Zhao Tao attended Zhang Xingyu's father's funeral as her boyfriend
Her father is an old employee of a public institution. He has good popularity and is not of high rank. Although he couldn't borrow too much money to extend his life when he was lying on the hospital bed, there were quite a few people who lie in the coffin and then bid farewell to him.
Zhang Xingyu's mother was feeling tired from inside to outside. After introducing Zhao Tao as a boyfriend to her relatives in her hometown, she was called on her as a sn in law.
He was busy running around, and his physical energy was not the most important thing. What’s important is that his spirit was constantly spending.
Fortunately, the sincerity he showed at least dispelled a lot of the thought that he was not worthy of Zhang Xingyu.
At the farewell ceremony in the crematorium, Zhao Tao stood among the Zhang family unruly. The vassal pulled Zhang Xingyu, and Zhang Xingyu held him tightly, just like a person falling into the abyss, holding tightly at the last section of the cliff tree roots that I don't know how strong it is.
When he was organizing to invite the relatives who helped him to go to dinner, he noticed that several red marks were pinched out of his palm.
After the cremation, Zhao Tao stayed in the Zhang family for another three days
He helped to clarify the money he had made in the funeral, and accompanied the mother and daughter who seemed to have lost their souls to pay off the first debt to the creditor's house who was most anxious to use the money.
Zhang's father's old friend gave the new wife's job as a cleaner, plus the pension for stable income after retiring from illness in the past two years. If you don't have to pay for Zhang Xingyu any expenses, it will be a problem to save money and pay off your debts.
I'm not here anymore
After returning the existing money in his hand, he drew off a few payments from the small notebook, Zhang Xingyu wiped the tears in his eyes and said, "Mom, I won't go to school and I will go back to refund the student loan. I... work there, I send money to my family."
Her mother leaned on the sofa like an empty shell, hugged her knees, looking at the empty TV cabinet after selling the TV, and said in a sleepless manner: How can that be? Xingyu, if you drop out of school, you will be a girl with a high school diploma and a high school diploma in the future. It doesn’t matter if you don’t even have to take the civil servant exam. It doesn’t matter if your mother is harder, you can work harder too. Let’s work together. When you graduate, you will have a formal job. It’s fine.
Zhao Tao sat next to him, holding hands without saying a word
He really doesn't know what to say
In just a few days, he witnessed the collapse of a family with his own eyes and saw the home whose backbone was pulled away. What an atmosphere of despair was filled with?
Mom, you are in poor health. I have time to get a few more jobs when I drop out of school, and I won’t spend the tuition anymore. This way you can be much more relaxed
Zhang Xingyu's face showed a familiar stubbornness, and said without any concession, I can't let you get tired any more
Zhang's mother looked at Zhao Tao and said softly: If you drop out of school, it's better to stay at home. I ask relatives and friends to help you find a job. If you go there, my mother is not familiar with the place, so how can I feel at ease?
No, Zhang Xingyu refused decisively, I must stay at the school
I know you like Xiao Zhao, you like it so much... Zhang's mother sighed and closed her eyes tiredly, but our family has become like this, how can we drag others down again?
Zhao Tao hurriedly said: Auntie, this is not a burden, it’s really not that I have already found a part-time job as a tutor at school, it costs hundreds of dollars a week, Xingyu’s business is mine.
He looked at Zhang Xingyu and said seriously: Xingyu, you have completed the student loan, and you still have to take the study. Even if you don’t think about anything else, you have to think about our future Ah, everyone works together, and you will definitely be able to pay off the debt.
The corners of her lips drooped, and the furrowed lines on her eyebrows were filled with unconcealed sadness. She sniffed before whispering: Is our future... the future?
Zhao Tao's heart trembled for a moment. He felt that he seemed to be crossing some dangerous boundaries. If he made up his mind and acted in rejection, everything might be much safer.
But where can he do it
The last bit of soul on this girl who had almost become an empty shell was placed in his palm, waiting, seeing whether he crushed or held it up
He stretched out his hand, held her cold fingertips, put them on his lips, and kissed her gently. Yes, our future Xingyu will have a long life in the future. Let's persevere and graduate together, okay?
I...I don't know...can't hold on? She lowered her head and finally sobbed. I suddenly felt...I seemed to have nothing left.
No, no, you still have me, you still have me, he kept saying that he didn't care that Zhang's mother was still beside him. He leaned over and hugged her in his arms
No matter how the world is crushed later, at least at this moment, he can't stop himself from becoming her only support.
This weekend, Zhao Tao took Zhang Xingyu's luggage and left home with her.
Xiao Zhao, this winter vacation, can you choose your parents’ time at home, aunt... can you go to your house to have a look?
Before leaving, Zhang's mother looked at the crowds of people at the entrance and asked him in a low voice, her tone, almost humble
My parents are busy with work, maybe... they are not at home until the Chinese New Year. He felt nervous. While Zhang Xingyu had not come back to the bathroom, he quickly delayed and said, Auntie, don't you have to be so anxious, right?
She sighed softly, held her waist and said slowly: Auntie's health is getting worse day by day
Xingyu has already lost one relative. What should I do if... I am gone again?
I'm there. Zhao Tao clenched his fists and gritted his teeth and said, Auntie, I... will definitely take good care of Xingyu, I promise
Xingyu is not a good-lived child. Her mother sighed deeply, as if this breath had exhausted her energy, and even her shoulders collapsed. Xiao Zhao, no matter what, thank you.
OK, aunt
Looking at Zhang Xingyu, who hurriedly held his arm after he came back as if he was afraid that he would disappear, Zhao Tao said in a deep voice, "You don't have to be so polite, this is what I should do, who makes me like Xingyu."
Afterwards, among the crowded crowds, on the crowded train, in the crowded seats, Zhang Xingyu was like a little chick who had just left the nest, snuggling tightly against Zhao Tao's body. Even if countless pairs of eyes were looking at her, she would not let go for a moment. Even when he went to the toilet, she would kneel on the seat and hold her back with her hands on her back, staring at the direction he left as if he was looking at her husband's stone until he came back and returned to her arms again.
Zhao Tao reached out and touched her hair, looked out the window, and felt that on the way back, he seemed more tired than he was.
So tired that I don't want to talk
Her father is an old employee of a public institution. He has good popularity and is not of high rank. Although he couldn't borrow too much money to extend his life when he was lying on the hospital bed, there were quite a few people who lie in the coffin and then bid farewell to him.
Zhang Xingyu's mother was feeling tired from inside to outside. After introducing Zhao Tao as a boyfriend to her relatives in her hometown, she was called on her as a sn in law.
He was busy running around, and his physical energy was not the most important thing. What’s important is that his spirit was constantly spending.
Fortunately, the sincerity he showed at least dispelled a lot of the thought that he was not worthy of Zhang Xingyu.
At the farewell ceremony in the crematorium, Zhao Tao stood among the Zhang family unruly. The vassal pulled Zhang Xingyu, and Zhang Xingyu held him tightly, just like a person falling into the abyss, holding tightly at the last section of the cliff tree roots that I don't know how strong it is.
When he was organizing to invite the relatives who helped him to go to dinner, he noticed that several red marks were pinched out of his palm.
After the cremation, Zhao Tao stayed in the Zhang family for another three days
He helped to clarify the money he had made in the funeral, and accompanied the mother and daughter who seemed to have lost their souls to pay off the first debt to the creditor's house who was most anxious to use the money.
Zhang's father's old friend gave the new wife's job as a cleaner, plus the pension for stable income after retiring from illness in the past two years. If you don't have to pay for Zhang Xingyu any expenses, it will be a problem to save money and pay off your debts.
I'm not here anymore
After returning the existing money in his hand, he drew off a few payments from the small notebook, Zhang Xingyu wiped the tears in his eyes and said, "Mom, I won't go to school and I will go back to refund the student loan. I... work there, I send money to my family."
Her mother leaned on the sofa like an empty shell, hugged her knees, looking at the empty TV cabinet after selling the TV, and said in a sleepless manner: How can that be? Xingyu, if you drop out of school, you will be a girl with a high school diploma and a high school diploma in the future. It doesn’t matter if you don’t even have to take the civil servant exam. It doesn’t matter if your mother is harder, you can work harder too. Let’s work together. When you graduate, you will have a formal job. It’s fine.
Zhao Tao sat next to him, holding hands without saying a word
He really doesn't know what to say
In just a few days, he witnessed the collapse of a family with his own eyes and saw the home whose backbone was pulled away. What an atmosphere of despair was filled with?
Mom, you are in poor health. I have time to get a few more jobs when I drop out of school, and I won’t spend the tuition anymore. This way you can be much more relaxed
Zhang Xingyu's face showed a familiar stubbornness, and said without any concession, I can't let you get tired any more
Zhang's mother looked at Zhao Tao and said softly: If you drop out of school, it's better to stay at home. I ask relatives and friends to help you find a job. If you go there, my mother is not familiar with the place, so how can I feel at ease?
No, Zhang Xingyu refused decisively, I must stay at the school
I know you like Xiao Zhao, you like it so much... Zhang's mother sighed and closed her eyes tiredly, but our family has become like this, how can we drag others down again?
Zhao Tao hurriedly said: Auntie, this is not a burden, it’s really not that I have already found a part-time job as a tutor at school, it costs hundreds of dollars a week, Xingyu’s business is mine.
He looked at Zhang Xingyu and said seriously: Xingyu, you have completed the student loan, and you still have to take the study. Even if you don’t think about anything else, you have to think about our future Ah, everyone works together, and you will definitely be able to pay off the debt.
The corners of her lips drooped, and the furrowed lines on her eyebrows were filled with unconcealed sadness. She sniffed before whispering: Is our future... the future?
Zhao Tao's heart trembled for a moment. He felt that he seemed to be crossing some dangerous boundaries. If he made up his mind and acted in rejection, everything might be much safer.
But where can he do it
The last bit of soul on this girl who had almost become an empty shell was placed in his palm, waiting, seeing whether he crushed or held it up
He stretched out his hand, held her cold fingertips, put them on his lips, and kissed her gently. Yes, our future Xingyu will have a long life in the future. Let's persevere and graduate together, okay?
I...I don't know...can't hold on? She lowered her head and finally sobbed. I suddenly felt...I seemed to have nothing left.
No, no, you still have me, you still have me, he kept saying that he didn't care that Zhang's mother was still beside him. He leaned over and hugged her in his arms
No matter how the world is crushed later, at least at this moment, he can't stop himself from becoming her only support.
This weekend, Zhao Tao took Zhang Xingyu's luggage and left home with her.
Xiao Zhao, this winter vacation, can you choose your parents’ time at home, aunt... can you go to your house to have a look?
Before leaving, Zhang's mother looked at the crowds of people at the entrance and asked him in a low voice, her tone, almost humble
My parents are busy with work, maybe... they are not at home until the Chinese New Year. He felt nervous. While Zhang Xingyu had not come back to the bathroom, he quickly delayed and said, Auntie, don't you have to be so anxious, right?
She sighed softly, held her waist and said slowly: Auntie's health is getting worse day by day
Xingyu has already lost one relative. What should I do if... I am gone again?
I'm there. Zhao Tao clenched his fists and gritted his teeth and said, Auntie, I... will definitely take good care of Xingyu, I promise
Xingyu is not a good-lived child. Her mother sighed deeply, as if this breath had exhausted her energy, and even her shoulders collapsed. Xiao Zhao, no matter what, thank you.
OK, aunt
Looking at Zhang Xingyu, who hurriedly held his arm after he came back as if he was afraid that he would disappear, Zhao Tao said in a deep voice, "You don't have to be so polite, this is what I should do, who makes me like Xingyu."
Afterwards, among the crowded crowds, on the crowded train, in the crowded seats, Zhang Xingyu was like a little chick who had just left the nest, snuggling tightly against Zhao Tao's body. Even if countless pairs of eyes were looking at her, she would not let go for a moment. Even when he went to the toilet, she would kneel on the seat and hold her back with her hands on her back, staring at the direction he left as if he was looking at her husband's stone until he came back and returned to her arms again.
Zhao Tao reached out and touched her hair, looked out the window, and felt that on the way back, he seemed more tired than he was.
So tired that I don't want to talk