom. This is what my mom fryed for you. I heard that you have no appetite, so I asked me to give it to you.

Guo Ming said, "No need to look at it." Guo Ming must have picked up a piece of fish for Xu Youlan."

I'm full, I don't want to eat anymore

Xu Youlan said

Youlan is full just after eating this little? Why are you still not having the appetite recently? You should eat something? Since you came back from Baijing Lake that night, you have been depressed. I thought you were injured because of your feet. Now your feet are all healed, why are you not happy? You are worried all day long

Guo Ming chewed the food and said, "I asked you but didn't say it, is it really Zhao Bo bullying you."

No, where did you say you went

Xu Youlan defended

Just tell me, I'll go find him to ask for an explanation for you at first, I thought it was him who caused you to get hit in the car again, and you said no

Guo Ming said

It's not his business, I was accidentally

Xu Youlan said

After a while, she continued, Guo Ming, I... I want to ask you, what kind of person Zhao Bo is?

Didn’t you talk to him all night that night? You also told me that you are deeply intimate with him and are incompatible with him. Why are you so interested in him now?

Guo Ming said with confusion

Nothing, I just asked casually if I didn't want to say it

Xu Youlan's tone is a little dodged

How do you say that? I think he is a good person and is very loyal. In college, he does a lot of fights for his classmates, so many male classmates in college call him brothers and good people. He talks a lot, and people he is not familiar with. He rarely talks right. His best skills are the electric bass. His favorite singer is John Lennon of the Beatles. Because he can play electric bass, he is loved by many girls at school, so he met his girlfriend.

Guo Ming was talking casually

Girlfriend? He...he has a girlfriend, Ah?

It's Ah, my girlfriend is quite beautiful, but I broke up later. I thought they would be really good. It's been four years ago, I heard from other classmates that her girlfriend thought he had no money, so she ran away with a rich man.

Has he broken up? He and her girlfriend have been in good condition for four years? How could he let his girlfriend run away?

I don't know very well. I heard that I ran for 300,000 yuan. It seems that his girlfriend's family needs money, so I can't figure it out.

So it’s better if you don’t want such a woman, how can you run away for money?

I don't know, I couldn't ask him last time I met

That must have had a big blow to him, right?

Alas, why do you care about him? You are not sad when you hate him, aren’t you happier?

No... No... I don't care about him Ah, I just casually asked if it was Ah, I wish I could peel him and suck his tendons, he was the worst bastard in the world... How could I care about him?

Why can’t I hear Xu Youlan’s voice gritting my teeth?

I really don't know how you and him have such a big grudge. I haven't seen you hate someone so much yet? I'll ask you but don't tell me, why don't I just ask him and help you vent my anger.

It's not your business, I need to repair people, I have more ideas than you...Okay, let's go back, don't ask your mother to prepare lunch so much next time, it's good to eat outside.

My mom has just heard that you have no appetite and prepare it specially. If you want to eat next time, you have to go to my house to eat right. Go to my house for a meal on the weekend, and I will ask my mom to get it for you again...

Guo Ming and Xu Youlan have gone far

I walked out of the corner, and the two of them were hidden behind the bushes, then appeared on the road and walked towards the small building. Xu Youlan was wearing a loose and flowing black plaid dress, black stockings, high boots, the swaying skirt, and her slender figure looked so graceful and charming on the streets in winter.

I sat in the place where Xu Youlan had just sat, and I smelled a familiar and pleasant scent from my nose.

I took out the cigarette, lit it, mixed the fragrance into the cigarette, sucked it deeply into my lungs, it was very spicy, I spit it out, the fragrance drifted away with the wind and disappeared

I smoked the cigarette one by one, and the cigarette was finished.

I stepped on the cigarette butts on the ground, stood up, put my hands in my pocket, turned around, and was about to leave

I looked back as usual, and the white window was discovered that there was a beautiful black figure standing on the window. The figure saw me and I also saw her. She must have noticed that I was looking and soon disappeared inside.