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When I returned to the classroom, I had too many things in my mind, but I also knew that I now have no ability to solve or think about such things.

The third class is a mathematics class. I originally liked mathematics classes a little, but when I think of the English teacher's words and the tears in my mind, I feel so confused.

Jiang Yanyu said I was still young and didn’t understand what it feels like to really love someone.

I actually cannot deny it, because I really don’t know how to truly love someone. Now we have not left the campus, and we cannot master many things ourselves, and we are not as good as Teacher Jiang.

Brother Dong, what's wrong with you?

Just as I was in deep thought, Yu Xiaoxiao suddenly reached out and grabbed my hand and asked gently

Her voice was very small, and even in class, I could only hear it clearly

I shook my head, then grabbed her gentle little hand with my backhand

I read a book when I was in the third year of junior high school. I was still young and couldn't understand what was written in the book, but at this time I suddenly realized it

I can't even remember the name of the book, but after I accidentally saw it, I felt heavy for a long time. I was jealous of the protagonist's short life, but I didn't envy him.

This is about a woman's growth process. A woman unfortunately encountered her parents' divorce when she was born. She lived with her mother when she was very young. At that time, her mother gave up everything and fought for the custody of her child. She left her familiar city and came to another city. She grew up slowly and studied slowly. She was cowardly since she was a child and obedient since she was a child.

Even when she was in school, work and marriage, she was extremely obedient to her mother's wishes. Even when she was in college, a versatile and passionate boy, she followed her mother's words and a man in her thirties who was still in good condition in her family, took the marriage with her eight-year-old man who was eight years older than her.

She didn't want to do it, but her mother's health was getting worse day by day, so she endured it

Because she got married, she got a good job, had a worry-free life in the eyes of others, lived in a villa, drove a luxury car

When my mother left, she told her that you are free now and pursue the life you want. Please forgive my selfishness.

The heroine cried, she cried very hard

The next day she divorced her husband. She left the house alone and returned to the city where she once studied and found the versatile person he loved the most.

Time can change many things, he has changed, becoming less talented, and the years are written on him with endless despair.

She spent three years with him desperately and earned a wonderful life for him

Then she left, and she knew that the person she had loved deeply had become a past. She went to many cities and did a lot of work. She even worked as a lady when she was at her worst. She was kept and became a dirty woman in the eyes of others. She was bad woman.

Later on her 36th birthday, she left alone in a quiet night.

When I was in the third year of junior high school, I couldn't understand this story at all. Even the author's last narration and insights felt that human nature was very dark, and at that time I never knew how such a story was pieced together into a book.

Now that I think about it, many stories in the book may be used to deceive people and attract attention. What really makes people with hearts see is the changes in their minds. Perhaps you will remember them again many years later. At that time, you will definitely be the extremely dark thing in the past. In fact, it is the reality in front of you. It’s just that you came into contact with them too late, and the people with hearts recorded it and left it to the people with hearts to see.

Time will change almost everything, so the only thing we can do now is to grasp the present and not leave too many regrets

The heroine is actually a choice in many cases, but she has no choice

When she was young, she wanted freedom, wanted to truly pursue what she wanted, and live her own life

But her mother made her things go against her wishes again and again. In fact, her heart has begun to change little by little, not just a simple change, but a little distortion

After her mother passed away, she thought she was free and could fly out of the narrow cage she used to be. She really didn't want her heart to be out of place with the outside world.

She wanted to pursue the emotions she had lost, but things had changed. She wanted to go on a trip where she wanted to go, but she was bound everywhere and frustrated everywhere, hunger and cold, but she was always pampered and lived a good life, and she couldn't stop, she could only keep moving forward, even in the endless abyss

After her mother left, she began to pursue herself. She once wanted to make up for so many regrets, but who would have thought that she would never find her true self again after taking this step... Her love, body, life, emotion... everything is no longer the same as before!

I can't remember the others

Huhuhuhuhu...

I slowly breathed

Brother Dong, are you okay?

Yu Xiaoxiao's voice brought me back to reality. I smiled bitterly and shook my head and said: I'm fine, I just suddenly feel a little emotional!

I was thinking about this story in this math class, thinking about the woman in the story, and I don’t know why I completely linked the fate of this woman with the English teacher.

For Jiang Yanyu, there is only sex between us. From the beginning of sex, I don’t know what she is in my heart

I can't even like Jiang Yanyu

When Jiang Yanyu told me that she liked me, I was nervous, afraid that she would force me to say that I liked her

But she didn't. When he said that he had a loved one named Yang Qingdi, I felt very uncomfortable. This melancholy, which made me feel like a dream.

After class, Zhao Kai found me and asked me to go to the bathroom to smoke. Then he said that when I was taking action tonight, I came out of that false emotion.

Will you be later?

Yes, Wang Ye is here too. We will have dinner together later. After dinner, we will start to act.

When I heard that Wang Ye had actually entered the school, I immediately smiled bitterly. Wang Ye was so pretentious, don’t be messed up when he came to the school.

Did Wang Ye say how to deal with Zhang Yu?

He didn't say anything about it, but I'm a little afraid of you brother. Even Fan Ming dares to explode when he gets a tiger, and even Aunt Fan Ming dares to shoot people with sky-rushing cannons. I'm really afraid that he will do something wrong!

I nodded in deep agreement