Chapter 443

I didn't go to have dinner, and the tutor asked Meng Xiaohan to help him take care of him. Zhao Tao rode his bike to Linhe Park in the city. He sat alone on a stone bench, looking at the smelly river water, and sat wither for more than two hours.

He thought a lot, but seemed to have nothing to think about. He made several decisions, but was overturned by himself in turn.

The smell of the stinky river hit his nose one after another, but he felt that the dirty black water should be cleaner than his soul.

There is no point in reflecting or regretting. The wheel of time never goes against the trend, and mistakes will not give anyone the chance to correct it again.

He felt that he could not do it

He was exhausted and helpless, just like a fool who skipped classes in the final exam without reviewing the class, and was helpless in the papers that were even more unfamiliar than textbooks.

Just when the stinking smell of the river was about to flood him, Yu Bei called him

Hello, where are you?

I'm in X River Park

Why did you run there? Xiaohan called me and said that your tutor didn’t go either. Are you feeling uncomfortable?

I... Zhao Tao held his cell phone, was weak and said listlessly, it was pretty good, it was...

I'm a little confused, I want to find a place to be quiet

Oh, Yu Bei responded in a low voice, and then hung up the phone

Zhao Tao turned his head and looked at his car. He knew it was time to go home. He didn't know who should accompany him tonight. He didn't know what Su Xiangzi would be tomorrow. He didn't know what Jin Lin would do afterwards. He found that he seemed to have fallen into a cage woven by himself. He couldn't breathe and had no way to escape.

Good will be rewarded, evil will be rewarded, it is not that it will not be rewarded, the time has not come

This sentence passed through his mind inexplicably. He recalled what the fortune teller said to him, and smiled bitterly. In fact, retribution does not necessarily mean that after death, the tide of pain in the present world seemed to have risen to his feet little by little.

Slow, but not stopping, and soon, it may flood the ankles, knees, thighs, lower abdomen, chest, neck... until the top is destroyed

He knew he shouldn't lock Su Xiangzi

But he is now regretting the fact that he has even more retrospectively

Shouldn't he lock Jin Lin?

Shouldn't it be locked in Dianqiu?

Should we wait for Yu Bei steadily since we went to college?

Is it... that should stop since Tongtong died?

Isn't it necessary to learn this mantra?

He has been thinking about this kind of thing more and more times recently. He knows it doesn't make sense, but he can't control himself

He even felt that his regret would soon surpass his uncontrollable selfishness, making him completely believe that all this was a complete mistake

Then, he heard Yu Bei's voice

Zhao Tao, stop blowing here, go home

He turned his head and Yu Bei stood behind him, far away from the street. Yang Nan stood there with a car with his frown, with his face furious, and his face was like a nerve-wracking expression.

Xiao Bei... He suddenly felt his nose a little sore, and he couldn't help but turn around, hugged her with both hands, and buried his face between her chest and abdomen. I felt that I had made many mistakes... Is there any way I can make me do it again?

Zhao Tao, I don't know Ah

Yu Bei said with a hint of nasal voice, I really want to make everything happen again, but I don’t know what to do. Didn’t this cause you? Don’t you know the method?

I have no idea

Do you don’t know, or don’t want to? She choked and said, Zhao Tao, if you know, let them go... I am willing to stay with you for the rest of my life and love you for the rest of my life. Let’s be together, so that they… will all be free

Do you really think that if we are with you like this, we can stay safe forever?

But I really don't know... Zhao Tao closed his eyes in despair. I only know how to make you fall in love with me, but I don't know how to stop this love Xiaobei. This love... may be forever.

Is it eternal life? Yu Bei lowered his head and kissed his hair gently. Then... it seems that there is no other way

After hugging in silence for a while, Yu Bei sat down next to him and said softly: Why are you upset today?

Zhao Tao held hands and told more about Zhang Xingyu's defendant to Jin Lin's place, but he didn't dare to say it.

Yu Bei was silent for a while and said: It is impossible to let Xingyu apologize and write a review. She... her emotions have been very unstable recently.

I didn't expect her to come at that time, and Su Xiangzi and I really didn't do anything

I know that Xingyu said that day when he came back, he asked a lot... about your previous events Yu Bei sighed softly, Zhao Tao, everyone... are about to fall into the river.

Sorry, he buried his face between his palms and murmured, Sorry, I'm sorry...

Zhao Tao, can you tell me the truth?

Yu Bei made a gesture to Yang Nan and asked her to go home first. Then she said softly, "I don't know what you have hidden from me." This makes me... very sad."

You ask, he lowered his head, and was ready to explain everything about the Locking Love Curse.

But what Yu Bei asked was another matter

What kind of relationship has you and Jin Lin become?

Yu Bei asked word by word with a faint but unconcealed sadness, saying, During the teaching support, have you not only attacked Xiaohan, but also attacked her?

Zhao Tao was stunned

In a sense, Jin Lin and him have been concealed well. Yu Dianqiu shouldn't be too talkative. So... Could it be Meng Xiaohan?

He swallowed, nodded heavily, and whispered: Actually, it was much earlier...but, I have always been quite disgusted with her personality. I didn't pay much attention to her before. Did Xiaohan tell you?

I told her a lot, and of course she would tell me a lot.

Yu Bei had indeed known that she had held her hands between her knees and gently patted the ground with her small soles with her shoes, but she probably didn't know much, so I want to hear you tell me, tell me what happened to you, tell me, what she really wanted

We've done it a few times

Zhao Tao was organizing the language nervously in his mind, but I felt that she had not fallen in love with me completely, and I didn't know what she wanted. I had said clearly before that I couldn't give her the identity of her girlfriend, but she... didn't seem to care much.

Yu Bei was silent for a longer time this time, and finally, she said helplessly: Go home

Xiaobei, have you figured out what to do? Jin Lin... Maybe she will really target Xingyu. Zhao Tao stood up up in dismay and said almost begging that they had disliked each other before.

I don't know what to do. Yu Bei looked a little dazed. She walked to Zhao Tao's car and said softly, "I'll write Xingyu's review for her. Don't tell her anymore, let's do this time first...

Let's deal with it

Zhao Tao went over and got into the car, took Yu Bei home and rode for a while. He said almost discouragedly: Xiao Bei, why don’t we both drop out of school together, let’s go to the northwest to find my parents.

Then will they continue to love you?

He can't answer

But Yu Bei also knew the answer. She sighed deeply and said slowly: As long as they still love you, Zhao Tao, it will be useless wherever you hide.

She suddenly let out a chuckle, causing a chill to jump up from Zhao Tao's back, and she couldn't help but tremble.

Zhao Tao, you don’t know how terrible love is that cannot be rewarded and cannot be controlled...