Chapter 17 The final outcome

The talent exchange meeting before graduation was held as scheduled. We returned to school and tried to find a job in the unit and also received our graduation certificate.

Because we have actually left school, our dormitory has long been occupied by new students, so we can only open a room in a hotel near the school.

Students who were scattered all over the country returned to school one after another, and the talent exchange meeting was held on the second floor of the school canteen. I was very surprised. The so-called talent refers to us who squeezed around in the talent exchange? I don’t think I am a talent, but I just have the confusion and panic about the future when I am about to graduate.

I squeezed for a whole morning and handed in a few resumes, but I always felt relieved because I didn’t see Xiaohui. I asked several classmates and said I didn’t see her. Could it be that I couldn’t even see her last time?

As noon approached, I was hungry and turned around and glanced around the venue. I still didn't see Xiaohui's beautiful figure. I sighed, went downstairs in a daze, walked out of the school gate, and went to a small restaurant outside to have spicy hot pot.

Xiaohui also likes to eat spicy hot pot. Will I see her there? My steps became anxious. From a distance, a group of female classmates were choosing what they like to eat around the spicy hot pot stall.

I arrived a few meters away from the stall and stopped. Xiaohui was indeed here. She was wearing a red and white striped T-shirt, with her shiny and soft black hair loose. She was lowering her head while choosing the dishes she liked to eat while chatting with the female classmates around her. What were she talking about with her classmates around her while lowering her head.

I stopped from afar, looked at Xiaohui's beautiful figure, and felt extremely calm. I would rather time stay at this moment forever, so that I could keep watching her forever, forever!

As if she felt my affectionate gaze, Xiaohui's body froze for a moment, then she turned her head and met my gaze. There was a hint of surprise and a hint of tranquility in her eyes.

We both looked at each other silently

Passing through all the disasters, friendship is here, and meeting each other is a smile to eliminate grudges!

After eating spicy hot pot, I want to go to the city’s talent market. There is also a large talent exchange meeting there today. I want to see if there are any good job opportunities.

Xiaohui also wanted to accompany her friends, so we agreed to meet and chat in the evening, and then scattered among the bustling crowds.

In the evening, I went to Xiaohui's room, and her friends were still there. We were chatting without saying a word, but we couldn't find any opportunity to speak. At around 10 o'clock, her friends left one after another. I saw that Xiaohui was a little tired, so I had to leave unwillingly.

I walked on the street, blowing the evening breeze, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt unwilling. This might be the last chance for Xiaohui and I to chat together, but I didn't say anything. I raised my hand and looked at my watch. It was past eleven o'clock, and I decided to go back. I must talk to Xiaohui again, otherwise I am afraid I will regret it for the rest of my life.

When I entered the hotel, I knocked on Xiaohui's door. I heard Xiaohui ask in horror: Who is it? I was silent for a while and said: It's me, Xiaoyu. Xiaohui opened the door and let me in.

Xiaohui is already asleep and is only wearing a light pajamas. She has no intention of adding clothes. I said: Xiaohui, I have something to say to you. If I don’t say it, I’m afraid I will regret it.

Xiaohui said: Actually, I have something to say to you, you can say it first

I thought about it for a while before saying: Xiaohui, I can't understand why you just refuse to let me be your boyfriend? Am I not good enough to you?

Xiaohui was silent for a while and whispered: No, Xiaoyu, you are very nice to me. You are the best person to me except my parents. But I can't promise you, because once I promise to be your girlfriend, it's my promise to you. I can't do it. You are so honest, I can't hurt you. Moreover, I have been insulted by so many men. I am not worthy of you.

No, there is nothing worthy or not, Xiaohui, I have said a long time ago that no matter how many men you have been fucked by, I don’t care. I love you, I love you so much, I just need to be with you... I said anxiously

No, you still don't understand, I have fallen, those men treat me as a toy, but you are not, you really love me, because of this, I can't promise you Xiaohui interrupted me sadly and said: I must leave a memory for myself, when I was played with by those men, I will say to myself, if it was a little fish, he would never treat me like this, if it was a little fish, he would definitely love me tenderly, you are my only thought, I dare not try, afraid that this only hope will be shattered, and I must leave a memory for you, my body is given to you, my heart cannot give you, it is said that what a man gets is worthless, what is not obtained is the best, I am afraid that once you get me, you will not cherish me over time, I will always make you miss me, so I can't promise you, I have to leave something for you to think about, but I can't get it, you will not forget me

I vaguely understood Xiaohui's thoughts, because what I couldn't get is the best, so she wanted me to get it because she loved me, but there were too many scenes I shouldn't have seen before, so she couldn't give me everything, so she wouldn't give me everything, otherwise I would look down on her after I got it all

Now I really feel that I have made a big mistake. That summer vacation, Xiaohui once moaned under me and promised to be alone in the future. That was when the two of us were closest to our lovers. I was so proud that I exposed her private parts to the little soldier regardless of Xiaohui's feelings. Maybe, at that moment, Xiaohui felt that my love for her was not as pure as before.

Thinking about it now, after Xiaohui was forced to be a lady by Awen for a while, because I saw too many scenes of her and various different men storming, I really looked down on her in my heart, so I exposed her private parts to the little soldier without any scruples.

But in fact, after Xiaohui became a lady, she not only did not become more lewd, but instead had deep inferiority. Her sensitive heart was always worried about whether I would look down on her. My temporary exposure hurt her sensitive heart and made her lose confidence in me. She felt that after giving it all, would I get tired of playing with her and kick it away.

After thinking through all this, I felt extremely regretful and murmured: Xiaohui, I'm sorry, it was me who was wrong. I shouldn't expose you to others. I shouldn't ignore your feelings. I shouldn't do something wrong and still be angry with you. I don't know you at all. I deserve to die...

Xiaohui hugged my head and said calmly: Xiaoyu, it's okay, it's all over, it's okay, I didn't blame you, it's because I'm not good, I keep everything in my heart and don't tell you that you have done a good job. Although our love, although we met the right person, it happened at the wrong time, we are all too young. Immature love is destined to have no results.

I slowly calmed down. Yes, we are all under twenty years old. In the eyes of our parents, we are all children. The so-called love we pursue is not forever, but for once, we don’t know love, we only know how to vent our youthful desires. In the name of love, we are naked. In the name of love, we are venting our excess energy and spraying the steaming semen in our young body.

This night, Xiaohui and I talked a lot

We talked about how she felt about Awen and Lao Xu at the beginning. She had sex with the three of us men for the first time, and sucked us so hard that her feet were weak. She was pressed by the man again and again and again and again and moaned gently. She talked about how she cared about how I felt about her after falling again and again, and was afraid that those lustful scenes would always remain in my mind.

I comforted her, feeling that everything was really over, and everything, love or hate, seemed as far away as in the previous life. We lay in bed and chatted a lot, but we didn't have sex. It was not until three o'clock in the middle of the night that we hugged each other and fell asleep in a deep sleep.

When I was in my dream, I was still thinking about what Xiaohui said in my head. I met the right person, but it happened at the wrong time.

I think it would be great if Xiaohui and I met again after they were truly mature. No matter what happened to her before, she could remain pure in front of me, and not be afraid that I would know her lewd past and live a peaceful life with the honest me.

I woke up first at dawn

Looking at Xiaohui's quiet and sweet look in her sleep, I couldn't help but lean over and kiss her lips gently

With a dragonfly touch, I only had time to feel the warmth and softness, but I had already devoted all my emotions!

Since immature love is destined to have no result, then, let’s do it like this. It’s better to forget each other than to support each other!

I took the train and left this city where I lived for two years. A month later, an employer called me, I packed my luggage and embarked on a new journey.

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Nearly ten years have passed, Xiaohui and I occasionally have contact, and the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water

A few days ago, I heard that she was married. I logged into her QQ space. I saw her wearing a wedding dress in the space album. She was still so pure and beautiful, with curved eyebrows and clear eyes. There were two small dimples when she smiled.

I heard that her husband is an officer. I think Xiaohui should have gotten rid of Zhao Kun's entanglement. Even if she hasn't, Zhao Kun shouldn't dare to provoke her again from now on. After all, destroying the military marriage is a serious crime.

I looked at Xiaohui's sweet smile in the photo and silently blessed her in my heart: Xiaohui, my front desk, my angel, I wish you happiness forever!